no matter what

It's Wednesday, People

2012-01-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

Salam.

OMG. Few days more to February and two weeks more to mid sem exam. *is this true?

And I am updating my lovely blog is all because of SYUE.

Erk, syue, I hope this update will satisfy you like not more or less, ok? :P

Let's get straight to the point. I've got lots of news about me. *of course it's all about me. But unfortunately, I'm not in the mood to write even one. But mind you, when the mood is in the air, I'm gonna write everything. :P

Ok, let me tell you, my MUET is band 3. And I'm thinking of re-sit but that may be not going to happen soon. Remember, I once post something related MUET and mind you, *you know who you are. my result is not as good as the others. Ya Allah, I felt like I am left behind. But that's not true. Definitely. It's true that I'm sad but I know, He has something else for me. A better plan indeed. So, off the topic.

Next, it's about UPU. What's your choice ? UM?USM?UPM?UKM? or OVERSEAS? uhkuhuk. hihiihiii. I haven't buy the unik id yet. Going to get it tomorrow. and what's my choice, I'm choosing UKM, then UM then UPM, then .......... I don't care where it is as long as it is reachable. *ada ke yg tk reachable. Proceed proceed. I envy with my friends who already has their own U to enter. I mean like those in UIA. They don't have to fill in UPU.

Ok, bye. SALAM.

Tahun 2012

2012-01-01T00:50:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. :)

Yes, welcome 2012. Another year to be faced. Of course, I want to be a little enthusiastic since it's a new year.

Sebenarnya, nak ingat balik what have I done in 2011.

It's too many and of course ada yang manis sangat sangat sangat dan ada yang pahit dan kelat. But unfortunately, I'm not going to write what had happened since ''let gone be bygone'' right ? And because it's too many. Let's proceed.

Well, recently, during my IT class, we have to make a presentation about our new year's resolution. And I made them like not for real. I mean, they are real but it's not really what I want. I just feel a little shy to show them my real and core resolution. Though I feel shy and shame towards them, but not to you my dear readers. :D So, just continue reading if you want to know my resolution.

Firstly, of course I hope I can be a better person. I hope I always have energy and energized to finish all my work in time. I hope my relationship with HIM will be much better. To be a better servant. I also want to khatam Al-Quran at least once a year. I hope I'm happy with who I am now. I hope I'll try my best to make my dream come true. I hope my family, friends and everyone the I know will success in their own path. I hope Malaysia will always be peace and harmony.

I want to get 4 flat in my second semester. I want to pursue my degree in medical field. (pray for me,, please. Thank you) I want to help my friend who need my help. I want to cherish and enjoy every moment that I passed through. I hope I could start saving money because I know, there's gonna be a lot of money in the next coming years. It's for my studies purpose though.

From the presentation, there is one friend of mine whose her presentation is really meant something to me. Her resolution was to find what is life for. What is the real thing that lies upon the life. And that makes me ponder about mine too. She said, her life is like cycle, just like me. But she wants to know what is the purpose of doing the same thing everyday. So, I did ponder about mine. And I'm still looking for it.

Just one thing for sure is that, I want to look deeper into Islam and I'm all my way to it. :)

All in all, I hope everything is going fine till the next 365 days. :)

Eh eh, I feel like writing a lot right now. I'm in the mood to write.

Enjoy the song, will you ?

bye. Salam.

Regarding Those Things

2011-11-10T21:26:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Well, the title explained about blog I've read. this and this. Both of them inspire me a lot. The first link was introduced to me by SYUE, my best-annoying-friend here in UM. Thanks syue, I'm being motivate by reading those two blogs.

My brother is going to marry her wife-to-be in 2 weeks time. Kak Fadhilah is his wife-to-be name. I can't wait for the reseption to happen. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly. Regarding my brother's wedding, our house been renovate about 5 months just to ensure that the space is big enough for people to come and sit while watching them being tepuk tawar. It's hillarious and at the same time, the house is really really messy. Just have no idea where to hide all these things so they won't be nuisance to me. Oh,cut the crap off. -..-

Next, bye,, :)

2011-11-10T20:37:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum,,,

being able to read other's blog that could inspire me really means a lot to me,,, :) How I wish my story could also inspire others. :) haha,,

Suddenly Came Across My Mind

2011-11-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

You know, the advantages and disadvantages for those who's able to experience schooling in both school is a lot. Well, I'm saying this because I'm glad for being able to school in daily school and also boarding school. Before that, usually students are able to stay in hostels start form 1 onwards. But I only had the opportunity to experience boarding school only from form 4 and form 5 and obviously now, I have to stay in hostel (KK12) to pursue my study in foundation.

Hmmm, things getting better when I stay in hostel virtually but not physically. I'm not going to say about my physical but about my mentality. Oh, how to say this. i'm out of idea to write about what I'm suppose to write. Okay, let me say this in a simple way. (I hope it is simple, otherwise, _____)

I am able to cook , clean the house, got mad from mama, able to laugh with brothers and sisters, feel the excitement every time school is over because that's when all of us rushing back to home, to sleep maybe, or to play games, or maybe STUDY ? obviously study is not in my head at all back then especially when I was form 1 and 2. Next, though I had been forced by mama to clean the house, though I am crying doing all those housework alone at such a young age (is it ? just say yes) , though sometimes I sulk just because I don't want to clean the house , though I immediately went to sleep each time mama called me to help her cook,,, that's make me who am I today, now.

For now, I'm still like before but of course changes happened. I've changed a lot, err a bit, errr at least I have changed. I am able to just clean my house without having been force by others, it's just for now, lazy is the main attitude that's develop inside me. (as if I never been such a lazy bump before,, ahakkss) So, that's my experience while schooled in daily school.

Then, getting into form 4 year, my life change. I got offer to a boarding school. At first, I thought, staying in hostel, live apart from family would make me cry since I've never been apart from them, but, things go the other way round. I am happy to live apart from family because that would mean that I don't have to do housework anymore. Haha, FREEDOM. (how can I say that is freedom? ) Well, that's the thing that always makes me happy when think about it.

Slowly, that thing disappear from my mind. Instead I miss those thing that happened in the house. In fact, I felt pity to the makcik2 that clean up our hostel every day. The makcik is just like my mama, so, I can't imagine to see mama doing those thing alone (especially when I'm not at home) at that age. I want to help her. And I don't know how, I've becoming more and more rajin when I'm home. I don't want mama to feel tired from doing housework alone. (I'm such a nice daughter isn't it ?hehe)

That's one thing, another thing is about religion. I'm glad to have friends that could remind me about Islam. You know, I'm not a good person, but I want to be a better person. I am thankful that Allah s.w.t put me among the good people here. :) I'm speechless.

So, that's it. Am just saying that I'm glad to be able school in both environment. Daily and boarding school.

Note : I miss school. but I like my life now.

2011-09-30T01:00:00.004+08:00

Another day of blogging. :D

Salam people. :)

Officially, yesterday was the last day for all report activities. YEAY. *clap* Sadly to said that I'm going to miss those moments (next sem ada lagi okeh, aku je yg over) heee. :D

And for the last experiment physics, I found that it was very happening and interesting because of our DEMONSTRATOR yang superhot, like a body builder, with the big muscles he has, and we called him MR. SIX PACK. HAHAHA. Gelikan ? By the way, I was calling him SASA since he has a tough body. ERR, should I elaborate on this ? YES, I do have to elaborate because if not, I got no topic to talk about. He's at the same time is tall and handsome ? maybe. But for me, we enjoyed calling him MR. six pack everytime he's far from us but nonetheless, sometimes, he would suddenly be somewhere near us. Where at that time, we all like "oh, did he hear it ?" But maybe some factor that contribute to those behaviour and actions because the experiment was really easy. It's about static friction and kinetic friction's experiment. You guys will not have to think like hell just to get rid of the experiment. Well, do you get what I meant?

*Whoahhh,,,

Next, final exam is about 3 weeks in time. And suppose I should start my revision now. 4.00 flat. InsyaAllah. Pray for me people. I really need it. But just to let you know (it's for me as well), it is stated in Quran in surah Asy-Syarh that "sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan" So, it goes well with the saying, bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.

Lastly, May Allah bless all of us. :)

Bye people.
-love, FAIRUZ MAHAMOD-

2011-09-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hello People. Assalamualaikum.

Nak bercerita apa ye? Hmm, well, the thing is too many things to do until I don't know where to start. *sigh* Right now, I keep thinking of going back home. But I know, really know that going back home doesn't make my life (assignments) lesser. So, I've set my mind to not going back home until FINAL EXAM is over. O Allah, please help me and guide me to the right path. hambaMu yang lemah ini.

Actually, I'm in the process of finishing my report and at the same time, the report has a graph, no, its actually two graphs. The thing is my graph is really weird like 360 degree. I know I have to correct it but I got no idea how to correct. It's pretty sad to see others graph is drawn beautifully but mine, it's a gross. :( I know I shouldn't give up too easily and I need the strength to find the solution for this problems. I know I can do the correction but ,,,,,

Too many but showing that too many excuses to be said but (again) , I am too lazy to write those excuses. I better off now since I know I'm crapping right here. I guess, I should stop writing in the blog because I realize that I'm not talking bout good things. Instead I'm expressing my feelings and thought and who knows forever like this ? I hope not. REALLY HOPE.

With that people, bye, the blog may be closed soon. SO, toodles everyone. Hope to see you guys in the real life.

2011-09-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,,

Hye peeps, its been a loonnnnnnnnggg time. It IS a LONG time. For me, to not update anything in here is not something that matter to me. But what matter to me is that , I used to wished and said, I hope I could ISTIQAMAH in updating the blog. Apparently, that is not happening. -SAD-

I'm busy with my life as a student. The schedule is really tight that I don't have spare time to joy here and there.(but, still, I have to enjoy my life as it is.) Anyway, I love being in PASUM. Having friends all around, discussing about this and that, whether it is important or not, arguing and fighting on small matters etc. The fact that I have my beloved people around , has given me a superduper strength to survive now. My first half semester exam result's is quite bad. So, it's time for me to redeem back the result. Let's strive for the A's.

Hoping to update this blog again soon. -,-

Pray for me people.

-Fairuz. :)

pleaseee, hopefully.

2011-08-14T00:29:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :D

What's wrong with the title? Hmmm, just let me explain it to you later on okay. For now, I just want to update my long-last-updated blog. Huh. Quite long time I didn't write anything inside here. It's not that I don't want but the laziness is more than anything once I tried to update here. And at last, what I have written is being left and become draft.and then, when it comes to the next time I open my blog, I realized that , that draft is not cool anymore. So, to avoid any unpleasant post here, I ended up to delete that draft. So, new post begin. (as if this is the life cycle of my blog). ;S

Today, I went to TS AGAIN. yes, I repeated, AGAIN. But it was only twice in my life that I have been there. If not, maybe 4 , 5 years more? errkkk. Okay, let's preoceed. So, I went to TS with syhdrhsm and wanshatira for this time. For last time, I went with syhdrhsm , semutt, zaty , and my roommate. Qaiyyum. :) As for the first time, We didn't plan to hang around TS because our aim was to go to Lowyat Plaza since, syue wanted to buy a MP4. I just never thought that TS would be that big and so many floor to be explored. We happened to just walking around in only one floor which is the fifth floor. And, the fifth floor is fully discovered (maybe not fully but still) in a day long. What does it mean ? TS has 10 floor, then, 10 days to discoverd TS ? huh. totally craps. But maybe it's true. You, I , we need a longer time to discovered fully all stalls and booth in TS. I tell you.

Since we are in fasting month, I wish all of you Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Maybe it's already late but it's better late than never. HEE.

Oh, not to forget, we met Miss Zil and Miss Puteri while resting a while in surau. And by the time we met them, they told us that they just talked to each other that they might see some of their student's here. So, they are meeting us. The student they just talked about. :D Miss Puteri though never teach me but she used to be my Class teacher during form 4 time and she also used to be my English teacher but just for a few days before I proceeded into other group of English class.

So, that is today's story. How about for the last days, weeks , months? story of mine ? Hmm, let me think a while if there's cool story to be told.

************

****thinking****

*****thinking again*****

******still thinking*******

Oh yes I have one but I'm lazy to write. So, toodles people.

May Allah Bless you.

Note : the title is actually my hope that I won't make this post into a draft.

Salam'alaik. :)

Another Story

2011-07-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Salam.

I'm home. yeayy. Heh. =='

Ok, so, now I'm home. for God sake, I don't have any intention to go back home this week because its just another week where I'm going to have my semester break. A week of break before mid semester examination. But, due to phone's problem, Ihave to go back home. Repair the phone and make it well function again. (of course not I'm the one who repair it) So, what should I do now? At home, makes me feel sleepy and lazy all the time. But online never makes me tired. HUH. ahaha.

Today, before coming back home, I have some special event with my friends in UM where three of them will further their studies overseas but first doing their foundation in KMS and KMB. And also, one of them will immediately fly to Beijing,China for teaching purposes in September. Oh yes,they are Syazlin, Fatin Diyana and Suhaili Saim. Though we just met and being in the friend relationship for only a month but still, I already felt like you all are parts of my life. Hopefully,our friendship will last forever till the end. InshaAllah. :)

I wish all of us will have a splendid results no matter where we are and what we are studying about and hopefully all of us will achieve our dream. InshaAllah. :D

Nota : nak makan domino pizza lagiii. hahaa.

Being In UM at 9.7.2011

2011-07-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hahaha,I think you should know what does it mean by the title above. So, in the middle of KL, UM is located in Lembah Pantai area. So, being part of KL did gave us benefits and of course the disadvantages too. So, here I am to say that, currently, being in UM is not the best choice. Maybe, being in KL should not be in your schedule for the day of 9th July 2011. As we know, assembly of BERSIH take place in KL. Ok, maybe I shouldn't elaborate on this particular thing because I am afraid I might say something wrong. So, let's stop here. Just want to say, don't come out to KL for this period of time. The environment and situation is kind of fuss. So readers, just stay at house on 9th July. (which is today).

I am grateful I've been accepted to further my studies in UM but apparently, I keep wanting to coming back home every week which sometimes I felt like I didn't even consider the situation. What I mean is maybe, at that particular moment, I have too many assignments to be done but, because of the surge to coming back home, I did all the assignment quickly but together with lot of mistakes within it. So, it is supposed to not be like that but what to do, when the desire of coming back home is on top of any other else. HEEE. c:

Oh, yeah, want to continue a little bit about the title, and some in the first paragraph, so, as I know, the police whose given the duty to protect, control the situation have to stay in UM in some colleges. I don't know which college but as for sure, some of them stay in College 12 which is the college I'm staying in. But, that's not the point, my point here is I feel kind of afraid when seeing to many people with black uniform (means the police) in the college. They are everywhere in the college.

What ever it is, I hope that the situation will not be heading to the worst. I hope everything would be solve in a proper manner where nobody will get hurt, injury or maybe killed? Heh.

I want to see Malaysia as a peace country. No war, no argue, we live peacefully. I don't want to have any trouble going on in the country where somehow it actually affect the citizens living in the country itself ( I think I'm one of the citizens who felt the consequences of this event) . Better off the keyboard. :D right now. *dahlah selamba je online guna laptop kawan.*

The study is getting tougher and much more thing I have to re- read and do lot of practise in order to have better understanding. OK, that's all people.

Mode : Hiatus.

Kalau Boleh Nak Buat Selalu

2011-07-02T03:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Haha, the title is quite unique I guess. So, what I meant by the title is to update blog frequently. Yup, BLOG. Since, I've been stayed in hostel and no laptop facilities, I kind of stucking in the middle of fuss thinking where can I have / borrow anyone's laptop to update blog. Of course, my roommate also has one laptop but indeed I think if I borrowed her laptop, then I would spent much time in front of the screen and at the end, my work aka tutorial and the rest become procrastinate. URGHH, I don't like to procrastinate things but sometimes I do procrastinate.

So, actually I'm too lazy to update about me. But, since already in front of the laptop (it's mean I'm home now) I pleasurely would like to write what had happened for the past few weeks till yesterday. It could be a boring post, so for those who doesn't want to read long , dry and boring story of mine, you may press the red button at the top corner there. See you next time yaww. :)

What happened to me? Haha, nothing much to tell, only the schedule getting tighter, so less rest now and no more sleep about 6 hours per day. Oh, I slept 4 hours yesterday, buzy finishing almost all tutorials. But still, today, receive two more tutorials (Geometry and Algebra , Bio Cell) . Buzy finishing those tutorials because weekend I want to go back home which is now. Maybe after this, I could finished up that 2 more tutorials so that I don't have to do it in hostel. Why do I feel like talking the same thing? SO LAME =_=

Being annoying. Is it wrong? Is it boring? Is it really really bad? Why suddenly I came up with this issue? Hahaha, nothing to worry about. Cool,chill everyone. It's just, between me and NRSHDRHSM , we always like being annoying to each other, but not in a serious mode, just for laugh and play. But people, you may be annoying but only with people who can handle it like your best friend or your brothers , sisters and etc as long as they can accept your annoying attitude. =) But if you are being annoying with people who can't cooperate with, then, you will be hated. :( Bad for you OKAYyyy, really bad.

To be frank, I hate to be hated. (who likes to be hated by the way) so, be an annoying person is not my choice. EVER. But this kind of characteristic of mine only shows when I am with NRSHDRHSM. *sorry syue, aku rasa post ni annoying lah, hahaha and I write your name twice already, it could be more I think, teehee* if possible, you alls you alls yang boleh kawal tahap annoying tu, kawal-kawal lah ye, don't be over the bridge and all that, so that people around you feel safe , calm , good and best when hanging around you. Maybe if you want to be annoying you can, but just don't too over. :D

Actually, we start to be like annoying to each other when we watched Maria Elena's vlog. We imitate her and that's how we start our annoying life. :) Eh, I'm not saying kak Maria is annoying okay, she's cool and I like both her vlog and blog. :D

Next, this one I think I should promote this to you. Kolej 12's cafeteria is superbly cheap for your breakfast,lunch and dinner. Ok, maybe not all of the shops here are selling their items cheaply. So, that's not the story I want to tell, what I'm trying to tell is that I'm not going to THAT gerai anymore. Which gerai? There's one gerai here in Kolej 12 which I think sell their food item the most expensive. Because, so far all stall I have tried and so, this gerai is the most expensive amongs them. I felt sad to spent one more ringgit than usual. Usually, I eat for lunch only RM3.00 but that day, I have to pay RM4.00 . Maybe some of you says, ''errr,one ringgit only" but to me, money is still money. I could buy a drink with that one ringgit.

Actually I shouldn't bring this up, but how can a small fish , but that makcik told me "ikan besar RM2.00" and urghhh, I could not say more. Just one thing for sure, I won't buy from that stall anymore. EVER. Sorry makcik, you just have lost a customer.

What about the attendance of student each time there is lectures or tutorial. As we are done almost a month in PASUM, students including me have started to come late. Means that, if before this, we want to be there an hour early before the lecture starts. even at the end all of us have to be crammed and jammed to get into the lecture's hall because of the small door. And we can see so many students around the lecture's hall before the lecture starts. But now, 15 minutes or less before the lectures start, the number of people waiting to get into the lecture's hall can be counted. Whatever it is, just don't create troubles. Be punctual. :)

One last thing, I like my lesson with Dr. Harchandran for English Course. His face expressions are funny to me. :)Okay then, bye. Assalamualaikum. :)

Be Ready, Fairuz.

2011-06-19T11:22:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Oh betapa susahnya nak istiqamah tulis blog. Uhukuhukkk. Dengan kekangannya lagi, memang tiada masa langsung untuk update cerita terbaru saya. Kalau boleh sebenarnya nak update setiap hari. Tapi apakan daya, tiada kemudahan untuk berbuat demikian.

Hidup dalam dunia pembelajaran sudah hampir dua minggu. Minggu depan masuk minggu ketiga. Jadual baru untuk minggu ketiga dan seterusnya (untuk satu semester) dah pun dapat. Memang padat habislah. Minggu depan dah mula tutorial dan praktikal. Kalau sebelum ni kuliah sahaja, mulai minggu depan dan seterusnya, tutorial dan praktikal pun ada sekali dalam jadual.

Takut betul rasanya nak menghadapi minggu depan. Mana taknya, kelas bakal bermula pukul 8.00 pagi dan habis 5.00 petang. Terasa betapa padat dan penatnya hidup waktu tu nanti. Ya Allah, fairuz, belum mula lagi dah merungut. Jangan, Jangan, Jangan. Ingat, di sebalik kesukaran akan disertai kemudahan. Dahlah tak study sangat macam orang lain. Kalau jenguk bilik kawan-kawan, mesti mereka sedang study, sedangkan saya ni, merayau-rayau jenguk mereka. Bukanlah saya tak study langsung, tapi mood untuk study ~~tak~~ ada, sebab itulah.

Tapi kadang-kadang, pergi bilik kawan sebab nak tanya soalan yang tak tahu. Heee, itu tanda saya sedang berikhtiar mencari jawapan atau cuba memahamkan sesuatu penyataan yang tak difahami atau apa saja, asalkan berkaitan dengan pembelajaran lah. Sememangnya tengok orang yang asyik studi memang sesak dada memandang sebab memikirkan diri tidak studi sebegitu konsisten seperti mereka. Terasa macam betapa pemalasnya diri ni. Namun, kadang-kala, bila tengok orang studi, saya pun akan terasa nak studi. Everything is back to the mood on that particular time.

Oh, I know now, I lack something. Something which would make me work and study harder to achieve it. I don't have an aim. As far as I'm concerned, I really want to be a Doctor. But, as I know, as you know, as we all know, to be what I wanted to be is not as Air Batu Campur (ABC), as simple as that. That is somehow I really have to push myself forward in order to be what I want to be.

In UM itself, they only accept students with 4.00 flat in the hand for both semester. And MUET, must be band 4 at least. (MUET has 6 band altogether , for your information) So, what shall I do now? Go and study, don't keep thinking of coming back home only. Just focus on your study. Yes! Focus on your study and one more thing, don't forget to ask from The One and Only, Allah. Always seek for forgiveness from Him and everyone around us so that we could study with much ease knowing that we are blessed.

Till now, this post hasn't has title. But, I'm pretty sure that this post is all about me (of course) , so that's the title. Be Ready, Fairuz. Get myself ready for next week and onward.

So , people, pray the best for me. Only Allah S.W.T can pay back your kindness. :)

What are we waiting for, let's get study. :) with that, bye~~

MHS PASUM 2011/2012

2011-06-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Wah wah. tengok tajuk dah tahu nak cerita apa kan? Jadi, begitu lah. Minggu Haluansiswa dah pun tamat. Tiada kata-kata yang dapat diluahkan kerana apa yang pasti memang best gila MHS yang saya lalui itu. Kalau boleh tak nak habis. Kalau boleh nak sambung lagi. tapi, nak sambung untuk riadah je. Yang lain tak nak. hehe.

Riadah sepanjang MHS memang best + gempak + menarik + awesome + dll yang berkaitanlah. Ya Allah, excited gila time riadah. Lagi-lagi port saya di bahagian belakang. Orang kata, macam terlindung sikit dari pandangan orang ramai. Haha (tak ada maknanya --') Kemudian, memang enjoy to the max lah time riadah. Kawan-kawan sel pun cool jugak. Ktorang rapat even baru first day jumpa. Bila dah a week bersama lagi bertambah rapat lah kan. :) Rugi korang tak masuk UM. haha

Roommate pulak orang Perak. Kampar. Nama dia Qaiyyum. Siti Qaiyyum binti Kamari. Nama macam lelaki kan ? Nama saya pun macam lelaki jugak. Lahi, ktorang dua-dua bersaiz kecik. Terasa macam adik-beradik dah cuma saya cerah sikit lah dari dia. HEHE. *Jangan marah Yum.*

Lagi nak cerita pasal apa ek. Mungkin lain kali saja lah cerita minggu haluansiswa ni sebab sekarang pun online and update story guna laptop kawan.

Ini lah dia pemilik laptop. Aunee Azrina nama dia. :)

Aunee and Syue

So, at the end, all of us had fun and we enjoyed ourselves. :)

Kuliah will be starting tomorrow onwards. Really looking forward about how is it going to be on the first day class. :)

Pray for my success people. Thanx. :)

That's all from me. Fairuz binti Mahamod, Sains Hayat 1, UM. :) Bye~~

title-less

2011-05-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

Salam. :)

Bila tertekan butang 'new post' , terus jadi blank. OHOH! Nak update apa ye?

Ahad ni, ya. AHAD ini bermula lah satu lagi kehidupan baru.

start belajar, start jadi student, start tinggalkan rumah untuk jangka masa yang panjang, start bercakap dgn orang asing (read : new friends) , start kurus (!!??) , dan start segala-galanya

Ok, barang tak kemas lagi. (malas + tak ada mood nak kemas barang)

Rasanya, sabtu malam baru kecoh-kecoh, sibuk-sibuk nak siapkan semua benda.

Serius tak ada apa-apa perasaan. Ok then, farewell.

Friends Forever

2011-05-21T22:51:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Lagu ni khas untuk kawan-kawan saya. Kawan-kawan sekolah. Terutama kawan-kawan sekolah menengah. Semoga persahabatan yang terjalin antara kita berkekalan selamanya. :)

Laily Natasha Yahya <3

Afiqah Inani <3

*Munirah

*Faridah Hanim
*Sharifah Irryanti
*Nur Auffa Athirah
*semua kawan saya.

:(

Note : Sebenarnya lagu ni Zafran yang post dekat group sekolah saya. :(

It Should Be The Best

2011-05-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. :)

Selepas segala-galanya, keputusan MARA dah keluar, keputusan JPA lagi lah dah lama keluar. Dan saya ? Bersyukur tu memang bersyukur sebab MARA beri tajaan kat saya. Malangnya, mereka hantar saya ke sebuah universiti swasta yang mana secara mentah-mentah ditolak oleh mama dan ayah.

Kalau diikutkan, terdapat juga beberapa orang kawan yang dapat tempat yang sama, malah kursus yang sama lagi, dan mereka pilih untuk ke situ. Tapi saya ? Terhimpit antara kedua-dua orang tua. Kenapa mereka tak kata "fikirlah yang terbaik, buat keputusan yang betul, solat istikharah dulu, kami hormat dan ikut keputusan kakak" dan mana-mana yang seangkatan lah kan.

Cara mereka menolak tawaran yang saya dapat itu memang susah untuk diterima. Memang pada saat itu, saya betul-betul berusaha untuk tenangkan diri. Bukan mudah untuk mengubah keputusan yang sudah dibuat mak dan ayah. Mungkin sekiranya mereka kata macam yang di atas ni, mungkin saya akan ikut kata mereka. Dan mungkin dengan rela hati saya melepaskan tawaran yang dapat itu.

Bukan apa, kalau dapat tajaan, bukan ke senang, tak perlu risau pasal bayaran yuran segala. Tapi bila tolak benda ni, maknanya, mak dan ayah akan terpaksa keluar duit. Bukanlah nak kata yang saya ni tiada duit ke apa. Tapi, kan boleh berjimat.

It's just not fair for me. You should give me some time to think about this. I mean, give me at least a day. And then, after that, InsyaAllah, I'll follow what you (parents) said.

Well, I hate to say this but I also want to have the best for future.

So, for now, saya tahu yang saya hanya perlu berserah kepada-Nya. Mungkin ini yang terbaik buat saya setakat ini. Dan seperti biasa, tentulah ada hikmah disebalik ini. :)

So, let's go to UM. FIGHTING! :)

#notetomyself : Be positive.
Note : CONGRATS and ALL THE BEST kepada kawan-kawan yg dpt further study ke luar negara. :) *jealoussss. hehe*

this is the truth

2011-05-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

In reality , saya tidak menggunakan saya sebagai kata ganti nama diri. Saya gunakan aku. Tapi, tengok juga. Ada kawan yang saya akan guna aku, ada yang guna kita , dan sebenarnya ada juga yang guna saya. Tapi, selalunya, saya hanya menggunakan kata ganti nama diri saya ketika bercakap dengan orang yang saya hormat. Siapa orang yang saya hormat ? Saya sendiri tahu lah. Selalunya, saya guna aku bila cakap dengan kawan-kawan yang dah biasa. Kalau masa mula-mula kenal , selalunya guna kita awak dulu. Lama-lama bertukarlah jadi aku. Itu tanda kami mesra. :) HEH, jangan fikir lain. MESRA IN TERMS OF FRIENDS. Jadi dalam blog ini, saya guna saya sebab saya rasa lebih sesuai , (proper) kalau guna saya. Walaupun ada kalanya , rasa macam nak tulis aku instead of saya. Tapi itulah, saya sedar, bukan senang bila nak tulis ayat yang mana ayat itu lebih sesuai guna aku. Apa-apa pun, in reality, saya lebih suka gunakan aku instead of saya. Hanya dalam specialcase sahaja saya guna selain dari aku. :) And that special case , again , you don't have to know. :) Ok, till then. Bye~~ :)

Bila Bersama Laily. Ayah Yg Kelakar. Goh Qun Yuan.

2011-05-12T01:51:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum . :)

For the last three days, I had been going out and came back home when the sky is already dark. But it's not late night it's just after maghrib. (kan dah gelap time tu, sbb around 8.00 mcm tu)

There is couple of times when I feel I am the most adventurous people on earth when being with Laily. She's so loud! SERIOUSLY loud. HAHA. But that's not the point. The point is when being with her, there is always something new that we did. Err,,kinda lazy to write what it was but I enjoyed every bit of it. :)

I even went to her house,fyi and if you want to have free meal, jsut go to her house. Her mom will cook you the best dish ever. (haha, exaggerating) Her mom is a good cook ok. If you want to taste Laily's mother sambal belacan but Perak's edition, you can simply ask her the recipe. It's easy and simple yet delicious and tasty. But actually I didn't taste her sambal, but I feel exited to tell you about it.

Whatever it is, I really want to have license. For God sake, I don't want to even think about it because it drives me mad and angry and sad and pain. HUH. For the past 6 months till now I haven't register for the license yet. Ok, now, suddenly feeling moody. Let's calm, calm, calm, calm, calm. For now, I have to set my mind, saying that I know Allah has a better plan for me and maybe I am fully prepared by the time I have to take the driving test. InsyaAllah. Just wait and see and be patient. The time will eventually come.

Since the last day I leave SMKBU, I never meet her. Even in a coincidental situation, we never meet. But luckily we still have each other's phone number. Finally, I met Goh Qun Yuan. We met last Tuesday and together with twins, Wuan Xinn and Wuan Suen. :) Everything that happened on that day, I'll keep in my memory and hope we can meet again in future soon. XD Looking for another manglish books and laugh again. :) But next time, let's make it a little longer. HIHI.

Tonight , I helped ayah finish his assignment. Well, everything went on smoothly and at theend of it, ayah has to send the file via e-Learning. Naaa, that's when it start. Ayah forgot his password and then he keep telling me with his serious face that, he never wrote password when he registered this e-Learning. That's still okay. Then, I helped him to find way to log in but it ended up that ayah forgot his password again. This time, dekat email address punya password. I just cannot bear to hold my laugh that suddenly it burst into laughter but keep stucking because of ayah's expression, no feeling.

Hehe, sorry ayah. Muka ayah kelakar sgt time tu. Tapi ayah tak gelak pun, kakak pulak yg tertahan-tahan nk gelak.

Maybe that's not a funny thing to laugh to. But what can I do? It already happened. :)

Well, that's it, though it's quite personal to share with you guys but this is what I call memory. Maybe , after 25 years ahead, I want to read back this cool blog and I want to know what have I done. :) If this is going too personal, maybe I will switch it to only me as the only reader. But, I know that the one who read my stuff know me to read these things. Or perhaps only few of you read it because I write it too long. Hmm,,it's not long for me. But I think it's long for you to read. :) Am I right?

Goshh, I thought I would have stop writing when I wrote that's it. But seems like I have another story to write and for you to read. *if you still can continue, keep reading ok, if not, just press the red button up right there.

Tak lama lagi , nnt semua orang (I mean my friends) dah mula belajar. Dah siap prepare barang ? Yang sy tahu, LAILY dah siap kemas barang dia, the same thing goes to Goh. Anda ? Dah siap semua preparation? Ohohohoho, kalau tanya sy, sy belum prepare apa2 lagi. Tapi semua bnda yang kena ada dah mmg ada dalam rumah kediaman sy, jadi tak perlu lah nk kena beli apa2.

Tarikh pendaftaran UM 29 Mei. Kawan2, kita jumpa kat sana ya. (kepada sesiapa yang pilih um laaa) Another thing , konvo sekolah 20 Mei ni. Hari Jumaat. Lepas konvo tu, sudah pasti semua busy utk pergi ke tempat masing2, ade yg jauh ke Utara (Perlis , Kedah , Penang), ada juga yang tercampak ke Sarawak (unimas) dan seterusnya.

Apa-apa pun pada saya, belajar di mana-mana juga sama sahaja. Tak kisah lah luar negara ke dalam negara ke. Yang penting kita belajar betul-betul dan dapat kan result yang gempak. Orang kata, "belajar biar lepak tapi result kena gempak" betul ke ? Ikut keselesaan masing-masing lah. Asalkan kita berusaha. InsyaAllah. Kan usaha tangga kejayaan?

Oklah, penghujung entri ni dah banyak ke laut. Entah sampai laut mana dah ni.

Itu sahaja. Bye2~~

Note : OOOOOOOO, panjang betul entri ni. carca-merba la tapi.. ahahaha, siapa kisah?

*2nd. Info Baru

2011-05-07T08:23:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :)

This is cliche . If you think I'm giving you some useful info on this particular entry, then you are wrong. It's because I want to give you my latest news ABOUT ME not about others. Did the title manage to prank you ? AHAH!

OK, moving on. I'm just saying that, I'm going to UM. I'm not showing off here. But that's the truth. Instead of matrix, I choose to further my study there. Pray the best for me people. :)

Looks tough there. But, this is life. Nothing has been easy. Success comes with effort. Effort comes from us with strong determination to achieve what we want. So my dear friends, all the best! :)

Note : Allah Knows Best! :)
Note : Adalah hikmahnya kalau dapat tawaran yang tak berapa kita sukai tu. :)

*1st. BLOG PALING COOL

2011-05-07T07:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. :)

I join another contest! :)

Sebelum tu, nak letak dulu gambar nya.

Sejak bila saya suka join contest segala macam ni? Jawapannya entah, tak tahu. Mungkin sebab memikirkan kesibukan yang bakal melanda dalam hidup lepas ni (bila dah mula belajar) , mesti dah tak dapat nak join benda-benda macam gini.

Jadi, sementara masa masih ada, moleklah saya gunakan waktu tu sebaik-baiknya. (tadelah baik mana pun sebenarnya. =) )

Blog saya ni tadelah cool mana kalau nak dibandingkan dengan blog orang lain yg jauh lebih cool, tapi dimata saya, blog saya tetap yang paling cool buat selama-lamanya. :) AHAHA.

Penganjur contest ni , FAEZAH.

Jadi, yang kena tag untuk contest kali ni ialah anda semua pembaca blog saya, kawan-kawan. Kalau rajin buat. Kalau tak rajin , lu pikir lah sendiri. XD

Sekian saja. Bye2~~

Mei , May , Lima

2011-05-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Happy May people ! :D

Nothing to post about but I just want to say that I might be start studying , be a student AGAIN in this month. Matrix result already known. You guys can check it out dekat website ini, KLIK. Kawan2 , anda dapat mana ? Mind sharing ? Let me know ok.

Most of my friends got Selangor. I got Negeri Sembilan. Jadi orang nogoghi lah lepas ni (kalau pergi la...) AHAHA. Well, I also haven't click at terima tawaran yet since I also want to consider my UPU result. Oh, most of my friends are like me. We want to consider UPU result, then only decide which one.

The result about interview MARA for those who applied in the country also will be known on this 16th May. Well,

Oh yeah , my father born on this month! :) 16th May 1957. He born on a teacher's day. And my father is also a teacher , fyi. HEHE. So, I will wish him "happy birthday" and also "happy teacher's day" on his birthday. :D

I have one fact about me that's related to number 5 which is I am number 5 in the family. =)

So, itu sahaja. Till then! ~~

bye2~~

The Royal Wedding & Contengan Jalanan

2011-04-29T17:32:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum ! :)

Today , everything is all about the royal wedding. Prince William and Kate Middleton.

They sure have great coverage about their wedding huh ! All over the world are reporting about this. Obviously this is going to be another historic wedding on earth. The life of Kate Middleton is changing too since she's not someone who has royal background and so this wedding is going to change her whole life. She has to stay in palace and yeah , this is really like a fairy tale.

Erk , I want to marry a Prince too. HEHE.

Let's stop talking about them. You can watch their wedding live on NTV7 , or E! Channel 712 . But, if you want to watch this until the end, then you have to stay in front of the tv for 5 hours. So, enjoy watching ya! (for those who intend to watch)

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Contengan Jalanan is another novel from HLOVATE. Well , I just read 1/6 of the book. Just bought it yesterday for RM16.80. Got discount but if you want to know the real price, the real price is actually RM21.00 . Go to bookfair at PWTC and you'll get discount! So far , this book has many quotes and really , all of them are true.

"peluang yang dalam hidup ni sama juga macam keretapi, perlu digapai waktu dia sekejap terhenti depan diri. Terlewat sesaat, makan asap"

Oh ye , yang ini , all of his novel.

I suppose banyak lagi kut novel dia ni, but I only know this. :)

That's all for now. Bye2~~

Inner Itu Saya Punya, :)

2011-04-24T21:16:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum ! :)

Erk, the title is kinda weird , isn't it ? Let's just get to the point. Saya kena TAG dengan Kak Huda . Kalau nak ikutkan memang malas nak join tapi sebab dah tade kerja lain , dan saya kan suka buat benda baru . Jadi , join this contest is one kind of new thing to me. So, I'm joining it. :) *big Grin! :)

To be frank , saya tak pernah keluar pakai selendang yang up-to-date tuh. But , for the first time , I wore shawl to my reunion and that really needs A LOT of COURAGES to wear something like that. You know , people will look and stare at you because you are obviously different from other's style. So, for the moment , I feel WHOAH for those who are brave enough to wear something differ from others.

Ok now, let's proceed.

To be truth, saya tak perlukan inner tu , tapi ADIK saya ya. Jadi, kalau (KALAU) lah menang contest ini, saya nak hadiahkan kepada adik saya. Adik saya suka sangat pakai selendang. Asal keluar pakai selendang . We are totally different when it comes about scarf. Saya suka pakai tudung bawal je. Rasa rimas nak lilit ni. Tapi adik saya ni pulak , selesa dengan selendang.

Jadi, kalau tanya kenapa saya kena dapatkan inner itu ? Sebab nak hadiahkan kepada adik saya. :)

Terima kasih.

Oh ye, gambar,

Saya yang kanan**

Ok, Bye2 folks~~ :)

Orang yg di TAG :

* LAILY , :)

* SYAI , :)

* AQSA , :)

* SHUHADA , :)

Note : contest ni dari blogger ni, MRS VIP.

Terlaksana Sudah

2011-04-22T10:26:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum kawan2 ! :)

Kan dulu saya ada tulis entri tentang Reunion . Hari ni, Alhamdulillah, plan berjalan lancar seperti yg dirancang. Mungkin tadelah lancar sangat, tapi tetap best.

Hari ni nak ingat balik kali pertama bercakap dengan mereka, kawan-kawan zaman kecik saya.

Orang pertama yang bercakap dgn saya hari ni ialah Raja dan Ain. Iyalah, sebab jumpa diorang dulu dekat KTM kan. Kemudian jumpa Junaidi aka Jonet.

Perbualan antara sy, Raja dan Ain.

Saya : eh korang ! korang nk gi reunion ni ke ? (fine, soalan ni agak klise sbb walaupun da tau tp tetap nak tanya, maklumlah, nak start kan perbualan)

Raja & Ain : senyap seketika sambil pandang sesama sendiri, pastu baru Raja jawab ,

Raja : mestilah, alahai kau ni fairuz, tanya soalan,,, (sy faham, haha)

Lepas tu mula lah, saya tanya mcm2 dan bla-bla-bla, akhirnya tren sampai.

Tren baru sampai, ternampak pula Joned.

Conversation between me and him,

Saya : eh sorang je ke ? (sbnrnya nmpk je yg dia mmg sorang tp itu lah, nak start kan sesuatu perbualan :) )

Saya tahu yang si Joned ni suka LOYAR BURUK , dan sebenarnya dah dpt guess dia nak jawab apa, oleh sebab tu, sy pun terus potong dia, belum sempat dia cakap, saya ckp mcm ini,

Saya : eh takpe2, aku pun memang nampak ko sorang je, haha (pastu terus naik tren)

Joned : tak terkata apa-apa,

Bila tren berhenti kat stesyen Padang Jawa , nampak Afifi aka Bandik . Tapi dia tak nampak saya, saya kan di couch wanita. :)

Bila dah sampai Subang , baru jumpa yang lain-lain. Tapi, yang lain-lain tu semua lelaki. Adoyai. Ada Nabil, Faiz Sy, Amjad. Depa ni semua tunggu si Samsul Naha. Yang pastinya, mereka dah lain. Muka Afifi sangat kecik ok, haha. Nabil punya fizikal paling kecik. Amjad dgn faiz sy dah lain. Oooo, muka semua dah nampak matang. A-HA.

Conversation between me and Afifi.

Saya : ko dari mana ?

Afifi : Istana !

Saya : APA ???!!

Afifi : sabak ,

Haha, kelakar lah bandik ni. Loser pun ada. Dia nak bt lawak tp sbb saya agak terperanjat dia cakap macam tu, dia pun cakap sabak slow slow, lepas tu senyum. *boleh cair kalau korang tengok dia senyum. hehe

Buat masa sekarang, yang perempuan baru ada 2 orang yang lain-lain semua lelaki.

Setibanya di Sunway Pyramid (for the second time , tadelah batak sangat mcm first time kan :) ) , tiba2 nampak satu stall ni (dah lupa nama dia) bagi free pretzel. Oleh sebab free, maka kami pun ambil. Ha-ha , tiba-tiba teringat prinsip Ain Zakiah , "semua makanan free itu sedap"

Ok ok, let's proceed. Lepastu singgah McD sebab Raja nak makan. Time makan tu, kami bertiga kenakan Feidah. Tapi mastermind dia Raja lah, tak pasal-pasal , saya pun turut terlibat dan berkomplot dengan depa utk tipu Feidah. *Sorry Feidah, =) *

Sebab dah janji nak kumpul di floor 2 keliling ice skating kan , jadi saya ni gerak lah dulu ke floor dua bersendirian. Rupa-rupanya , baru check tahu yang Sunway Pyramid ni hanya sampai Floor sahaja. Tiada floor 2 , 3 dan seterusnya. Sunway ni tingkat dia ada LG1 , LG2 , G , F . Tapi, nasib baik lah , tiada siapa yang sesat. Fuh, lega. Nasib baik tiada orang kata jumpa floor dua. LG2 adalah. :)

Antara aktiviti yang kami buat, main boling. Saya tak reti main boling. Mula-mula je bole jatuhkan 9 pin out of 10. Lama-lama , straight je masuk longkang. Hampeh betul.

Budak-budak lelaki yang naik motor macam Pejal , Azizi , Aiman , Danial , Azri , dua2 Paan , dan lain-lain , Ya Allah, mereka sangat bising. Riuh sekampung , gegak gempita dunia dengan ketawa diorang. Rasa macam tak nak mengaku kawan pulak bila bising macam tu, *just kiddin'* hehe,

Fatin tak berubah cara ketawa dia. Haha , Alia pun tak berubah, Shafina pun tak berubah jugak cuma fizikal dia je yg berubah sikit. Hehe.

Basically, we all had fun. Raya nanti jemput datang rumah ye. :)

Let's see the photos. =)

Boling time , sorry lah tertido, *credit to Raja yg tgkp gmbr ni :) fr left : feidah , ain , shafina , fatin , alia ,

I looked so small, :D

Ok that's it folks. Bye2~~ Assalamualaikum, :)

Rancangan TV (part 2)

2011-04-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

These days, I've been addicted to Castle series and CSI ( CSI:NY , CSI:Miami )series. But I'm looking forward to watch Castle the most. It's on 711, 4.30 pm.

This series is actually about a guy named Richard Castle who is not only worked as a detective but also as a writer, journalist. He with his partner named Beckett, Detective Beckett to be exact, both of them worked together and obviously together solving the problems. I like to see how they solves the matter especially with Rick's behaviour. Rick is always like perasan.

On top of that, I know that both of them have feelings towards each other but they can't expressed it. Too bad I guessed. Anyway, it's already the 3rd season. I only watched this now ? Hmm, never realised there is such series.

Castle is not bad isn't it ? Beckett too. :)

Castle with his daughter.

That's all about Castle. What about CSI ? It's the same as Castle, it's about solving the criminal problems and so on. Basically what made me fall for this is because the way they solve the problem. They really amazed me. Quick thinking and always looking up for solutions, though sometimes the truth always hurt.

Oh My School never let me down either. All of them are seriously hilarious. I LOUGH OUT LOUD because of them especially for Shinyoung. Take a look at this.

If you watched them, I can guarantee you will never stop laughing. With Myeongsu and others. Just fill your life with laughter with this show. =)

That's it. :D

bye~

Fikiran

2011-04-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, :)

Kali pertama rasanya tulis perkataan Basmalah di awal entri, :) It's a good start though.

Well, that's not exactly what I want to say. I've been thinking about , sometimes I really really want to be the nicest person on Earth but sometimes I also want to be a cruel person. Just think about it and I know, we all know the fact that nobody is perfect. We want to be like this but we just can't. We don't want to be like this but the fact that we have to. It is killing me you know (I don't know if it's killing you --'), made me drown and frown.

Ok, itu sekadar mukadimah sahaja.

Dan sekali lagi, ok, itu jugalah pengakhirannya. ;)

*My notion is lost, no topic to talk about. farewell people. :)

Pokes :)

2011-04-13T23:39:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt, :)

okay, ini sebelum beberapa jam,

dan ini, selepas beberapa jam.. :D

tengok, bertambah kan?

Haha, ini lah dia bila tak ada kerja, ok fine, I know, this look ridiculous and really waste your time, but it is fun. Haha, well, maybe fun in my own definition. :)

Some of my friends had already been interviewed,, they can take a deep breathe now. Oh man, I am struggling to breath right now! save me!

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Now, let's see this!

I received good feedback from them, :)

only for this,

haha, that is my primary school's group, :D

I've been telling you guys about my childhood days right, so, saya sangat sangat lah gembira sebab FB dah temukan kami kembali. :D Eh eh, tgk, feedback from the one I poked, hihihii,

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Now, let's see my plurk.

Did you see that I have only 13 friends, so come on friend, let's sign up to Plurk and become my friend. =)

Actually this social network is not so popular. I think you can see that very few of us has the account. To tell you the truth, I just add random people and by showing some response to their status, we actually could become closer. Of course it's not as close as real friends but still , it feels like we are connected. And I don't know if they (my friends in Plurk) have account for other social network. By the way, don't ask me anything about this (as if there are --') This is just for fun.

ok, bye~~

Note : credit to Naim sebab bgtahu mcm mana nk copy screen, thnx!

Note : esok check online MARA interview. :)

Note : if you look carefully at those picture especially the first one with the others, there is a difference. Can you tell me what it is?

Panggung Sabtu TV3

2011-04-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

Salam. :D

Tadi korang tgk tak cerita hindustan kat TV3 ? Saya bukanlah kaki bollywood, tapi sebab tadi dah tengok dari mula, itu pasal lah, saya tengok cerita tu sampai habis.

Malas nak ulas apa2 pasal cerita tu, cuma tiba-tiba saya rasa yang cerita ni lebih kurang sama dengan politik di Malaysia. Politik yang sedang melanda negara kita. Sekali lagi, saya malas nak ulas, kalau anda tengok, pasti anda dapat mengaitkan jalan cerita filem hindustan ni dengan politik di Malaysia sekarang.

Harapnya, keadilan akan terus ditegakkan. Sooner or later, the truth will revealed. I am pretty sure of that.

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Hari ni main table tennis for 1 and a half hours. Then , main basikal pulak. Kemudian, jalan-jalan pergi rumah Ilyana, kawan baik ceq time sekolah rendah dulu. :) Next time nak datang rumah dia dengan bawak gambar2 mase kami kecil2 dulu. :) It is really good to bring up our sweet moments in the past and talk about it for hours. I miss my old friends. <3

It's Indeed A Journey

2011-04-09T04:05:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Note : It was taken from iluvislam.com

I do have one simple perspective upon life in short; it's a destined journey, whereby everything is written by God the Almighty. This written route ends when we die and continues in hereafter. The purpose to live is only being the slave of Him; to perform obligation towards Him and not to commit sins as this world is made as the field to plant the seeds, and we all would harvest the result later in hereafter.

In going through life as a whole, we would found variety of obstacles and they may appear simply in the form of positive and negative, in other words, the ups and downs. I define them as the tests from Him just to examine how deep our faith towards Him, how grateful we are, how much we would devote ourselves to Him and to know Him better.

Praised be to Allah who has given us life, showers us with love, filling our life with everything that we never ask for. He made us so perfectly. Despite, as a human being, sometimes, I admit that there are tests that I couldn't really handle, but I do believe that I still have tomorrow, better days and years to come. Allah is always good. All in all, gain as many as possible the blessings from Him. The time is running out for everyone,and no one knows when the journey ends.

*sharing is caring ;)

My Dream, What I Want to Be

2011-04-09T03:28:00.000+08:00

Salam. :D

Hai anda-anda semua. Mari kita berceritera tentang My Dream , ok maybe OUR DREAM. Before tu, meh sini tgk video ni dulu.

Dah dengar ? Saya suka melodi lagu ni dan liriknya. Dia ni dah tiga tahun bertapak kat YT. Since dia form 4 , kalau di Malaysia lah, sekarang ni dia 19. Dia ni memang berbakat besar sebab bukan saja boleh menyanyi , main gitar dan piano , tapi dia juga boleh tulis lirik. Anda pernah dengar lagu ni di mainkan di mana-mana corong radio kat Malaysia ? Haha, sebab lagu ni lagu dia. Dan dia ni pun belum diambil mana-mana syarikat rakaman , jadi agak mustahil kalau lagu dia nak masuk dalam carta hit.

Itu cerita dia, tapi cerita saya berkaitan dengan tajuk lagu dia tu. Tengok title post ni pun hangpa semua dah tahu ceq nak cakap apa kan. Baiklah. Dulu-dulu, ceq nak sangat jadi cikgu. Iyalah, sebab mak dan ayah jadi cikgu, jadi ceq agak terpengaruh dengan depa. Ceq rasa depa berdua nampak sgt meyakinkan, berkarisma tinggi sangat waktu mengajar.

Teringat dulu-dulu, masa tadika, umur 5 dan 6 tahun, saya suka sangat ikut ayah pergi KISAS. Dulu ayah mengajar di sana, ajar matapelajaran Kimia. Tapikan, ayah tak bagi saya masuk kelas masa ayah tengah mengajar, jadi saya pun duduk kat luar kelas sambil mengutip biji-biji colour merah yang ada kat depan kelas. sampai sekarang tak tahu tu biji apa --' Tapi, bukanlah sepanjang masa kutip biji2 tu, kadang2 saya tgk ayah mengajar, lepas tu nnt nmpk anak2 murid ayah angguk2 kepala, lepas tu nnt ayah senyum, saya rasa mungkin itu nikmatnya kalau mengajar dan kemudian orang yang diajar tu faham apa yang kita ajar.

Saya pun selalu ikut mak pergi sekolah, SM (P) Raja Zarina, tapi setiap kali ikut mak pergi sekolah, mesti hari tu sekolah tu tengah ada majlis. Ada makan-makan, jual-jual dan sebagainya. Jadi, mak saya ni ada bilik sendiri, tapikan, bilik mak saya sentiasa ada pelajar. Mak saya dgn pelajar2 tu sgt rapat. Pelajar2 tu pun rapat dgn saya jugak sbb saya comel. XD *sorry lah, terperasan --' Sekarang mak saya dah pindah sekolah. :)

Jadi, nmpk tak, both of them are happy with what they are doing. But I guessed, as time past, thing's changed. Being a teacher is a great and wonderful thing to be but at the same time, we must be able to handle the pain too. The pain that comes from the work itself ; the students, the parents of the students and etc. What am I trying to say is, as long as they have their passion into this, InsyaAllah, no matter what, even if tsunami happened, they won't stop from being a teacher. I guess, Both of my parents were born to be a supergreat teacher. XD No doubt about it though.

Oklah, back to the main topic, as I am trying to make sure the dream come true, for sure there will be lots and lots of obstacle going to happen. Even if it isn't but I knew it will. :D And as time passes, I realise that I don't want to be a teacher. Kids back then are not the same as kids these days. Especially those who are living in the mainland, in the big city. They are getting pampered by parents and become spoiled , ruined. Whatever it is, I don't think I can handle them. Ahahah, just say it as one of your lame excuses Fairuz. :p Now that I think, being a teacher, is not easy anymore.

Then, out of the blue, my dream was to be a pilot. A PILOT. A person who can fly the aeroplanes. How can I think of such dream. A pilot ? With my height only 4'10 Haha. 'Really suit, huh?' And I am dealing with one of the most expensive job in the world. Actually, I want to be a pilot because of the amount of money that I'll receive. Imagine, just fly the aeroplane and a huge amount of money is already inserted into account, heaven right? So, to get the job, I have to have lots of money too. No money , no pilot. And referring to money, I am nobody. I have no money, so it kinda possible to let this dream come true. *But maybe I could marry a pilot, who knows. ;)

You know what, I want to be a doctor. But I am scared. It's not that I afraid of the bloody blood, that's not it. It's not that I scared of the tough life that I will face after this, I mean the subject should be tough, i knew, to be a doctor, is not easy. The life as a doctor is full of challenges. *haha, am I saying as I already experience it? I am scared of the thought that I will be a doctor. Argghh, it's hard to explain. I just want to get my niat right, do this because of Him. Not because of other thing.

Whatever it is, I knew, in every path that we chose , they must have their own circumstances. The risk. But as we know, no pain no gain. Just have your passion in what you do. :) And all the best.

Sorry , for a boring post. ;)

Bye!!

Nota : I read those saying in the forum.
Nota : The name of the artist in the video is Tiffany Alvord.

Makanan & Kurus

2011-04-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Nak masak ape ye hari ni? Kat dapur ada ikan kembung 4 ekor je. Nak masak asam pedas ke? Selama saya masak lauk tu, tak pernah nak habis. Membazir adalah. Kalau nak buat sambal, semalam dengan kelmarin dah masak sambal. Tak kan hari ni pun sambal ? Cepat lah datang idea nak masak...CEPAT! CEPAT!

****zzzzz****

Sehari dua ni, entah macam mana, saya tergerak hati nak buat research tentang KALORI. Kalori dalam makanan yang kita makan. Juga berapa kalori yang badan kita perlukan. Baiklah, sebab tu, saya rasa nak kongsi lah dengan anda semua apa yang saya dapat.

Kalau nak tahu berapa kalori yang badan korang perlukan, korang kena buat Mathematics sikit, XD

kalau untuk perempuan, 665 + ( 9.6 x berat(kg) ) + ( 1.8 x tinggi(cm) ) - ( 4.7 x umur ) ,
kalau untuk lelaki , 66 + ( 13.7 x berat(kg) ) + ( 5 x tinggi(cm) ) - (6.8 x umur) ,
then, hasil operasi kat atas pulak , korang kena darabkan dengan yang kat bawah ni..
*kalau anda tidak aktif : hasil x 1.2
*kalau anda aktif sikit : hasil x 1.375
*kalau anda lebih aktif : hasil x 1.55
*kalau anda sangat aktif : hasil x 1.725

Jadi, bila dah dapat jawapan, itulah kalori yang sepatutnya anda makan dalam masa satu hari. Kalau anda makan kurang dari kalori yang diperlukan, anda boleh jadi kurus. Lagi-lagi kalau dalam jangka masa panjang :) Kalau anda makan lebih, sebaliknya lah pulak yang terjadi.

Jadi, senang je nak kurus sebenarnya, jaga lah pemakanan anda. Walaupun saya tahu benda ni, tapi nak praktikkan susah sebab asyik fiikir nak makan je. Kalau boleh, semua makanan yang ada depan mata nak masuk dalam mulut.

****zzzzz****

jom masak! eh, saya dah tahu nak buat puding roti!! nanti saya bagi korang rasa kalau korang datang rumah la.. XD got to go. bye~~

Reunion

2011-04-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. and good day everyone! XD

I supposed to go to SEMASHUR today. But I didn't. I just cannot leave my house just like that. Today, I have no heart, I have no courages to leaive my house like that. Empty. No living things in the house. So, I just told them, I can't make it. Sorry girls. I knew you guys had fun just now.

From things that we planned, we should have some eating, just like REUNION but only for tasawwur's students. Actually, I was thinking really hard whether I should just step out of my house and go SEMASHUR but instead, I just sleeping at home. Carry out my daily routine as usual. =)

But, you know what, because I have no other things to do , I mean when all things had done, my primary school's friends and I, we did discussion to have reunion. To gather and laugh together, telling stories to each other. And as the result, we will meet each other next week. Wednesday, Sunway Pyramid. God knows very well that I am really excited about this.

You know, things keep getting better among us. Actually, up to standard six, I rarely speak to other friends whom are in another class. I mean, I can talk to them, I can laugh with them, I can cry (oh, maybe not this one) and I am really comfort while with them. Oh, I hope that situation is not changing eventhough we have separated for about 5 years. I hope that the bond between us will still be the same as we used to.

Having friends around is good. It is even greater when they are always with us no matter what. That is what we called true friends. A true friend is hard to find but if we manage to get one, don't waste them, don't let the relationship stuck in the middle of somewhere and don't lost them. And I guess, a true friend is only found when he/she is always with us whether things are simple or complicated. Listening to our problems, lend her shoulder, cry together, laugh together or maybe helping us to solve the problems.

Eventhough it's hard to find, but we still can hope to have one right?

kawan mcm ni, cantik kan?

or

kwn mcm ni ? yg sntiasa mndoakan kite.. still cantik kan? eheh.

Ok lah ye kwn2, bye2~

Rancangan TV

2011-04-02T02:18:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

There are so many tv shows these days and if you ask me which one is my favourite , it would be Oh My School! Airing at KBS World! I love it so much. Some of the members are Lee Hongki , Jun , Soyeon , Simon D , Min and etc. I don't remember the rest because I don't have much interest in them. To be honest, I just want to see my Hongki as he is seriously cute. Well, his face is likely the same as Akim. You know Akim from AF? No ? Yes? Anyway, this is him.

Eventhough I am saying that I watch the show because of him, but if happen to be that he is not in the show, I will still watching because the show is full with humour. You will laugh out loud because of their humour. It worth watching you know. Ok, I don't know why am I promoting this to you. Haha. If you want to watch , you may turn on your tv or change your current channel to KBS World (391) at 10.13 pm on Monday.

Hell yeah, I am really into Korean Dramas, Movies and Songs now. So what? XD This is all because of Shafinaz. Put all the blame on her. haha. How success she is that she is able to make me crazy about Korean things. Eh, not yet crazy lah , but seems to be. As I mentioned in the post , here . I hope I'm not going to be obsessed with this.

And today, another tv show has started airing which is Maharaja Lawak. It was on Astro Prima and also on Astro Warna. Some of the contestents are Jozan (Johan and Zizan) , Alex , Wai (kecik and Idlan) , Jihan , Nabil and more. The judges are Ahmad Idham , Mamat Khalid and Apek. But it's too bad that they will only airing on Astro Warna starting third week of the show. My favourite will be JOZAN. Hope they will perform well.

If you want to know, I also watch Al-Kuliyyah, you know, every Friday's evening on TV3. Actually, I didn't follow up this program every single week. In fact, I don't. There were times where I missed to watch this because of some unreasonable reasons. But today, I didn't missed it. *Clap clap! However, in the middle of the show, I did something else and so , it was like I watched but only for the first 20 minutes. What did I do in another 40 minutes? I watched YT. =) Well, it happened to be that when I opened my YT account and this YT recommended me to watch this video entitled 'Why I Don't Wear Hijab?' The title itself manage to catch my attention and so I watched the vid and the other videos related to. Just type the title in YT if you want to watch. There are 2 diff videos from diff person. I kinda agree with one video , but not another one. Ohoh, lari topik lah. By the way, I am altering my music again as this song is the theme song for Al-Kulliyah. :) Love it. <3 So soothing.

What about Mentor? American Idol ? Any other singing competition , you name it. To be truth, I'm not so into singing competition show. Why? Because it somehow, whether I realised it or not, maybe it will increase my sin. You know, SIN. It's like , when I'm watching it, I will say ''weh, tak sedap ar suare dia" , "hishhh, nak nyanyi lagu yg up up , tapi tak dpt nak nyanyi dgn betul" , "tolong ar dia yg keluar minggu ni, suare hampeh , harap muke je yg handsome/cantik" , you know, kind of things. Keep talking bad about them , it's not good. Maybe, if I watch the show LIVE , the probability to expel out those thing is 0.000000037. I just simply put the number though, but it means small. I love to listen to any song though.

Did you watch Junior Masterchef Australia on StarWorld (711). Well, as I LLLOOOVVVEEE to cook, so, seeing kids which is between 9 to 13 cook is quite interesting. They cook a simple dish. And I love simple dish. You know, up to now, I never know how to cook scrambled egg. You Know? Why didn't tell me.So bad la you. Ahah! Maybe I can google it but never thought to do so. But then, when I saw they did , it was so simple. 3 eggs, butter and cream/milk. Easy huh? It suit to eat in breakfast. =) Just try. (I never try though.)

Many more programs and shows on the tv you know, like runways, next top model, american got talent, pilih kasih (dah habis dah) , akademi fantasia (baru nak mula), Akademi Al-Quran , Imam Muda and etc.

Well, what am I trying to say actually ? What is my point in writing this? Cliche la. I just want to post about Rancangan TV la. Ahahah, ok lah, I just want to say that actually when I watch all these tv shows, I was like, ''how can they be so confident standing in front of so many people yet talk with such good confident and tell good things to the audience" I mean the way they deliver their topic is mesmerising. For me. I want to have that level of confidency. Maybe I should practice. LOL XD.

With that~ bye

Nota : Dah bulan April lah people. Time flies. Nothing's changed. Baru nak daftar lesen. =)

Lately...

2011-03-31T00:55:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :D

Ok, semalam dah update, tapi sekadar meletak lirik lagu. Sebenarnya nak cerita panjang - panjang lagi tapi sebab dah malas dan ngantuk, benda tu terbantut. Post lirik pun okay ape, kan?

Kali ni, saya pilih lagu ni sebab lirik dia. Kalau nak diikutkan rentak lagu ni yang agak perlahan memang boleh buat kita tidur. Ala-ala lullaby macam tu. Tapi kalau hayati lirik dia, lagu ni umpama kata-kata yang lahir dari hati manusia kepada Allah. Mungkin bukan anda, mungkin juga anda, tapi yang pasti lagu ni boleh katakan kata-kata yang lahir dari hati saya kepada Allah. Lagi-lagi kalau yang tengah ada banyak masalah tu kan, doa lah banyak-banyak kat Allah. Memintalah dekat Allah, InsyaAllah, cepat atau lambat, kita pasti akan dibantu-Nya.

Kalau nak diikutkan, saya bukannya seorang yang obses dengan nasyid ni. Tapi, saya pun tak obses dengan mana-mana lagu yang lain. Cuma, kalau nak diikutkan, semua bergantung terhadap apa yang berlaku ke atas diri pada masa tu. Boleh fikir logik kan, kalau sedih, lagu pun ala-ala balada, kalau gembira, lagu pun ala-ala yang rancak tapi bukan rock ye. (saya tak suka rock, tak suka lagu yang pitch dia tinggi gila maksima tahap kelapan) Tapi, kalau lagu slow pun tak suka juga sebab buat kita meleleh air mata. (bukan menangis ye, tapi mengantuk. Yelah, kan dah menguap banyak kali sampai boleh keluar air mata. hehe, maaf lah, terhiperbola) Kadang-kadang tu, kalau tiba-tiba saya suka lagu yang saya tak suka tu, maknanya, mesti ada kaitan dengan lirik.

Sebenarnya lirik ni ada sangkut paut dengan saya. Entah masa bila entah harinya, saya kena marah dengan mak. Well, that was a common thing though. But I don't know why I was really upset with it. Let me story first.

Macam ni, ada satu hari tu, saya tak masak. Eh, tiba-tiba dah ingat bila terjadi benda ni, tapi tak payah tahu lah ye. Bila tengok ada lauk semalam, saya pun cuma masak nasi je. Lauk semalam? Jangan fikir yang bukan-bukan dulu. Memanglah lauk semalam, tapi saya dah panaskan. Pagi dah panaskan, tengahari tu pun sama, panaskan juga. Tak basi lagi lah maknanya. I thought that dish would be okay for that day. Dah masak nasi, ada lauk, kira okay lah kan?

Sekali, bila mak balik, mak jerit dari dapur, "fairuz, ko masak lauk apa hari ni?"

Pastu, saya pun jawab lah balik, "orang tak masak hari ni, makan lauk semalam je."

Dah nak sampai klimaks ni!

Mak jawab dengan nada marah, "kenapa simple sangat ni, tak masak apa-apa pun, TERUK betul lah!"

Masa tu. masa dengar perkataan tu, memang meremang sikit bulu roma. Lagi satu, dah lama tak dengar suara mama yang 'high pitch' tu. hehe. Ok ok, then, masa tu tak rasa apa-apa lagi. Lepas tu kan, mak dengan cepatnya (lepas marah tu) suruh Azim beli nasi goreng kat kedai.

Sebenarnya masa tu dah sedih dah, tapi senyum je lah. Lagi-lagi depan laptop ni, tengok video-video kat YT. Salah aku jugakkan, tak masak. Tapi serius ingat lauk tu okay. Sebab kuantiti kuah lauk tu banyak lagi kan, nak buang rasa membazir, sebab tu lah decide nak makan benda yang sama hari tu. Perasaan waktu tu memang lain sikit lah, tapi bila dah tengok-tengok video kelakar, dengar lagu-lagu Korea, perasaan tu hilang.

Tak lama kemudian, dah Maghrib ni, nak solat lah kan. Tiba-tiba perasaan tu datang. Sebab teringatkan kena marah dengan mak tadi. Her words, her actions. I was hit with those things. Shocked. Tiba-tiba, saya pun menangis. *ok, jangan ambil peduli dengan perlakuan ini!* Lepas solat, terus menangis. Bila dah reda sikit, ambil Al-Quran dan baca. Kemudian, dengan perlahan-lahan, perasaan itu hilang dan saya jadi lagi tenang.

Sekarang nak buat sikit refleksi.

Kalau lah hari tu saya masak, tak adalah kena marah, kan?

Kalau lah hari tu saya fikir yang lauk tu dah lama, tak boleh makan, dah tak sedap dan yang seangkatan dengannya yang boleh membuatkan saya masak lauk baru, tak adalah kena marah, kan?

Kalau lah hari tu saya rajin sikit, mesti saya masak je walaupun lauk semalam ada lagi dan telah dipanaskan, tak adalah kena marah, kan?

Hmm..ada anafora dan epifora di sini. ;)

Baiklah, benda tu pun dah lepas, yang penting lepas ni, ada lauk ke tak ada lauk ke, SAYA AKAN MASAK. Walau hanya sekadar telur goreng dan kicap manis Jalin dan empat biji tomato. Yang penting masak. Nanti tak adalah kena marah lagi. :) Kalau diikutkan hati yang malas, memang tak buat langsung lah kan. Tapi, kalau tak masak, nanti kebulur pulak adik-beradik saya. Tak pasal-pasal lunch dorang jadi Maggie.

Entahlah, sebenarnya tak jangka pun yang mak akan marah sebab sebelum ni ada juga buat macam tu, tapi mak tak marah pun. Mungkin masa tu mama stress kut, stress dengan kerja-kerja kat sekolah. Sebab tu balik rumah, jadi macam tu. Haish! Apa-apa pun, always think positively and just take it easy and in a simple way. And just think that everything happen for thousand reasons. InsyaAllah, the good thing will happen istead of bad thing. :)

With that, bye~~

Make Me Strong

2011-03-29T23:25:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :)

My music in the blog has changed. Here is the lyrics. Enjoy! :)

I know I'm waiting (Aku tahu aku sedang menunggu)
Waiting for something (Sedang menunggu sesuatu)
Something to happen to me (Sesuatu untuk berlaku kepada diriku)
But this waiting comes with (Tetapi bersama penantian ini)
Trials and challenges (Cubaan dan cabaran)
Nothing in life is free (Tiada yang percuma di dalam hidup ini)

I wish that somehow (Namun aku berharap)
You'd tell me out aloud (Engkau akan beritahu aku sekuat-kuatnya)
That on that day I'll be ok (Yang aku akan ok pada ketika itu)

But we'll never know cause (Tetapi kita tidak akan tahu, kerana)
That's not the way it works (Kebiasaannya bukanlah begitu)
Help me find my way (Bantulah aku menemui caraku)

My Lord show me right from wrong (Tuhanku tunjukkanlah aku yang benar dari yang salah)
Give me light make me strong (Berikanlah aku cahaya, jadikanlah aku seorang yang tabah)
I know the road is long (Aku tahu perjalanan ini panjang)
Make me strong (Jadikanlah aku seorang yang tabah)
Sometimes it just gets too much (Kadangkala terlalu banyak yang aku perlu tempuhi)
I feel that I've lost touch (Aku rasa aku telah kehilangan sentuhan)
I know the road is long (Aku tahu perjalanan ini panjang)
Make me strong (Jadikanlah aku seorang yang tabah)

I know I'm waiting (Aku tahu aku sedang menunggu)
Yearning for something (Mengharapkan sesuatu)
Something known only to me (Sesuatu yang hanya aku tahu)
This waiting comes with (Bersama penantian ini)
Trials and challenges (Cubaan dan cabaran)
Life is one mystery (Kehidupan adalah satu misteri)

I wish that somehow (Namun aku berharap)
You'd tell me out aloud (Engkau beritahu aku sekuat-kuatnya)
That on that day you'll forgive me (Yang Engkau akan memaafkan aku ketika itu)
But we'll never know cause (Tetapi kita tidak akan tahu, kerana)
That's not the way it works (Kebiasaannya bukanlah begitu)
I beg for your mercy (Aku mohon kasih sayang-Mu)

Note : Oh My School tadi best gilerrrr. tak tipu. XD

A Not So Adventure Journey

2011-03-27T21:19:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :D

Baru saja sampai dari rumah Afiqah, setelah 1 jam 30 minit dalam komuter, terus duduk depan laptop. Untuk apa? Update blog lah. Memang banyak betul perkara yang terjadi sepanjang semalam. Memang mencabar betul lah. Mungkin bukan saya, tapi kawan saya. Dugaan betul. Kalau nak tahu kenapa, baca lah sampai habis. :D

Semalam saya bermalam di rumah Afiqah Inani. Semalam juga saya hadiri bengkel remaja SUPER atau singkatannya BERES. Bengkel ni diadakan di Masjid Negara. Dari pukul 8.30 pagi sampai 5.00 petang. Alkisahnya, saya dah sampai dah dekat Stesyen KTM KL lebih kurang 8.10 pagi. Tapi kawan yang lagi dua orang tu belum lagi muncul . Fiqa dengan Mashi. Diorang ni datang sama. Dua-dua duduk kawasan Kajang. Tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu diorang tak muncul-muncul. Manalah diorang pergi ni kan. Lama betul. Perkara tu yang asyik bermain dalam kepala. Akhirnya, batang hidung diorang muncul jua. Tapi lebih kurang 8.25 pagi macam tu.

Tren kat Stesyen KL, tp kepala dia je. badan tade. pendek je kan?

Sebab dah lambat, mesti lah cepat-cepat kan. Program dah nak start. Ingatkan mereka ni dah tahu cara nak pergi, nasib baik ceq dah tanya2 orang dulu. Laluan ke Masjid Negara. Nasib baik tak naik teksi masa nak pergi sana, kalau tak, mesti lagi lambat. Dahlah dah lambat kan. Kemudian, nasib baik tak lalu lorong bawah tanah tu, kalau tak mesti lambat juga. Nasib baik nampak ada orang melintas jalan macam tu je, kami pun ikut lah orang yang tak dikenali tu melintas. Rupa-rupanya, orang tu pun nak pergi Masjid Negara. Memang padan lah kan dengan kitorang. Ada geng lambat. =) Tapi, nasib menyebelahi kami apabila program itu masih belum mula time kitorang sampai. PHEWWWWWW!. Lega. =)

Sebenarnya kan, ada sikit perkara terjadi masa dekat Stesyen KTM KL tu. Saya telah berbuat baik. Bukanlah nak bangga ke apa. Tapi, saja nak cerita. Masa tengah tunggu kawan-kawan yang belum sampai, tiba-tiba nampak ada seorang budak perempuan berbangsa India menangis. Mula-mula rasa macam tak nak ambil tahu. Tapi bila melihat dia mengesat air mata, timbul rasa kesian, simpati dan ingin tahu. Bila diselidiki, rupa-rupanya ayah dia terlepas turun dari komuter. Katanya, ayahnya tak sempat turun dan pintu tren dah tutup. Mana tak sedih. Rasanya budak tu pun baru umur 10 ke 11 tahun. Bila dia dah cakap macam tu, saya pun terus bagi dia pinjam phone, suruh dia call ayah dia. Kemudian, ayah dia kata tunggu je di situ sampai ayah sampai. Waaa...nasib baik. Bila dia dah dapat bercakap dengan ayahnya, dia nampak lagi tenang. Saya pun rasa lebih lega. At least her father knows her condition. Baik kan saya? Contohi lah saya. Perkara yang baik harus dicontohi dan dibuat teladan. Kan? =)

Berbalik kepada aktiviti saya. Boleh tak saya katakan yang jumpa dengan kenalan baru lagi BEST dari program ni. Walaupun kenalan baru tu lagi tua. Tak adalah tua mana. Tua 2 ke 3 tahun je. Cuma yang membezakan kami, mereka budak U, kami lepasan SPM. Mungkin 5 bulan lagi, kami sudah sama-sama memegang gelaran 'Budak U', manalah tahu kan. :D Ok Ok, terlebih gembira di sini. Tapi, rasa-rasanya kalau program ni ada lagi, saya nak pergi lagi.

Cabaran yang sebenar bermula setelah program ni tamat. Program ni tamat pukul 6 petang dan kami terus bergerak ke Stesyen KTM KL untuk ke Kajang, rumah Fiqa. Sebab dah lambat, masa dekat dalam stesyen tu pun kami berlari masuk ke dalam couch. Jeng Jeng Jeng (sound effect) Mula2, saya nak masuk couch perempuan, tapi Mashi dengan Fiqa dah masuk dulu couch yang biasa (lelaki dan perempuan bercampur). Mulanya tak ramai orang, tapi, bila dah melepasi KL Sentral, memang sesak gila, orang masuk bersesak-sesak, jadi sardin dalam tu, berhimpit-himpit. Maklumlah, waktu tu waktu peak hour agaknya. Orang baru balik kerja.

Mungkin kali ni saya bernasib baik, tapi tidak pada kawan. Dalam ramai-ramai orang yang ada dalam couch tu, ada juga yang ingin mengambil kesempatan. Saya yakin anda faham apa saya cuba sampaikan. Boleh pulak nak ambil kesempatan menyentuh anak dara orang. Dah lah bukan orang Malaysia. Saya yakin orang Malaysia tak akan buat macam tu. Sedar lah diri sikit. Tiba-tiba rasa geram pulak. Sorry ye kawan, masa tu tak rasa geram. Sekarang baru rasa. Sebenarnya masa dalam tren tu, sebab ramai sangat manusia berjantina lelaki dan kami terhimpit di tengah-tengah tu, saya tak nampak apa yang berlaku. Bila perkara ni terjadi, kami terus keluar di stesyen seterusnya, Mid Valley.

Bila sampai kat sini, tren pulak yang buat masalah. Tak dinafikan memang ramai gila orang yang nak balik naik tren. Tapi, tak adalah seramai bila 2 tren yang sepatutnya sudah sampai tapi tak sampai-sampai. Asyik delay je. Elok-elok dah ada di situ pukul 6.30 macam tu. Tak pasal-pasal kena tunggu sampai 20 minit. Bila dah 20 minit, dia kata lagi ''minta maaf, ketibaan tren ditangguhkan sebab ada masalah teknikal''. Bila jurucakap tu dah kata macam tu, mengeluh lagi kami bertiga. Dah lah malam tu nak pergi Final AQ di PICC. Kena ada kat PICC tu sebelum pukul 8.00 malam. Bila tengok jam dah pukul 7.15 macam tu, kitorang pun decide untuk solat dulu. Apa lagi, kitorang pun masuk Mid Valley dan solat Maghrib.

Dah selesai solat, ingatkan tren dah sampai, rupa-rupanya belum, dari atas, tengok banyak gila manusia tengah beratur kat bawah. Rupanya, masih belum satu tren pun yang sampai. Akhirnya, setelah dua kali terlepas tren, baru lah dapat naik. Bila sampai di rumah, lebih kurang pukul 9.15 gitu, terus gerak ke PICC. Agak lambat tiba di sana. Nak buat macam mana kan. Redah je. Jalan kaki je dari KTM KL tu. Melintas jalan, kemudian jalan depan sikit, jumpa dah Masjid Negara. Senang kan nak pergi Masjid Negara?

Oh ya, kitorang pergi PICC ni kan, fiqa yang bawa! Dia bawa kereta lajuuuuuuu! Cool gila. Dia yang bawa pergi ke PICC. Dia juga yang hantar saya ke KTM Bandar Tasik Selatan. Oklah, ini bukan point dia. The point is, she looked terribly cool while driving. Bangga gila dapat duduk sebelah kawan yang boleh drive nih. Rasa jealous pun ada. Tak apa lah, tak lama lagi nak daftar lesen. Yeay! Tak sabar rasanya. Doakan saya ye kawan-kawan.

Back to the main story, the champion of Akademi Al-Quran is somebody who came from Sabah, Mohd Syahriansyah Apin. Well, to be truth, we listened to him when he was about to end. And if you watched this, he was actually the third contestent to read Holy Quran. It means that we missed the other two contestants. I'm sure they had sing the Quran in the prettiest way. =) I was actually really touched and envied with them because they can read the Quran in the cool way with tarannum and all that.

Then, yesterday came to an end when we reached Fiqa's home on 11.45 pm. It was such a long day. Anyway, in Fiqa's house, her mother cooked fried rice and vegetable soup. Well, we had an empty stomach after all that it made us wanted to eat. So, we ate, talked, online and sleep. Because we were too tired that we all slept soundly. We even woke up late.

Malu je dengan ibu Fiqa. Bangun-bangun, tengok ibu Fiqa tengah masak nasi lemak. Saya tolong mana - mana yang patut, kemudian makan. Ibu Fiqa masak SEDAP!. Tengahari tu pula, ibu dia masak Nasi Ayam. Dalam hati dah mula berkata-kata dah, ''adoyai, boleh gemuuk kalau duduk rumah fiqa lama-lama'' Adik Fiqa yang kecil tu, COMEL sangat. Oh ya, kitorang ada masak pizza juga. Ini kali pertama kot masak selain lauk pauk. Senang je nak masak Pizza. Yang penting, oven mesti ada, sebab nak bakar kan. Kalau tak ada oven, macam mana nak bakar kan? Nak bagi resipi pizza ke? Tak payah lah ek, tanya je mak-mak anda. Confirm mereka tahu. Untuk pemakanan saya secara keseluruhannya pada hari ni dan semalam, memang banyak gila makan kanji. Kanji dari beras tu. Di tambah pula dengan pizza. Asasnya roti. Ada lagi kanji. adoyai.

Hari ni macam tak ada apa-apa sangat. Tapi, kalau nak diikutkan, ini lah kali pertama sleep over rumah kawan. Mama dengan ayah percaya saya. Thanx mama dan ayah. :D Lain kali nak bawa Fiqa dengan Mashi datang rumah saya pula. Tapi masa tu, saya yang drive ye. :) Oh, tidak di lupakan kepada kawan-kawan yang lain, kalau saya dah boleh bawa kereta, nanti korang tumpang lah saya. Laily, Munirah. Teringin nak bawa korang jalan-jalan tapi biar aku yang drive. Ngee~~

Here are some pictures.

Ini dia, Afiqah Inani dan Masitah. *Mashi muka nak poyo je..haha..gurau saja ok.

Tak dinafikan dalam ni sy nmpk lg matured. tp hakikatnya sy lagi muda. haha. *fiqa suka betul! :D

Gambar ni nak tunjukkan betapa ktorang sabar menunggu tren. Sabar je lah. 2 kali dah terlepas.

Ni masa peserta terakhir dari Selangor. Oh, memang dasyat betul lah saya zoom. Maksimum kot.

Waktu dia tengah mengalunkan ayat Al-Quran. Ini peserta keempat.

Ini waktu Haddad Alwi buat persembahan. Comel sangat.

Subhanallah. Penuh tempat duduk. Datang lambat, jadi seat pun kena amik.

Finalist AQ5, *sorry lah dari jarak jauh, gambar tak clear.

Putrajaya Night View from PICC.

Ini saya dan Mashi serta Haikal. I looked matured. so what?

Sorry sebab gambarnya blur. Tangan shaky lah. No idea nak buat macam mana untuk prevent ke'shaky'an itu. Sorry for that mixing words. :D

Till then, bye2~~

Nota : Hidup penuh dengan kegembiraan belakangan ni. Alhamdulillah. :)

Lawaklah!

2011-03-24T18:22:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Tadi, bila tengok dekat shoutbox, ada tubelawak yang baca blog ni. Eh, baca ke? Entah-entah sekadar meninggalkan jejak. Apa-apa pun, saya pun view lah balik dia punya blog dan saya pun meninggalkan lah juga jejak di situ. Setelah beberapa minit kemudian, ingat nak tambah sikit kat shoutbox tu, sebenarnya ingatkan ada lagi apa yang saya tulis tadi, rupa-rupanya dah tiada. Betapa sekejapnya benda tu hilang. Oklah, bajet lah hilang kan. Cuma, itu menunjukkan yang blog dia ramai orang singgah, baca, follow dan komen. Rasa lawak tiba-tiba. Bila melihatkan blog saya ini, nak hilangkan yang 14 hari lalu punya jejak pun belum tentu. Apatah lagi yang 7 hari lalu, 1 hari lalu.

Sebenarnya tak tahu pun tubelawak ni siapa. Tak pernah tengok pun blog dia ni. Tapi, bila dah usha-usha dia punya blog, memang menarik lah. Topik-topik yang dikupaskan pun memang isu-isu semasa. Dan yang paling penting, cara penulisan dia yang sempoi. To be truth, eventhough I write my blog nerdly but I love to read something light. Jadi, kiranya blog dia ni telah berjaya membuatkan saya jadi FOLLOWERnya. Tahniah ya.

Sebenarnya banyak je benda yang boleh membuatkan kita ketawa. Antaranya blog, vlog, buku dan yang seangkatan dengannya.Oh ya, kalau baca blog tubelawak, mungkin anda boleh senyum, mungkin boleh ketawa sekali. I did that when I read his blog. I supposed he is male blogger.

Jujurnya, saya jarang baca blog yang mengetengahkan isu-isu yang boleh dibuat forum. Selalunya, baca blog orang yang majoritinya tentang life, keidupan. Hatta, blog ini sendiri berasaskan kehidupan saya. Baiklah, banyak sebab kenapa saya asyik nak tulis apa yang berlaku dalam hidup kat blog ni.

1) sebab nak ingat balik apa yang telah berlaku. Walaupun mungkin blog ini akan hilang suatu hari nanti. >sebab kene attack virus ke adik sengaja delete blog ni, mana lah tahu kan ^^<

2) sebab tak reti nak kupas isu-isu yang boleh dibawa forum atau berdebat. Masalahnya bukan setakat tak reti, tapi memang tiada langsung meletakkan effort untuk mengupas benda tu, macam google ke buat research ke ape ke kan, memang tak nak, bukanlah tidak mahu tahu langsung, cuma kalau boleh, hanya ingin jadi audience kepada segala perkara yang terjadi.

3) saya rasa point-less kalau nak kupas mana-mana isu. >lebih kurang sama dengan point yang kedua<

4) tak nak orang baca blog ni. Majoriti blogger mahukan pembacaan yang lebih santai, tak ada yang heavy sangat, relax, dan cara penulisan yang sempoi. Hakikatnya saya menulis dengan agak skema. >kawan sendiri yang kata kut< Tapi, saya rasa tulis dengan ayat skema itu COOL. Jadi, benda tu tidak merisaukan saya.

5) somehow, I want to let my friend knows what happen to me. Iyalah, adat berblog, mesti nak bagitahu kawan kan yang kita ada blog, jadi menerusi blog ni, kawan kita tahulah apa yang terjadi pada kita. Tapi, bergantung juga pada jenis kawan, ada kawan yang tak kisah dengan hidup kita, ada kawan yang kisah tentang hiduup kita. Tapi, ada ke kita bagitahu kewujudan blog ini pada kawan yang tak kisah tentang hidup kita? Ada ke? Bagi saya, tak perlu bagitahu kewujudan blog ini pada seorang kawan yang tak kisah tentang hidup kita.

Rasa macam banyak lagi sebab musababnya, lain kali, kalau saya ingat, saya sambung.

**********************************Next Story****************************************

Saya dapat 5A+ 5A dalam SPM. Alhamdulillah. Walaupun bukan straight A+, tapi sudah cukup melegakan hati. Puas hati tak dengan result ni? Sebenarnya tak puas hati lagi sebab tak dapat A+ dalam subjek yang sepatutnya boleh. Manusia tak pernah berpuas hati dalam segala perkara. Baiklah yang pastinya, saya nak buat lebih baik dalam peperiksaan yang seterusnya. FIGHTING!

Jadi, dengan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan juta juta juta juta juta terima kasih kepada cikgu-cikgu yang banyak mengajar dan tak pernah putus asa membuatkan saya faham dengan apa jua perkara yang kita pelajari. Cikgu Hani, Teacher Kala, Teacher Salmi and Miss Zil, Ustzh zaharah, Ustzh Hafizah, cikgu rosli, teacher intan dan sir indera, teacher norsiah, tcher nik dan tcher haslina, teacher Mardeq, Teacher Syaron , tcher masodiah and tcher Roslindawati. Those are my SUPERteachers in SEMASHUR. My HEROES, my SUPERMEN and SUPERWOMEN. My BATMEN and BATWOMEN.

Not to forget, mama and ayah. Thanks for the massive support that you gave me throughout this year. The money, the food ;ie, KFC, McD, nasi goreng, Laksa Johor, the new clothes you buy each time there is function in the school, really, thanks for everything! You are my INSPIRATION!

And of course my dear friends and my dear SEVENTH SAVIOURS's members.

You guys rocks my world! :D

Sekarang ni semua sibuk nak mohon biasiswa. Saya pun tak terkecuali. MARA atau JPA. Hanya boleh pilih salah satu. Saya pilih MARA. Anda? I don't know whether I can get this scholarship or not because for sure this could be a really really great competition between us. It's going to be tough. Besides, I know they are many more who has achieved a greater result than me. But, that shouldn't be the reason why I don't apply them. Let's walk to the future now. Bye~

Note : The title only suit the first part of this entry. It has nothing to do with the second part. :D

Result SPM!

2011-03-23T17:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Alhamdulillah. Perkataan yang tidak putus-putus terkeluar dari mulut hari ni. Walaupun tak ada lah hebat mana, tapi tetap bersyukur. Walau tidak sehebat orang lain, tapi tetap bersyukur. Semoga kejayaan ini akan menjadi pembakar semangat masa akan datang. :)

Alhamdulillah! :D

It is Beyond the Imagination

2011-03-21T22:31:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

****

I went to my school yesterday.

We had solat hajat.

What happened after solat hajat?

Let's your imagination gone wild.

****

SPM result is coming out on March 23rd.

To be truth, I am scared.

Who doesn't?

What is going to happen this coming Wednesday?

Everything is beyond the imagination.

****
"Mungkin kalau kita nk berdoa sekarang untuk keputusan yang cemerlang, sudah sedikit terlambat. The result is already exist, we just have to wait for it to be released. Skrg masa untuk tawakkal je lah. Tp, doa doa lah yg kita semua dikuatkan hati kalau keputusan tk begitu memuaskan, dan doa lah kita akan sentiasa bersyukur, tidak riak dan akan teruskan usaha supaya lebih maju, kalau keputusan cemerlang."

kata2 di atas dipetik dari kawan saya. Aida namanya. :D
Aida, kita suka kata2 ni, jadi, nak share kat sini, boleh kan? hehehee. :D

****
Now, let's wait till the result is revealed. :)

Goodluck to those who born on year 1993. Hopefully we all will have the result with flying colours. :) InsyaAllah.

****
The End.

NuffNang

2011-03-20T02:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaiikum wbt.

Tengok tajuk kat atas dah tahu dah ceq nak tulis pasal apa kan. Semua bloggers dalam dunia ni kalau boleh nak letak iklan-iklan nuffnang dalam blog diorang. Iyalah, siapa yang tak nak jadi kaya dengan cara yang mudah kan. Tapi, saya ada satu problem dengan ini nuffnang.

Dulu, saja bagi penegasan, saya ada buat satu account dalam nuffnang ni dan Alhamdulillah, benda tu boleh berfungsi. Kiranya, blog saya diterima dalam nuffnang tu. Tapi, mungkin sebab saya dah delete blog yang itu dan saya telah buat blog yang baru yang mana secara tidak langsung account nuffnang tu terus sudah tidak berfungsi lagi. Blog dah tiada, apa guna nuffnang kan.

Well, I know it's my bad because I keep deleting my blogs and makes a new one. Kalau nak diikutkan saya dah mula tulis blog sejak tingkatan 3. Pertama kali tulis masa dalam friendster. Friendster kan ada tempat untuk tulis ala-ala diari jugak. Jadi, mulanya di situ, dan selepas itu, saya selalu delete blog dan buat yang baru. Konon tak nak orang tahu dan baca dan komen. Memang itulah alasan saya. Tak nak orang tahu kewujudan saya dalam blog dan tak nak orang tahu kehidupan saya. Kalau boleh tak nak orang tahu tentang hidup yang tak seberapa ini. Mind saya agak pelik sikit. Dia (minda) cepat dan suka berubah-ubah.

Berbalik kepada topik ini, lepas saya dah delete blog tu, saya buat blog yang baru tapi masih menggunakan email yang sama. Malangnya dalam blog baru, saya tak letak nuffnang dan untuk sekian lama, saya sudah lupa password nuffnang. Ok fine, it was my bad again. :'(

Kemudian, tiba-tiba rasa macam nak letak nuffnang dalam blog baru (walaupun dah tak ingat password). Demi blog yang baru, I made another nuffnang account and use the same email as before. Then only I know that I cannot use the email that already existed in the nuffnang. So unfortunate. To make it possible, I made a new email and hooray, it was acceptable by nuffnang. But, another problem came up that I cannot add my blog in the nuffnang's account because they say if the blog is under the same domain, you cannot add it in. So, once again the nuffnang was laid off. I don't touch it till now.

Sekarang, saya tengah mencuba dan mencuba untuk dapatkan kembali first account yang berada dalam nuffnang. Memang agak memeningkan kepala sebab banyak sangat email yang saya buat dan saya pun tak tahu mana satu email yang digunakan dalam first account tu. Jadinya, sampai sekarang saya tak boleh nak letak nuffnang dalam blog. Kalau nak juga, I have to make a new blog and a new email. Bukankah saya sudah berhajat untuk tidak menghilangkan blog ini sampai bila-bila? (ala-ala klasik gitu) Jadi, macam mana ni? Bukan mudah untuk saya stay dengan satu-satu benda untuk masa yang panjang.

Mungkin, bila tiba masanya, saya nak buat domain sendiri. Maknanya, tiada blogspot.com. tapi terus saja .com. InsyaAllah. By the way, enough is enough. I am a little bit regret right now because of my past action. What can I do. It was all in the past.

Rasa macam nak explain sikit untuk paragraph yang ketiga, line yang keempat tu. Dalam mind saya ni, walaupun cakap tak nak orang tahu, tapi sebenarnya nak juga orang tahu. I just don't have a grip and firm decision. It's like I don't want but I want. It's really frustrating though. I hope that I won't be like this when it comes about future and life.

All in all, I think this should be the way I write in my blog. Mixing Malay and English. But then, I just don't really like to mix the language (eventhough sometimes I did) because it ruins the languange itself. Know what, I really really try my hard to avoid mix language. If possible, there is only one language in the post. You know, it's not easy to write either fully bahasa or english. Eventhough I am a Malay, but to write a simple yet wonderful sentence is really tough. I tried to use a proper words and tried to make a wonderful sentences with such bombastic words but the truth is I still not satisfied with the results. Huh!

As I describe my blog, I am living in my life as who I am, so, I am going to write in the blog as who I really am. :)

Note : Nak cuba untuk pastikan kalau ayat tu BM, jadi semua perkataan haruslah BM. But, if the sentence is in English, I will try to make sure that it is written fully English. :D

Note : Justification of each paragraph is mandatory for me. :D

The Rainbow Colours in The Bubbles

2011-03-19T01:26:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :)

Baru Sekarang Terasa Penatnya

2011-03-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Peringatan : Entri ini sangat panjang dan tiada kaitan dengan sesiapa kecuali ahli keluarga saya. Sila tekan butang merah di atas kanan kalau tak nak baca, terima kasih. :)

Sudah 5 hari saya berjalan-jalan. Dari Sunway Pyramid, Perlis, Kedah, Langkawi, Lumut, Klang dan Mid Valley. Bahagian Sunway Pyramid tu sudah saya ceritakan. Sekarang nak tulis di tempat yang seterusnya. :D

Tujuan sebenar saya ke Kedah sebab nak meraikan perkahwinan kak Zaharah sebelah lelaki *gambar ada dalam FB :)* Bermulalah perjalanan kami seawal 10.30 pagi hari Sabtu. Perjalanan ke sana mengambil masa lebih kurang 6 jam. Disebabkan kami bertolak waktu matahari sudah stabil memancarkan sinar UV nya, jadi cuaca hari itu memang panas, dengan pendingin hawa kereta yang tidak berapa kuat, berpeluh habis duduk dalam kereta. Masa nak makan tengahari lagilah, di kawasan rehat Sungai Perak, dengan orang yang begitu ramai, sesak. Tapi waktu itulah pelbagai ragam manusia yang saya dapat lihat. Termasuklah ragam diri sendiri. XD Dalam ramai-ramai manusia di situ, terdapat juga seorang artis ini tengah makan di kawasan rehat ini. Mulut manusia bukannya boleh dikawal, jadi, siapa saja yang ternampak artis ni, mulalah bercakap-cakap. Tak tahulah apa topik yang menjadi bualan mereka tapi yang pastinya, mereka bercakap tentang artis ni. Saya pun tidak ketinggalanlah, tapi saya tak adalah cakap apa-apa, cuma agak teruja nak bagitahu ayah yang ada artis di kawasan rehat ni. Minta maaflah, saya tak tahu nama artis ni. :D Tapi yang pasti, artis ni artis lelaki.

Mak Ngah dengan mama.

Kemudian, perjalanan di teruskan sampailah ke Pendang (rumah Mak Ngah suami kak Zara). Rumah Mak Ngah ni memang besar. Selesa betul duduk di rumah ini. Mak Ngah tinggal dengan 3 orang cucunya yang mana cucunya yang sulung sama baya dengan saya. Namanya Wafa. *dapat kawan baru! yeay! :D* Dia ni sweet sangat. Suka tunjuk peace. Tapi, dalam kemanisan dia, sebenarnya Wafa ni ada menghidap sejenis penyakit iaitu Talaasemia. Saya yakin anda pernah dengar penyakit ni sebab pernah keluar iklan dalam televisyen supaya kita buat check-up untuk pastikan yang kita ni positif, pembawa atau negatif Talasemia. Apa-apa pun, sekarang ni dia dah semakin sihat sebab baru-baru ni dia baru saja buat pembedahan buang salah satu organ dia. Mak Ngah buat kami rasa yang rumah itu kami yang punya. Maknanya, kami selesa sepanjang berada di rumah Mak Ngah. Mak Ngah ni tua 5 tahun dari mama dengan ayah. Walaupun kawan baru saya panggilnya tok wan, tapi saya panggilnya mak cik. Iyalah, sebab mama panggil mak Ngah kakak, jadi panggilan yang sesuai mestilah mak cik. Banyak betul saya makan sepanjang berada di Kedah. Mana tidaknya, setiap kali waktu makan, mesti paling kurang ada lima jenis lauk atau masakan yang berbeza. Di tambah pula nasi putih yang sedap dan lembut. Mama dengan ayah kata , beras yang orang Kedah guna banyak kanji. *lagi banyak kanji dalam sesebiji beras itu, lebih lembut nasi yang akan terhasil :)* Mungkin sebab diorang guna beras yang ditanam sendiri. Tak pasal-pasal saya tahu macam mana beras terhasil sebab mama dengan ayah yang bagitahu. *teringin nak tanam padi, nak merasai beras buatan sendiri, boleh ke?* Tengok gambar di bawah ini.

Padi yang kekuningan.

Sejujurnya, Kedah memang sebuah negeri yang mendamaikan. Pemandangannya yang hijau memang menenangkan hati yang memandangnya. Ayah pun suka lalu dekat kawasan sebegini. Ayah kata, jauh beza jalan di kawasan utara dengan selatan Malaysia. Kalau nak ke Johor, pemandangan yang dapat dilihat lebih kepada perindustrian, tapi di sini, belah Utara, lebih banyak unsur kehijauan. Kalau tak pernah pergi ke Kedah, pergilah. Saya syorkan anda. Tapi, alang-alang menyeluk pekasam, biar sampai ke pangkal lengan, alang-alang dah ada di Kedah tu, pergilah sekali ke Langkawi. XD Secara peribadinya, Langkawi dengan Pulau Pangkor, best lagi P. Pangkor. Sebab Pangkor lebih hijau. Langkawi banyak bangunan. Tak best sangat. Pangkor lebih sejuk dan Langkawi agak panas. Mungkin sebab faktor geografinya. Tak tahulah kan. Tapi, saya tetap melaluinya sebagai suatu yang baru. First time pergi Langkawi. Sebenarnya, ingatkan lepas kenduri Kak Zara nak terus balik Klang, tapi sebab saya dan Inash beriya-iya nak pergi, jadi, mama dengan ayah pun menunaikan hasrat kitaorang.

Jadi lepas kenduri, Hasib (abang kedua saya) bawa kami ke sebuah hotel untuk tidur satu malam. Hotel ini terletak di K. Perlis. Nama hotel ni Hotel AyuVilla. Eh, macam mana boleh ada dekat Perlis pulak ni? Begini, abang saya yang Hasib ni, dia belajar di Universiti Malaysia Perlis (UniMAP) dalam jurusan yang berkaitan dengan pembinaan bangunan. *lupalah dia ambil course apa* Nasib baik ada Hasib, jadi dialah yang jadi tour guide kitaorang. Bawa ke situ ke sini ke mana-mana tempat yang menarik di Kedah, tapi malangnya kami tak ke Padang Besar. Ingatkan dia nak bawa ke sana, rupa--rupanya balik ke hotel semula. Bermalam semalaman di hotel, keesokannya, Hasib bawa kami ke jeti, tempat untuk ke Langkawi. Hampir 1 jam perjalanan dari jeti K. Perlis ke Langkawi. Tengok gambar di bawah ini.

Muka excited Inash! Hasib pun. Mama dengan ayah tak perasan. Saya tiada dalam gambar ;'(

Di Langkawi, kami membeli-belah. Nak kata membeli-belah tu tak lah juga, tapi, beli mana-mana yang patut dan rasional untuk dibeli. Coklat semestinya. HAhaha. Walaupun, pergi ke Langkawi hanya untuk 4 jam setengah, tapi tetap berbaloi. Walaupun hakikatnya saya masih tertidur sewaktu mengelilingi Langkawi. That was my bad I know.

Sekali lagi, ingatkan bila balik dari Langkawi nak terus balik Klang, tapi lebih baik kalau kita rehat semalaman lagi sebab nak merehatkan fizikal dan mental. :) Malam itu, kami tidur di hotel Sri Garden. Malam itu juga Hasib bawa kami makan di sebuah restoran yang unik. *bagi sayalah* Menurut Hasib, restoran ni baru saja dibuka dan disebabkan keselesaannya dan masakannya yang sedap, restoran ini agak digemari orang-orang K.Perlis ni. Malam itu, Hasib order ayam BBQ, memang sedaplah. :D

Kuah ayam ni masih bergelegak masa gambar ni di tangkap. :D

Esok pagi, lebih kurang pukul 8.00 pagi, kami bertolak ke Klang. Masa ini Hasib dah balik ke kampus. Dengan itu, bermulalah perjalanan balik ke Klang. Dalam perjalanan itu, mama dengan ayah asyik cakap nak ke Lumut saja. Mulanya ingatkan mama dengan ayah nak balik lalu Lumut, Perak. Rupanya, mama nak singgah Lumut nak beli ikan bilis fresh. FRESH. Singgah di situ, beli apa-apa yang patut, kemudian teruskan perjalanan. Sampai di Lumut waktu tengahari dan sememangnya waktu itu, ayah sibuk suruh check kiri dan kanan mana-mana kedai makan yang boleh kita singgah untuk makan tengahari. Jalan punya jalan punya jalan, bila dah nak dekat sampai Teluk Intan ke Sitiawan, baru singgah makan. Kami solat zuhur dan asar sekali, buat Jamak Taksir di masjid yang terletak berhadapan dengan laluan ke sekolah lama Mudzil. SMKA Simpang Lima. Bila dah lalu bahagian Tanjung Karang, Sekinchan dan Kuala Selangor, di bahagian tepi jalan mesti ada jual jagung, mangga, jus mangga, ubi kayu dan pisang. Jadi, mama dengan ayah tidak ketinggalan untuk membeli mana-mana yang patut. Lepas itu perjalanan diteruskan sampai ke Klang. Akhirnya, kami sampai juga di rumah pukul 8.00 malam.

Alhamdulillah. Segalanya bermula dan berakhir dengan selamat.

Mungkin ada yang berfikiran buat apa nak cerita semua benda ini dalam blog. Setiap orang ada perspektif yang tersendiri. Jadi bagi saya, blog ini umpama open diary buat saya. Maknanya, saya tahu setiap apa yang saya tulis dalam ini akan dibaca orang. Mungkin bukan semua yang akan saya tulis tapi saya berusaha untuk tulis mana-mana yang patut. Dan kalau ada yang perasan, saya jarang bercerita mengenai amal ibadah saya. Bagi saya, semua itu perkara yang mesti dan wajib. Sebagai seorang yang boleh berfikir juga sebagai seorang Islam, saya tahu apa yang saya wajib buat. Bukanlah saya katakan yang saya ini seorang yang baik sepanjang masa. Saya ada juga buat kesilapan. Humans make mistakes right? Tapi, semoga saya dan kita semua akan berusaha untuk mengurangkan melakukan dosa dan kesilapan. Dan bertaubatlah setelah melakukan dosa. Sebaik-baiknya dengan taubat nasuha. *Hehehhehehee. Kelakarlah pulak rasanya.*

Semalam pulak pergi ke Mid Valley dengan Inash dan kawannya Syahirah. Memang berjalan habis lah. Dari pukul 10.00 pagi sampai 5.30 petang. Mulanya plan nak berpecah sebab Inash dengan kawan dia nak pergi shopping sahaja. Saya pula nak pergi tengok wayang sahaja. Lagi pun semalam kan tiket murah. RM7 sahaja. Boleh tengok banyak cerita. Tapi, bila tengok Inash dengan kawan dia pun tengok wayang dulu baru pergi shopping, saya pun joinlah mereka. Kami tengok cerita Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa. Saya bagi 9/10. Best cerita ni. It was like an English movie but still it was awesome.

Jalan jalan jalan jalan dan jalan lagi. Till then. Bila dah sampai rumah, dah mandi semua, baru sekarang terasa penatnya. :)

Nota : Boleh buat karangan BM ni. :p

Nota : Semalam ialah hari keluar result pada minggu depan! :) InsyaAllah! :D Everything will be fine. :D Saja nak sedapkan hati. :D

Together With Happiness

2011-03-11T23:58:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :D

Hello! Hye! Hey! I just came back from Sunway Pyramid with my friends (Laily, Munirah, Dik Yah, Ridhwan and Hadzim). Let's recall what happen today.

According to our plan, we went to PWTC to attend Karnival MARA. On the way to PWTC, we had to walk for about 250 meter I guess. On the way there, Laily's slipper had tore. Her slipper tore and what is more surprising is that she dare to walk without her slipper. Luckily, there is a shopping complex, The Mall near PWTC. We look up for shoes shop to let her buy her slipper and so today, she just had another new slipper. But it seems like her new slipper is going to be tore again as she wear it too rough. If only you know how she is because I don't want to explain about her here. Hehe XD What ever it is, she just made my day full of joy and laughter. :)

About the MARA thing, we filled as many form as we can. We got a lot of goody bags too. With all brochures. Oh, I met Ammar Safwan there which is one of The Seven Saviours members which is my friend in SEMASHUR.:) I cannot wait to meet them on this coming March 23rd. However, one thing for sure is that I'm going to take Medic. But still, there is few choices in this field which I haven't decide yet. Well, InsyaAllah, everything will become clearer after the result is coming out. I guess most of you have already heard the exact date of our result. So, good luck friends.

Today is my first time going to Sunway. As usual I'm falling in love with this place. It is really really suit me. I even told Dik Yah if I want to release my tension, I will go there. But then, it seems like this is not the only place that I go when I'm tension. Still have many more places I can go. It's just the matter of money. xD With money, everything is possible. Right? Oh it looks like a bit far from the topic. :D But then, who cares? :)

Actually we supposed to go to Jalan TAR, but the weather seems unlike to be good to us that we have to cancel it. Instead of Jalan TAR, we went to Sunway. Although we had only been there for a short time (it's not short time actually, it just that it is not enough for me. I want to spend more and more time there! ) but I still like it. I went hillarious when I saw people playing ice skating. I want to go there with my husband. Yes! My Husband. I want to ask him to bring me there. Hehe. How romantic would it be. Erkkk :) Haaaaa..but then, I think it going to take about another 8 years maybe before I really really have the chance to go there. Haiya! Keep talking crappy thing. Maybe I can create the chance. But then, HOW? Hmmm..let the brain do their work. One thing for sure is that I want to play ~~ice skating~~.

To me, Sunway Pyramid is like another place that is awesome and cool. I love how they arranged the shop in the building. I mean, it's really unique. Really. Sorry for bragging too much but I just cannot stop it. I hope one day I can go to Sunway and spend my time there. Of course spend the money too. Hihihiiii. By the way, it happened to be that I have the same pattern of clothes with Laily. Hehe. A grey one. Anyway, it still looks cute. Laily, I hope we can wear it together later. :) Then, we had some issues with transportation to go back to Klang. We were kind of confused which one to take. Bus? Taxi? or Train? We were a little puzzled then. But Alhamdulillah, nothing went wrong. We had our safe journey back to Klang from Sunway. *Macam apa je --' *

Tomorrow I'm going to Kedah. My cousin's bridegroom's house is in Kedah. Another journey is going to take place soon. :) Pray for my journey's safety okay? :D But, why I am so happy with all this thing? Of course I am happy because it has been quite some time I just stayed in the house. I mean, I want to do another thing too. Like what I used to said in my previous post. You are a wonderful person if you can bear to do the same thing everyday. No rest! Why I write it like it sound so awful and pathetic? I have no idea though.

Just to conclude that today I had a blast. :)

Bye People. Is there anything I forgot to mention here, Laily? About your allergic. I don't know how to story here so I don't want to write. It's my first time telling my experience using English fully. I hope you don't take it too serious about grammatical error. Or just let it slide. I want to improve myself though. :D

I love MAMA and AYAH. Thanks for letting me out today! :D

I love my friends. Thanks for going out with me. :D

Thanks to Raqib and Moidz because being my driver today, going and back. :)

and I love MYSELF too for being the real me. :)

Song for this post! :)

Note : Setiap perkara yang berlaku ada hikmahnya dan ada sebabnya. :D

Sometimes Alone is Much Better

2011-03-05T00:20:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :D

Today which is yesterday was another bad day for me as I was alone in JJ. Laily couldn't make it because of her class. Driving class?Well, I could do nothing 'bout it though. Nevertheless, I don't want to waste the time just like that, so I spent about 3 hours walking around JJ. I did some window shopping. I'm looking forward to buy a handbag since I'm getting tired of holding my little brown purse everytime I go out. And finally, after 2 hours walking here and there, I bought a brown colour handbag. I took quite some time to choose which one is the one that I wanted to buy. I feel like all of them are just my taste and I want them all to be mine. That is so greed! By the way, it's my money. Who cares? And I did that all alone too.

But then, I did called Inash just to say that I'm going to buy a handbag and she said "so what?" Duhhh. Then I answered her "if only you are here".... So, I'm not going to be like clueless and loner perhaps. ;). I did think to bring her along to JJ earlier but I think that she was just going to be a nosey to me as I'm going to walk and talk with Laily most of the time while she will only walk and did things on her own and I will maybe not going to talk to her too. So, I left her alone in the house and just now, I was also all alone in the shopping complex. God is really fair and square right?

Only the owner of every single shop that I stepped in became my company during that 3 hours.They 'keep an eye on me, never lost contact'. Seriously! But, what can I do, I still want to look at my thing in the most extreme close-up. Ok, maybe I'm a bit exaggerated for that. Actually, I've got few things to do when I got the chance to be in JJ. I wanted to buy things, for sure. But then, I manage to do only two things and one of it, I already told you. Another one is I bought bracelets. Girl's accessories, you know. Things like that.

I was thinking of buying shawls or pashmina too but I didn't buy any of it. It was because of some reasons that I feel like wasting my money buying those things. So, I didn't buy them. I also wanted to have a new shoes but I didn't buy it because I just feel that I keep choosing the same style like now. I mean, I wanted a different style but the fact is, I just not dare yet to face the new style of shoes-to-wear. Pretty weird right? Somehow, I think that I just don't want to waste my money into that area because there is many more beneficial things that I can do with the money I have.

Come to think about it, I realised that sometimes I can be too easy and also hard on things. I will think and think and think until finally it come to an infinite answer. At the end, I'll just get nothing. Blank sheet paper.

I guess I'm going out AGAIN next week. Hopefully we can make it for real. :)

Note : Dah lama tak jogging. Macam mana nak beat ayah ni. hehe. :)

Hari-hari Berlalu Seperti Biasa..Let's Cheer Up Man!

2011-03-04T10:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt. :)

Tengok tajuk dah tahu nak cerita pasal apa kan? Seperti biasa, tiada apa-apa yang menarik berlaku di sekitar saya. Mungkin, semua ini dah menjadi rutin yang tidak pernah saya fikirkan sangat tentangnya. Nak bercerita pun benda yang sama. Lagu blog saya kali ini agak bersesuaian dengan rutin hidup yang tidak berpenghujung.

Tapi, ada satu hal yang ingin saya cerita dan beritahu dekat anda semua. Saya rasa, dah lebih lima kali masak asam pedas, tapi, tak pernah satu pun yang menjadi. Menjadi dari segi rasa yang kadang-kadang pedas tapi tawar ;(, kadang-kadang terlebih masam, tekstur kuah yang tak pekat juga tak cair. Pokoknya, tak menjadilah masak asam pedas saya. Walaupun dah tengok resipi di internet. Banyak betul perbezaan antara resipi-resipi asam pedas yang ada di internet ni. Tapi itulah, ikut selera masing-masing. Jadinya, saya ni, campur-campur kan resipi tu sampai rasa kuah tu jadi lain. Bukan masam asam pedas dah. :) Apa-apa pun, lagi bagus kalau tanya mama. Senang dan sedap. Bilalah agaknya kuah masak asam pedas tu nak rasa sedap macam yang mama masak. Satu persoalan yang agak besar buat saya. xD

Nak tulis di blog ini pun agak malas sebab sekarang ni saya banyak online di Youtube. Tengok cerita Korea, subscribe sana, subscribe sini, comment, like, favourite, tengok video anwarhadi, maria elena, dan sebagainya. Bila tengok orang buat video, mulalah menggatal kepala otak ni. Nak buat video juga. Tengok video cara-cara pakai shawls. HANA TAJIMA. Memang rasa insane betul tengok video-video sebegini. Mana taknya, bila tengok, mesti nak comment, kadang-kadang mengutuk. Aish, tak pasal-pasal tambah dosa.

Lesen kereta pun masih belum ambil lagi. Belum daftar pun. Dah nak dekat dapat result tapi lesen belum ambil. Saya tahu, mesti ada hikmah sebab kenapa saya belum ambil lesen lagi. Jadi, perkara ini harus dibiarkan begitu saja.:) Tapi, siapa tak jealous bila dengar yang kawan dah boleh bawa kereta secara sah di sisi undang-undang. Sabar ya Fairuz. :)

Nota : Hiasilah hidup ini dengan perkara-perkara yang mampu menceriakan hari-hari kita dengan perkara-perkara yang berfaedah. :)

ta-DA!!

2011-02-24T01:17:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I'm back!!! Ok, that is lame. SUPER LAME! hehe. Just blow it away.

It had been quite a while I didn't update my blog. Sorry for any inconveniences. :D So many things happened (of course) but I'm not going to write everything here. What was I doing back then? I watched DREAM HIGH. The latest korean drama on the air which played by Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong, Suzy as Hyemi, Taecyon, Wooyoung as Jason, IU as Pilsuk and Eun Jung as Baek Hee. I watched it on you tube though. Know what, the you tube one is much more faster than in KBS. It's because somebody's channel in You Tube has already uploaded it until episode 15 but in KBS only episode 10. Next week going to be episode 11 and 12. So slow like a snail huh? I don't know where they got the sources because apparently they upload it quite fast. But then, its kind of benefit to me since I don't have to wait and argue with my brothers on monday's and tuesday's night for the astro remote. In order to make sure that I am able to watch dream high, it just make me sick because I have to fight with Basith first for the remote. That seriously give me heartache and headache. Whatever it is, I am watching High Dream currently. That is why my blog's song changed into this drama's ost. XD. Ok fine, let's drop the subject.

What else, result SPM of course. I think, since the rumors about the date when SPM's result is coming out, I can't stop thinking of it. Well, I think I'm going to touch about SPM's result everytime I'm writing here until the exact date is known. Come on people, don't simply say this date, that date and any of the date either until the truth is revealed by the right person. Some said this coming Monday, which is February 28 and bla bla bla. But then, I also did mentioned it once. XD I told my friend that the result is coming out on March 23. I don't know where I got all the courages to tell them inspite it maybe unreliable. Just wait and see. May all of us will have STRAIGHT A+! InsyaAllah. :)

English mode stops here. On : Malay mode. :)

Anda tahukan saya suka berjogging. Jadi, sejak jaga adik saya yang seorang tu, boleh kata dah hampir dua minggu jugalah tak turun stadium untuk jogging. Jadi, bila nak mula jogging ni, dia macam agak pancit. Bukan agak, tapi memang pancit pun. Bayangkan, sebelum ni, boleh buat 3 pusingan stadium tu tanpa henti (3 pusingan je pun...) Tapi kali ni, baru satu pusingan dah berhenti. Tambah pula masa tu baru lepas makan, jadi faham-faham lah kan. Lepas makan, mana boleh lari. Nanti perut senak dan memang tak elok pun lari lepas makan sebab nanti mengganggu proses penghadaman. Jadi, memang mengalah awal lah hari tu. Perut senak tak boleh nak lari.

Hari tu, ayah dapat pintas saya dua kali. Dua kali tuhhhhhh! Memang hebat lah ayah hari tu. Hehe. Selalunya dia dapat pintas sekali saja. Tapi hari tu, sebab sakit perut, jadi ayah dapat lah pintas dua kali. Kalau tak sakit perut, tak adanya kakak nak bagi chance dekat ayah untuk pintas kali yang kedua tu. Oh ya, saya selalu pergi jogging dengan ayah.

Ayah ni selalu jogging. Ayah selalu kata yang ayah dah mula jogging sejak sebelum kahwin lagi. Maknanya, masa bujang dulu lah. Eh tidak, ayah kata masa ayah sekolah lagi ayah dah mula jogging. Kira masa baya-baya saya sekarang ni. Sebenarnya benda yang ayah selalu kata ni dah jadi macam sumber kekuatan untuk saya jogging. Iyalah, mesti banyak dugaan kan nak keluar jogging. Jadi, boleh kira, kata-kata ayah ni macam satu azimat untuk saya. chewahhh!! Sumber inspirasi, kekuatan, kesungguhan. Dan sebenarnya, saya ada azam untuk beat ayah dalam jogging ni. Betul, sampai sekarang saya masih belum dapat nak pintas ayah. Not even once. Hebatkan ayah saya? Tunggulah ayah. Sampai masanya nanti, kakak akan beat ayah. :D Sama-sama kita nantikan ya. Tapi tak tahulah bilakan. Kalau dah dapat beat, nanti saya tulis di sini. :D

Seterusnya, pasal kerja-kerja di rumah pula. Tiap-tiap hari, lepas solat, terus kemas dapur. Dah berkilat di dapur, saya teruskan dengan basuh baju dan lipat baju.

Kemudian, sapu rumah.

Kemudian, mop rumah (kalau rajin).

Kemudian, masak.

Kemudian, buka komputer.

Kemudian, tengok tv.

Kemudian, baring-baring sampai tertidur balik.

Agak-agak, bila lah nak sampai waktu mandi dan makan kan? Hehe. Makan tu mungkin boleh termasuk masa masak sebab masa masak mesti cuit sikit-sikit untuk rasa masakan, jadi itu pun boleh dikira makan. Yang pentingnya mandi tu, pukul berapa agak-agaknya saya mandi? Biarlah rahsia. Yang penting, saya tetap mandi okay!

Tahu tak kenapa saya buat semua benda ni? Kenapa saya tak biarkan saja rumah dalam keadaan tak terurus, bersepah sana-sini, baju tak berlipat, baju yang tak basuh bertimbun-timbun (sounds terrific huh), rumah berhabuk dan sebagainya. Sebabnya, saya tak nak mak saya bertambah pening kepala bila dia balik rumah. Iyalah, mama penat bekerja seharian, nanti bila sampai di rumah, dia lagi bertambah penat dan pening bila tengok keadaan rumah sebegitu rupa. Jadi, saya tak nak mama marah. Saya tak nak mama penat bila sampai rumah. Saya nak mama rasa senang hati bila sampai rumah. Lagipun, kesihatan mama belakangan ni agak membimbangkan. Sekarang ni, mama selalu sakit kaki.

Bila jumpa doktor, doktor kata sebab mama berdiri terlalu lama. Kemudian, saya terfikir yang mama mana ada duduk semasa mengajar. Jadi, hingga tahun ini, sudah masuk 30 tahun mama mengajar. Maksudnya, sudah 3o tahun mama banyak berdiri. Sekarang ini, lagi pula, kena pusing sekolah untuk melihat keadaan sekolah. Memang penatlah. Kesian mama. Jadi, saya tak naklah kesihatan mama jadi lagi teruk. Saya akan tolong sedaya upaya yang mungkin. Saya harap sangat agar apa yang saya lakukan ini bukan sebab ada niat lain. Tapi sebab nak tolong mama saja.

Dan sekarang ini, saya sedang berusaha menahan diri dari meminta duit dari mama. Sebelum ni saya ada kata yang saya sudah dapat gaji untuk bulan Januari. Jadi, sekarang ni, dah penghujung bulan Februari. Saya rasa anda faham apa yang saya cuba maksudkan. Sebab tu, sekarang ni, saya tengah cuba untuk tidak minta duit dari mama atau ayah. Tapi kalau ayah dengan mama pula yang beriya-iya nak bagi, saya terima saja. Dengan hati yang terbuka pula. Apa-apa pun, saya tidak mengharap untuk bulan ni. Harapnya, bulan-bulan seterusnya pun saya tak mengharap juga.

Macam mana pun keadaan ibu dengan ayah kita, sebagai anak, kita kena selalu tolong ringankan beban mereka. Ringan-ringan kan lah tulang anda untuk tolong mereka. Kalau nampak mereka penat ke tension ke, jangan lah nak menambahkan pula kekusutan. Kalau boleh tolong redakan sikit kekusutan mereka, kan lagi bagus. Okay, tak pasal-pasal, ada semacam tazkirah pula. Walau macam manapun, benda ini berguna sebagai peringatan buat diri saya.

Nota : Mari jadi anak yang soleh/solehah! Jangan lupa sentiasa doakan ibubapa kita. :)

Dunia Baru

2011-02-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Selama menjaga adik yang sakit, selama itu juga kehidupan saya bersekitarkan doktor-doktor, jururawat-jururawat, pesakit-pesakit dan penjaga pesakit itu sendiri. Saya tergolong dalam golongan penjaga pesakit.

Saya sangat tertarik dengan kerja sebagai seorang doktor. Tidak dinafikan bekerja sebagai seorang doktor memang dan sangat memenatkan. Tapi, itu memang kerjanya. Nak buat macam mana kan? Membantu orang dengan cara merawat yang sepatutnya dan sentiasa mengikuti perkembangan terbaru pesakitnya.

Saya rasa orang yang pakai kot putih itu sangat cool. Dengan kehadiran stethoscope di poket kot itu atau di leher doktor tu. Stethoscope tu alat yang digunakan untuk dengar degupan jantung. Ini fakta betul. Diyakini betul sebab dah google terlebih dulu. :)

Tak sabar nak merasai dunia baru selepas keputusan SPM keluar nanti.

Cakap pasal keputusan SPM, sedar tak sedar bulan depan keputusan keluar. Meremang tak bulu roma anda? Bulu roma saya memang sentiasa meremang bila dengar keputusan nak keluar. Apatah lagi sebelum ini ada menyertai pertandingan Bilakah Tarikh Keputusan SPM? kan. Berdebar-debar. Insya Allah, kita semua akan berjaya. Amin. InsyaAllah, kita semua akan memperoleh sebaik-baik keputusan setelah berusaha sehabis mungkin. Amin. Kita hanya berserah kepada Allah. Ya, bertawakkal kepada Allah setelah berusaha. :)

Nota : Mari sama-sama mendoakan kejayaan kita semua dalam SPM. Saya sentiasa doakan agar kita semua memperoleh keputusan yang cemerlang dalam SPM.

Nota : Teringat masa di SEMASHUR masa hari last day SPM, kita ramai-ramai jerit SPM STRAIGHT A+.

Obstruction

2011-02-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yesterday was a tiring day for me. But instead, I shouldn't think that way because somehow I know that is my responsibility. Since I am the one with the most free time, so, that shouldn't be bothersome to me. The thing is, actually, my sister, Shafinaz is in ward right now due to appendix. I slept over in the hospital last night. Escourting her. She's more tougher than I thought. It's because she can hold in her pain when she was injected. Both of her hand.

Today, she supposed to operate at 8.25 am. But due to some circumstances, the operation was delayed. It's because; first, mama or anyone who is above 20 is not there to sign a few forms, so, operation is delayed. Second, I can't sign it because I am 18. In fact, not even reached 18, so, operation is delayed. Third, I call mama so many times but she was not picked up the phone because her phone credit has not payed yet. Fourth, instead of mama, I called upon Mudzil since he is 25 and the nurse said ''yes, he can'' for him to sign the form. But, when he signed the form already, the nurse shouted and said postpone the operation. The bius doctor was mad because it took so long to come in to the operation room. Instead of Shafinaz, another patient got to operate first. Fifth, Shafinaz's blood pressure(bp) is way too low. 88/34. She got high fever too, 39.2 degree celcius. The doctor checked her and said, she can't operate because her bp is too low.

4 hours later, she went to operate. After giving in 2 packets of sodium chloride, a packet of another liquid compound and a packet of antibiotic. Her bp went normal. 104/46. Alhamdulillah. By the way, I think, maybe because she has no strength that her bp is low. Maybe because she had not eaten since 12 midnight last night up to now too. And maybe because her appendix had burst. So many assumptions here. She was so pale after all. So, currently, she still in the operation room.

Please, dear friends and readers, please spare some of your time and pray for my sister's health. May she get well soon. Only Allah S.W.T can pay your kindness. So, that I can have my fighting partner back. Thank you. Bye~~

Note : Please take good care of your health. :)

Berubah-ubah

2011-02-10T15:00:00.001+08:00

Salam. :D

I am really in mess right now. My head is full of everything. I think my hormone is unbalance right now. I think of so many things. I feel like blurting out everything here. But then, I am lazy to write it down. When it just by myself. I don't know why I feel very lonely especially when I am all alone in the house from 7 am to 2 pm. I have no one to talk to. I only have tv and internet as my company. How 'bout phone? It's useless as I don't use it everyday. I don't have anyone to message. The phone itself is not something interesting much to me. And I myself lazy to text the others. I feel that I'm getting bored and tired for that. I want to do something else, something different, something that will benefit me and others as well. Maybe I want to see something else rather than this house. I think , I think , I think....ohhhhh...

Since I had been tagged by laily, so I want to proceed with it. It's about 30 facts about me. Just read and forget. But it my pleasure if you remember it. :D To make it easier, I will write in BM. So that I don't need to think proper and perfect sentences without grammatical errors. Here it goes.

30 random facts about me. Believe it or not.

1. suka sangat masak tapi bila malas, benda tu jadi sesuatu yang sangat ~~dibenci~~ untuk buat. Kalau kena suruh pun tak nak buat. Bila malas, tak nak buat apa-apa kan? Jadi, tidur lagi baik.

2. suka sangat menulis. Kadang-kadang tulis cerita pendek aka cerpen . Tapi bila rasa cerpen tu macam ~~sampah~~, karya itu dibuang begitu sahaja. Delete or erase. tak pernah di simpan.

3. berusaha untuk jadi yang lebih baik.

4. pilihan kerjaya nak jadi pilot tapiiiiiiiiiiiii...ada kerjaya lain yang lebih bermanfaat dan bermakna.

5. dah isi borang upu dan kebanyakkan pilihan saya menjurus ke arah PERUBATAN. What does that suppose to mean?

6. suka tengok benda yang teratur, kemas, ringkas, tenang macam green view, laut, bilik sendiri.

7. suka tengok album-album lama. Gambar ayah, gambar mama, gambar keluarga. Nostalgia gitu. Bila tengok gambar-gambar lama, kemudian senyum sendiri. Lepas tu fikir yang banyak dah perubahan.

8. suka jalan-jalan, melancong, shopping dan yang seerti dengannya.

9. tiba-tiba rasa susah pulak nak memenuhkan 30 facts ni. >,<

10. suka shawls tapi bila bab lilit lilit tu, saya rasa sangat lemas. Rasa macam kepala kena ikat. Rasa macam tak best tapi still nak pakai. COMPLICATED?

11. selalu cakap tak serupa bikin. in certain situation. especially, when it involved my spirit and need me to really really work hard towards that particular thing.

12. Cemburu dengan orang yang ada bakat melukis. Sebab, mereka ini ada banyak kelebihan. Antaranya, mereka boleh dapat income yang banyak. Mereka akan jadi famous. Mereka boleh luahkan perasaan dengan melukis, spontaneous. Dan orang still akan kata, "lukisan ni cantik". Jadi, dia dapat pujian, dia juga dapat ketenangan.

13. suka muhasabah diri. Saya rasa semua orang kena muhasabah diri. Mereflek kembali diri anda dan perbuatan anda. Memperbaiki dan menyesali. Menjadi yang lebih baik itu perlu.

14. tak suka make up. tapi, compact powder and lip ice just enough.

15. susah nak bercakap. Kalaulah orang boleh faham body language, kan senang. XD

16. orang selalu kata saya COMEL. hehe. malulah. xD *maksud di sini, suka syok sendiri*

17. easily bored. like something new. If only everyday is a new thing to me. I wouldn't be as bored as now.

18. perbuatan, perlakuan sangat bergantung kepada mood. kalau mood baik punya, saya pun akan rasa sangat happy dan orang sekeliling pun dapat merasainya. Tapi kalau moody, my world is my world. I'm not going to be in anybody's world. just stay away from me.

19. mudah terpengaruh. tapi, bukan dengan lelaki. *kawan-kawan lelaki terkecuali, tapi siapa saja kawan-kawan lelaki saya? haha, saya tahu mereka tahu itu.*

20. I appreciate my friends. but sorry guys, kalau tak contact through message and calling calling because I am lazy to do so. Tapi, kita masih boleh contact menerusi FB. :) Just bear in mind that I will never forget my friends easily.

21. Sangat susah untuk bergaul dengan lelaki. Maybe it's not hard, but it needs time to get used to. *Eh, macam tips untuk ngorat anak en. Mahamod saja. Tapi tidak, like I said, I'm not an easy person.

22. I love to make new friends. It's better if I am the one who approaches you first, this is in the situation where I don't know you and you don't know me. Alright? It's because if you are the first one who approaches me, I might think bad about you. Especially if you are male. By the way, just chill. :)

22. Bukan seorang yang outspoken.

23. Saya sangat menjaga diri saya, maruah saya, keluarga saya, pergaulan saya, AGAMA saya. Anda pun patut begitu juga.

24. Suka dengar lagu, dan lagu yang di dengari itu bergantung kepada mood.

25. suka pakai baju kurung, t-shirt and jeans. saya ni normal. Hahha.

26. jogging. >love< how I wish there is someone out there would buy me a treadmill. Then, it will really save me when I'm lazy. :D

27. addicted to sudoku.

28. suka duit yang banyak. 1 juta, 2 juta, berjuta juta juta. Oh, it would be fantastic if you can give me such big amount of money. Hehe. Materialistic enough? Nanti boleh shopping and travel around the world. Weeeee~~

29. Cepat mengelabah. Tapi still nak bajet cool. Tak suka bad words. And, no bad words in my blog, please. I don't take part into anyone's world unless my friends and family.

30. Know what, I guess you don't need to know this 29 things about me because... It's just because.

Till then, do you realised that, I told you I wanted to write it in BM but, it just didn't happened. :D Then, no 11 really suits me. :) That is me. Bye2.

Bilakah Tarikh Pengumuman Keputusan SPM 2010?

2011-02-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Tekaan saya : 15 Mac 2011

Contest ini dianjurkan oleh rakan dunia maya saya, Sabri. Kalau nak tahu lebih lanjut, lawatilah blog dia ya.

Kawan-kawan saya yang kena buat benda ini juga ialah :

*Laily
*Afiqah Inani
*Naim
*Cerra
*Maryam Jamilah
*Adzmeera

Sekian, terima kasih. :)

Note : Entri ini khas untuk contest ini. Jadi, tiada karangan yang berjela-jela yang perlu anda baca. :)
Note : Thanx Sabri sebab invite join contest ini. :)

Ikan oh Ikan

2011-02-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Anda pernah tak siang ikan ke basuh ikan ke masak ikan ke. Pernah tak? Yang pastinya urusan anda dengan ikan cuma makan dia. Tak kiralah dalam rasa apa pun. XD Ikan ada banyak spesis. *saya tahu anda sudah tahu* Tapi spesis-spesis ikan yang saya tahu cuma merangkumi yang selalu kita makan; macam ikan kembung, bawal, siakap, cencaru, keli. :D Tapi kenapa tiba-tiba cerita ikan ni? Sebabnya, ikan ni dah berbuat jahat dekat saya. Dia berjaya mencucuk tangan saya sehingga sakit. Nasib baik tak berdarah. Ikan ada sisik. *lagi sekali, saya tahu anda semua tahu* Kalau anda sering 'bergaul rapat' dengan ikan mesti selalu kena cucuk kan? Haha. Masa nak masak tadi, ikan cencaru tu kena lulur dengan kunyit dan garam. Masa tengah nak sebatikan ramuan tu, tiba-tiba kena cucuk pula. Sampai sekarang pun masih terasa lagi.

Haha. Bosan lah. Nanti lama-lama baik lah tu. Kalau nak cepat baik, letaklah minyak gamat.

Note : Ikan merupakan sumber protein yang baik. :)

Tiba-tiba

2011-02-02T03:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I made a lot of things today. I mean, yesterday. I thought over few things and yes, they screwed me up. Haha. Okay. Let's get to the point. I gave a lot of thought over Mesir issues. The current and latest and hot issues right now. I don't know how I got interested in to this matter. Maybe because it is Mesir. Maybe because I knew that some Malaysians are studying and living there eventhough I don't know them and vice versa. I got worried for them though. Hopefully all of them are in good condition. Amin.

At first I have no idea why they want their president to back off from his position. Then, I read about this and the only thing that I can conclude is the president Hosni Mubarak has some kind of relation with Israel. Somehow, it's something related to Israel. So, the protestors want him to step down from his power and resign. Because of that, things turn out to be wild and uncontrolled.

Okay, maybe I shouldn't say anymore further about this. I don't want to explain it either. And I even wonder if you can understand my explaination especially when I write it in English.

Have you ever heard about this? If you keep doing something for 40 days and ++, InsyaAllah it will become our routine or maybe it will be something that you must do. If you don't do, you will feel bad or something is not right. So, I just realised that since I entered boarding school, I fold my clothes everyday. It somehow has already been 2 years and a month that I fold my clothes everyday. Haha. Okay, I kinda exaggerate a little. Haha. I just want to say that my family are very lucky to have me in their family. It's because I always fold their clothes. Like everyday. No, it is almost everyday. I'm not bragging. It's just a SUPERREAL FACT that is undeniable. xD

How 'bout the song I put in my lovely blog? Sang by Jason Mraz. Frankly speaking I just pick and put it there. I love acoustic songs lately and so I searched any of it and put it there. I still not thinking to replace it with another song. Maybe after some time. When there is some alteration in my mood. That is when it is going to be replaced. ;)

I wonder if they are people out there really really read my blog thoroughly. It's because I write in paragraph and it's like an informal essay. And I don't even put any pretty, cool, awesome, bombastic, beautiful, gloomy layout. I just want it to be simple and maybe dull. LOL. I like things to be neat, clean and tidy. I hate to see messy things. That is why I justified my paragraph. :)

By the way, I purposely write in a formal way, so that the readers will feel bored to read any of my post. It's just that I don't really talk about good things where you can get like 'moral of the story'. I just write everything that happen in my life. Ok, maybe not every single thing. But everything that I posted here is something that I want to share with. I am feeling better and relieves after expressing my feelings through words.

Here is the warning, I might post something that I think it is totally crap that I feel like you are wasting your time by reading this blog. Is it sounded like I chased you away from my blog?

Fact : I'm not a talkative person.

It is very true that I don't talk a lot. I prefer to talk in the words form. Get what I mean? In messages, comments, email and etc. But, I talked a lot when I have a mood. Somehow, that mood is not easy to be found yet it's hard to appear. So, I would preferably to write here. I can write as long as I want it to. But again, its a disaster for you to finish reading it. It's another boring post. Haha. Ok, this is very crappy. I might write everything about me that I even don't want you to know about it.

Let's say a goodbye then. :D

Fixed It

2011-01-31T16:44:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Memang betulkan orang kata, kalau kita gembira sangat-sangat, mungkin lepas itu kita akan rasa sedih. Itulah yang sedang terjadi pada saya. Semalam gembira bagai nak rak. Hari ni sedih menangis-nangis. Ok sebenarnya bukanlah sedih, tapi marah yang tak boleh nak diluahkan, diekspresikan kecuali melalui air mata. Ya, air mata yang tak segan silu nak tunjukkan diri.

Hari ini, saya bangun tak lambat juga tak awal. Tapi, apa yang merosakkan mood pada hari ini ialah apabila masa nak bangun tidur tu, tiba-tiba terdengar suara suruh buat macam-macam a.k.a my housework. Sejujurnya, saya tahu memang perkara itu yang akan saya tempuhi seusai bangun. Sejujurnya juga saya tak suka diarah. Saya tak suka kena arah. Buat itu, buat ini. Kesimpulan awal, janganlah nak mengarah saya.

Bila memikirkan semula hal itu, saya jadi malas. Bila kena suruh, saya jadi marah. Bila marah, saya jadi malas dan lemah nak melakukannya. Nak tahu sebab apa? Sebab itu umpama kemestian yang wajib dibuat. Kalau tak buat, adalah akibatnya nanti. *saya tahu je akibatnya apa..* Atas sebab akibat itulah, saya menangis. Menangis sebab saya tak nak jadi punca kepada akibat itu. Menangis sebab kenapa mesti ada orang suruh. Menangis sebab tahu memang itu tugas saya. Menangis sebab dah lama tak menangis. Jadi, saya pun menangis untuk 2 minit. Sekejap sahaja. Tak payah lama-lama, buat bengkak mata sahaja.

Setelah habis semua air mata, maka gembiralah hati ini. Semua kerja yang perlu disiapkan telah pun siap. Perlahan-lahan saya siapkan. Satu demi satu saya lakukan. Sambil itu, berzikir supaya nanti tiada perasaan nak marah. Akhirnnya semua kerja selesai. Beres. Alhamdulillah. :)

Sedar tak sedar, hari ini hari terakhir bulan Januari.

Apa saja yang saya sudah lakukan pada bulan ini? Housework setiap hari, jogging, jalan-jalan, makan, memasak, tengok cerita Korea sampai lewat tengah malam dan sebagainya. Semua itu sudah menjadi rutin harian saya sepenuhnya.

Satu lagi, saya masih belum menguasai bahasa asing yang satu ini iaitu English Language sepenuhnya. Jadi antara inisiatifnya, saya belajar di British Council Malaysia. Belajar online. Naaa..salah satu kebaikan Internet, boleh belajar English online. Free pula tu. Anda pun boleh cuba. Best belajar disitu. Cubalah kalau ada masa nanti. Saya cuba untuk belajar benda ini selama satu jam. Kalau boleh setiap hari satu jam. *setakat ni, dalam satu minggu dua tiga hari je saya belajar, haha*

Saya kena berusaha untuk jadi lebih baik. Berusaha. Go go! Fighting! Haha!

Akan di update lagi cerita hari ini. *kalau rajin*

Note : sorrylah sister, semalam kakak bad mood dengan kau. haha xD

Note : jom tengok cerita korea DREAM HIGH di KBS World!

Fun

2011-01-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

Salam. XD

What's wrong with the smile there? Hahahahahahahaa..

Everything went on smoothly according to the plan! Yeay!! :)

I went out again. This time, I went with Laily and my sister. I want to stress that I prefer to just hang out with girls only. Not prefer but absolutely, surely, and I really mean it, only girls. I feel like being watching by my brother if the boys are with me. I just feel uncomfortable.

Just put that thing aside first ok?

Somehow, I managed to get my new sport shoes. With my own money some more. Happy happy. Really really happy, excited and ecstatic. Well, after this, I will have more and more spirit to jog. ~I have a new sport shoes (in the singing way)~ And they are pink in color. PINK. Frankly speaking, I'm not so into this pink colour. It's because I feel like I don't have to look feminin while jogging. Naaa..do I look feminin when I am jogging? I don't think so. That's why I don't like my shoes to be pink in color. But, what can I do when that pink sport shoes only have my size. I want it to be blue but unfortunately, there is no size of me. sighhh. Finally, I bought that pink shoes because I think nobody cares. Haha. It's just my feeling though.

Next, I bought two denims. I bought one for me and another one is my sister's. I wanted to buy one only at first. Then, we kept moving until our eyes was stimulated by the discount signs. 50% and 70% discount. Then, there was one thing that made us more attracted was the sign 'today is the last day'. Yes, the discounts are valid until today. How lucky are we. Then, I bought a blouse. A red one.

Everything that I wanted to buy had been bought or shall I say, mission accomplished! :)

Whatever it is, I glad that my parents trust me. They allowed me to go out. Thank you mama and ayah for trusting me. I swear that I will never make anything that will cause you to be shamed or embarassed. I will and always remember your advice to never leaves solat eventhough we are having our fun time. InsyaAllah. For everybody out there, PLEASE never leave off the pray even when you are on shopping. You have to put pray as your priority in whatever situation. Pray first, then only shopping and other things. You should know that solat is a MUST as a muslim. To be exact, I just heard the news that some of my friends are not praying when we went out. And as a friend, I feel sad. I feel sad because you didn't play your role as a muslim. I even feel more sad because it's you. I thought you are not that kind of human being. You know what I mean. Don't you?

Note : I want to buy shawlssssssssssss.. :)

Abdul Basith

2011-01-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Ini post kali kedua yang mana tajuknya merupakan nama adik-adik aku. Nama orang di atas ini ialah nama adik bongsu aku. Tiap-tiap hari aku PASTI dan MESTI akan bergaduh dengan dia. Geram tahu tak. Dialah penyepah nombor satu dalam rumah. Dialah penyebab aku selalu rasa marah. Marah dan geram.

Dia suka buat aku cakap macam ni,

"basith, jangan lupa buang stoking dengan seluar ko dalam tong sampah tau!''

Lepas tu nanti mesti dia sambung,

''alright alright! sekarang juga aku buat'' + mimik muka yang paling hodoh dalam dunia!

Sebab apa aku cakap macam tu? sebab dia suka letak pakaian sepah-sepah. Sebab itulah rumah bersepah-sepah. Memang naik angin betul la kan. Mendidih je dalam hati ni. Rasa macam nak tumbuk tumbuk dengan sepak terajang je. Nasib baik aku ni penyabar. Ya, aku memang penyabar. Tak, bukan sebab penyabar, tapi sebab dia adik aku. Kadang-kadang dia juga lah yang tolong aku belikan makanan walaupun nanti dia minta upah. Memang lah dia ni annoying, tapi dia jugalah yang menyebabkan rumah lagi CERIA.

Tak nak dah la cerita tentang dia. Bosan. Haha.

Sebenarnya nak cerita tentang lain, tapi mukadimah nya cerita adik aku. Haha. Hari ini, saya dapat gaji. YEAY! Selepas sebulan berhempas pulas membersihkan rumah sebersih-bersihnya dan sewangi-wanginya, akhirnya terbayar juga. Walaupun tidak semahal bekerja di luar, tapi tetap best dan TERBAIK DARI LADANG. hahah!

Itu sahaja. Bye~~

Jalan-jalan

2011-01-24T22:09:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Today.

I supposed to spend some time with my friends at Sunway. But so many things came up last minute that we couldn't make it. By the way, last night, I just can feel and sense that all of us couldn't make it especially when one says that he or she is working tomorrow (which is today), another one says that its expensive and bla bla bla. Well, things had happened but don't worry my dear friends especially munirah and laily because we still can make it for the next time. that's FOR REAL! okay!

And somehow, from this things, I learnt that we should consider everybody's possibilities of presence toward any particular thing. We should ask them IN DETAIL when only they have their free time. And if one of us cannot make it, just tell it earlier. All of this would make things easier. At least, we won't feel any dissapoint of them for not be able to make it.

Since that thing happened, I just can't let me myself do nothing at home. I still want to go out. I have been waiting to go out since two or three weeks ago. So, I decided to go out with Auffa. She stays in Shah Alam. Since she's the only one who is able to go out anywhere and anytime, so we went to KLCC. We had talked a lot, eat a lot, watched movie and window shopping too. It was only two of us. We went here and there. Talked about this and that. Laugh about this and that matter.

Those things did brightened up my day. Weeeeee~~

There are two things happened in my life today and it were also my first time.

First, this is the first time on the first day of the last week of January that I WALKED ALONE to go to the train station. *i purposely state that for make things complicated?* :D The thing that I want to tell is happening to me for three times in about 15 minutes walking. THREE times. The thing is some strangers did "phewittt'' to me. They even called me ''hey, hey, hey''. Well, the best way for me is just to keep quiet and walk faster and don't ever give respond to them. Maybe its my fault for watching them. But hey, that is my eyes and I just curious and wanted to see what they were doing. Fortunately, we are quite in a far distance. In that short time, it makes me laughed that I already imagined what I would do if they do any dangerous to me.

I would try to run faster. Or maybe I would kick their ass first then only run. Or maybe I'm thinking of the hot spray that I would spray it to their eyes and run. But then, I just hope that won't happen to me for real. Who would wish for that by the way. :)

Second thing is about busses. Yes, I came back home by bus. The question is how can I ended up thinking that the all busses would stop if they ever pass by the train station. Now I know that the answer is depending of people. If no one seems to wait for bus, then the bus driver will just go away but if one is waiting for the bus, the bus driver will stop his bus for sure. Once again I think that it was my fault for letting the bus moved on without me in it. I didn't looked like Im waiting for the bus yet I hope that the bus would stop and let me go inside. So, I did my waiting-for-the-bus looked and the bus stop. Long sigh. I am relieved. :)

I reached home safely after all. :)

Oh yeah, I also met my primary school's friend. Fatin Nuratiqah. We met at Klang KTM station. She was going to attend her job in Shah Alam. Well, it's my luck that I found her there because if not, I'll be deadly boring waiting for the train that took so long to come. We were chatting about primary friends, reunion and gathering. One thing that is really obvious on her is her height. She's tall. Even taller than Atiqah Sahak. Hehhe. :)

Note : Kenapa lah orang-orang asing tu nak menghabiskan tenaga buat phewitt dengan menjerit-jerit apabila tenaga itu boleh digunakan untuk benda lain yang lebih bermanfaat? Haih.
Note : Bila lah agak-agaknya masa yang sesuai untuk reunion ya. :D

I Love

2011-01-22T10:06:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I love singing.
I love sleeping.
I love ice-cream.
I love new attire.
I love watching tv, movies.
I love jogging.
I love day dreaming.
I love walking around.
I love internet.
I love cleaning.
I love bears.
I love pillows.
I love green.
I love jeans.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
And the most important is I LOVE MYSELF.
haha.

There are still lots of love from me but seems like they do not appear in my mind right now.

Recently, I've been fall in love with KPOP songs. But, I'm not obsessed with it. NOT YET I think. :) But I hope I won't because I don't want to be like my sistah. She's so obsessed with the songs and she also loves the members of the group. She loves KIM HYUN JOONG which play a role in boys over flower with Lee Min Ho and Kim Bum and he is also one of SS501 members. Opss, it seems like I also have heart into this matter. Haha. But, I prefer Super Junior. They have about 12 members I think. I love their songs entitled Full of Happiness. The song is very cheeky and colourful.

Enjoy watching the video and listening to the song ya. :D

Note : I am still doing my task. When its going to end? haih.
Note : If you don't love yourself, then you better not to love others. You don't deserve to love others if you don't love yourself first.

In The Middle of Doing Something

2011-01-22T02:00:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yes, i stopped doing my task for a while. If not for mama's sake, I won't do that. SERIOUSLY. It's a long way to finish. It can be done early actually. But since I was not in the mood to do it, I just do it slowly. Just imagine, I started at 8 and until now I haven't finish it yet.

In the middle of that, I even watched Raja Lawak in channel astro prima which turn out to be that the task had been ignored by me for some times. Yeah, I ignored the task. Not only that, I also enjoyed eating maggie. Tom Yam flavour which is my favourite. Nyam nyam.

But still I want to finish it after this.

The thing is, I had done the task with my sister last week but in the other way. But I don't know what's wrong with that way that it has to re-do again.This time, I have to do it using computer. And you know, using computer with internet is just in a click touch again make me ignored the task.

ok. Just a short post. I still have many more to do. bye~

Let's Have a Better Life

2011-01-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

You know what, its hard to find a friend or friends who will make you remember Allah and Prophet Muhammad SAW everytime you are in contact with. But, I do have a friend who will always make me think and remember about our creator, Allah SWT and His Messenger, Prophet Muhammad SAW whenever I'm in contact with her. Whenever I am messaging her, I look at her facebook profile, I read her blog, I will remember Allah. She is a really good friend of mine. She always remind her friends *including me* about everything especially anything related to our behaviour.

We are not so close back then. But we were in the same class during form 4 time. Know what, she is the first person who ate lunch together with me when I was in SEMASHUR for the first day. She with Ain Bz. In 2010, we became closer as we always sit together during school's lessons and talk. One more thing, I love to listen to her mp3's songs. I never heard of Opick, Snada, Shoutul Amal and others. What do you think of that never-heard-name? If I say, Raihan, Rabbani, Inteam, Unique, you must know who they are right. Okay, actually all of them are artists in Nasyid's industry. I did some research and from there I knew that some of them are Indonesian. They really have a nice voice plus their songs are nice too with a really good lyrics that would touches our heart into the deepest part. If you really go into the lyrics.

I really hope that our friendship will long lasting. You guys should find a friend like that. I hope that you guys manage to find a friend who may cause you to think about Allah more often.

If you want to know who the person I am talking about, she is Afiqah Inani. Thank you Allah for letting me know this girl. I really hope that I will be really good like her. It's not like I will change drastically but I will do that slowly. And its not like I have to wear a really long and big hijab in order to become good like her. Its just that I hope that I can be as good as her. However, I still and really respect women who are wearing long hijab and I do adore women who really know how to do style with hijab as well.

Dear Afiqah Inani, I glad that I have a friend like you. Eventhough I don't know if I ever made you think of Allah, but I want you to know how grateful I am to have a friend like you. Thank you for always reminding me. I love you. Actually, I had been thinking to write about you since a period of time ago. But I have no idea how to start. So, right now, this entry is halfly dedicated to you.

Dear friends, personally I want to be one of your friend that will make you think, remeber and do zikr of Allah and Prophet Muhammad SAW whenever you think of me. But am I able to be that kind of friend? InsyaAllah, I will try my best to be like that. You should try too. Nonetheless, I am who I am. I still the old me. I know, time will change us slowly. I know I have many sins. I still need to ask for forgiveness from Him. I still need to repent. I am still a poor servant of Him. And I still, still love fashions. :)

Okay everybody, let's be a better person than before!

Note : Fairuz, please do practice what you preach. :)

Nostalgia

2011-01-18T16:00:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

My classmates. Well, I miss them. ;)

5 Jujur 2010. :D

With our class teacher. MISS ZIL. :D

InsyaAllah, straight A+ will be ours.

Takkis, Klang

The picture is taken when I was 6 years old. Can you see me? I am standing third from left. Thank you FACEBOOK because you made me and my old friends to be connected again after 12 years separated.

Do you remember Zuraidah? I wrote her name in the previous entry. She's standing above, fourth from left. We had been in the same school since kindergaten until standard 6. When we were form 1, we went to different school. By the way, I'm looking forward to visit her someday. :D

Well 'people', here are some advice from me. Don't ever let our memories to be thrown away just like that eventhough it was hard and bitter and sad to be rememberred. It made us what we are right now. :)

Note : you know who you are 'people'. hahah. ;D

I have to go. Salam. :) Bye~~

Feeling(S)

2011-01-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I am grateful that I can control my anger BUT I scared that if I keep it inside for a long term, it would somehow give me a harm. I had no idea about it. Ha-ha! By the way, it gives me PRESSURE. I need something to sort it out. I need some 'thing'. I know what it is. xD

I got to go. Byee~

Ketawa Awet Muda

2011-01-14T17:27:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Do watch this video. Its very funny. ;)
You can release your tension too. ;)
Just be happy. Ok? ;)

Sharing is Caring

2011-01-11T23:16:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Kalau bercakap dia berbohong.

Kalau berjanji dia mungkiri.

Kalau diberi amanah, dia tak lakukan.
Kalau bergaduh, dia nak menang.

Antara ciri-ciri orang yang MUNAFIK. Benda-benda di atas itu lah. Tadi tengok rancangan Adik & Al-Quran di TV9. Input yang bagus kan? Untuk saya dan Anda. Sebenarnya ada lagi satu. Tapi tak ingat.

Saja nak berkongsi walaupun saya tahu Anda dah tahu.

Have to go.

Note : Dah tambah lagi satu. Terima kasih fiqa. ;)

Bye~~Salam

Tik Tok Tik Tok

2011-01-10T16:27:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

The title has nothing to do with Kesha's song. Bear in mind. Ok?

Its about time by the way. I love the way I use my time. Its very unique and variaties. Writing in this blog is one of it. Well, I have lots of things to do until I don't know what else I haven't do yet. Its weird I think. But I don't care what you want to think because that is me. Ha-ha.

Spending my time in the shopping complex is an amazing thing for me. xD

I don't know how on earth I became a shopaholic person. haha

Its really crazy, you know. I feel like walk in every single shop they have.

It can be anything. Technologies,mp3,mp4,laptop,phones, fashions, shoes ( I like), food. What else I haven't listed out?

They are things I did that is never came across my mind before. Unfortunately, I can't tell you what it is. ;p

I want license right now! When I am going to take driving lesson? Maybe next month. Two months later? Aigoo. I don't know. Just leave it to my mom and dad. They will arrange it ONE day. :)

Introducing you, my eldest brother. :) ABDUL MUDZIL

Ok, bye~~ ;)

Note : Seronok keluar dengan korang. Nanti keluar lagi ek? hehe. ;)

Growing is A Part of Life (iii)

2011-01-08T11:39:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Darjah 5 macam tak best sangat. Tapi ada juga yang best. Tapi cerita yang paling diingati masa darjah 5 ni cerita sedih. Haha. Masa darjah 5, periksa akhir tahun, saya ada fail satu subjek. English. Mungkin sebab faktor cikgu yang mengajar. Cikgu tu kan bila dia mengajar nanti mesti dia sebut ''bla bla bla'' di akhir ayat dia. Lebih-lebih lagi masa dia nak bina ayat. Dah jadi tabii' saya untuk mengira berapa banyak ''bla bla bla'' yang dia sebut sepanjang pengajaran. Nanti lepas habis, saya pun bagitahulah dekat kawan-kawan. Mungkin sebab itu English boleh FAIL. Tak mendapat berkat. Sedih tak payah cakap. Masa tu, dah fikir dah, tahun depan, kelas kedua. Bukan lagi kelas pertama.

Lagi, masa darjah 5 ni, kes bergaduh paling banyak. Ala, biasalah situasi dengki-mendengki atau iri hati antara geng. Apa-apa pun, Saya ni, jenis tak ambil kisah. Dan sebenarnya, malas nak ambil kisah pun. Tapi, bila dah ambil kisah, nak tahu sampai ke lubang cacing. :D Masa tu, yang paling GEMPAK sekali, kami beramai-ramai menangis di dalam store dalam kelas. Bilik tu terlindung di sebalik papan hitam. Kelakar je. Ada timbul masalah, kemudian, minta maaf, kemudian bergaduh, kemudian minta maaf balik, kemudian merajuk. Haish! Penat. Tapi, saya ni tiada perasaan. Jadi, hanya melihat sahaja adegan-adegan drama tersebut. Sejujurnya, memang lah ada sakit hati. Tapi malas nak layan. Baik kita bergelak ketawa daripada memikirkan masalah yang entah apa-apa. By the way, benda itu yang merapatkan kami. :) Siapa ya kawan-kawan rapat masa tu, Saya, Syahirah, Farah, Fatin, Ening. Kami berlima. Sekarang semua dah bawa haluan masing-masing. Nasib baik ada FB. Kiranya masih berhubungan lagi.

Tidak disangka-sangka, darjah 6, masih kekal di kelas pertama. Masa darjah 6, saya duduk sebelah ketua pengawas. Nabil Fikri namanya. Haha. Dia ni, anti-perempuan. Bayangkan, saya tahu, dia ni tiada pemadam waktu itu, saya ni pun offer lah pemadam kan, lepas tu dengan selambanya, dia minta dekat orang lain. Yang saya ni, terpinga-pinga. Dia ni memang. Kemudian, dia ni suka duduk jauh-jauh. Bajet orang nak sangat duduk dekat-dekat dengan dia. Bayangkan, meja dua-dua tu kan, kerusi dia jaraknya setengah dari meja dia. Pelik tak pelik. Orang duduk biasa-biasa. Dia duduk macam tu. Katanya, ''najis''. Memang ANNOYING gila.

Tapikan, kami berdua ni hebat Matematik. Tapi dia hebat semua sebenarnya, saya ni hebat Matematik sahaja. Jadi, kalau nak compete dengan dia, waktu Maths je lah. Cikgu Syed, cikgu Maths kami, suka bagi soalan. Kemudian jawab dalam masa 10 minit. Kitorang memang berlumba-lumba siapa siap dulu. Lepas tu siapa dapat markah paling tinggi. Haha. Kadang-kadang dia, kadang-kadang saya. Tapi secara keseluruhannya, saya selalu siap awal, tapi dia selalu dapat markah lebih tinggi dari saya. Tak kisah la. Dia sekolah dekat SBPI Gombak. Sekarang tak tahulah apa cerita. Dulu ada FB tapi sekarang dah tiada. Sebenarnya mula-mula tak tahu dia ni sekolah situ, lepas tu ada kawan sekolah yang juga kawan dia tiba-tiba kirim salam kat saya. Barulah tahu yang dia sekolah di situ sejak tingkatan 1. Apa-apa pun, masa mula-mula tu, rasa macam, ''buang tabiat ke dia ni? bukan anti-perempuan ke?'' Haha. Well, people change. Dia memang dah berubah. Siap hantar flies lagi. Kali terakhir jumpa masa pertandingan Maths Olympiad di UKM. Dia masuk competition tu. Hahaha, tak pasal-pasal je cerita pasal dia ni. By the way, dia ni mamat Arab. Lahir kat Arab tu. Selalu kacau dia guna ana dan anta.

Masa darjah 6, UPSR. Tapi tak serius pun. Banyak main-main adalah. Tiada kesedaran langsung. Jadi, keputusan pun hanya 3A 2B sahaja. :D Tapi, Life must go on.

Kenapa ya saya menceritakan semua benda ni. Saya pun tiada idea kenapa. Yang saya tahu, bila dah tua, nak baca balik benda ni. InsyaAllah. Haha. Boleh bertahan ke? Entah-entah, tahu-tahu je blog ni dah tiada, kena delete dari tuan punya blog. Sebenarnya banyak lagi yang belum diceritakan. Sebahagian daripadanya memang tak perlu diceritakan pun sebab benda itu sangat sangat tak perlu dikenang. Kita kenalah kenang benda-benda yang best. Walaupun hakikatnya benda tu kurang best, tapi benda itu mendatangkan kemanisan dalam hidup saya. Jadi, semua yang saya tak nak kenang, tiada di sini. Anda pun tak dapat nak tahu benda-bendanya apa.

Apa-apa yang boleh dijadikan pengajaran ambil lah ya. Yang tak boleh, tak payahlah ambil. Buang masa saja. Bye~~

Note : Tahniah kepada mama dengan ayah sebab dah naik pangkat jadi pengetua. Mama jadi pengetua dekat sekolah situ juga tapi ayah jadi pengetua dekat sekolah SMK Kelana Jaya. Di Kelana Jaya sana, jauhhhhh. Lepas ini, bertambah sibuk lah mereka. Tahniah MAMA dan AYAH. Anakmu ini sangat menyayangi kamu. :D:D

Growing is A Part of Life (ii)

2011-01-08T09:07:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Nak sambung cerita di bawah ni. Masa sekolah rendah,saya sekolah di SK Klang. Dekat dengan stadium sultan sulaiman tu. Dari darjah satu sampai darjah enam. Adik-beradik yang lain pun sama sekolah disitu. Kiranya anak-anak En. Mahamod semua sekolah di situ. Cikgu-cikgu pun memang kenal kami sebab kami pun memang famous amous. Haha. Tak adalah. Cikgu-cikgu kenal sebab abang sulung kami yang lebih pandai dari kami yang lain. Kalau nak tahu, sekarang ni, keluarga saya sudah tiada siapa yang sekolah rendah lagi. Semua sudah menjadi anak remaja. Wa....semua orang dah membesar.

Masa darjah satu, kelas 1 Amanah atau juga dipanggil 1A. Kelas tu kelas ketiga. Sekolah tu ada 5 kelas setiap darjah. Kelas K,L,A,N,G. Kreatif, Luhur, Amanah, Nusa dan Gemilang. Masa darjah 1, saya sangat pandai tapi ada orang yang lagi sangat sangat pandai dari saya. Nama dia Muaz. Dah lama tak dengar berita dia ni sebab masa darjah berapa entah, dia pindah sekolah. Dia ni kan hebat gila. Semua dapat markah 100. Memang macam FUYYO. Hebat gila mamat ni. Lepas tu yang kedua, aku lah. Haha. Masa darjah 1 kan, kan pakai tudung. Nanti after recess terus tanggal sebab tak tahan panas sangat. Alah, masa tu mana nak fikir malu kan.

Masa darjah 1 juga, saya kerap sakit kepala. Mungkin sebab sakit kepala kerana pada mulanya saja-saja je cakap sakit sebab nak jadikan alasan tak nak pergi sekolah petang. Sekolah Agama. Nanti call mama, cakap tak boleh pergi sekolah sebab sakit kepala. Haha.Eh, masa darjah 1, sama kelas dengan Azlina. Dia ni dah cantik sekarang. Meletup gitu. ;)

Kalau di sekolah agama pula. Nama sekolah tu Sekolah Rendah Agama Kampung Jawa. Masa darjah satu kan, macam naif sikit. Jadi, masa hari pertama sekolah,

ustazah tanya, ''nama kamu siapa?''

saya pun jawab, ''fairuz''.

Ustazah tanya lagi, ''fairuz je?''

Masa tu bermonolog la sikit dalam hati.''ustazah ni nak panjang lagi ke?''

lepas tu, selamba je cakap ''ustazah, SITI fairuz.''

Mula dari tu, sekolah agama, nama saya SITI fairuz. Sekolah pagi fairuz je. Haha. Aku pun pelik macam mana boleh nak letak siti. Tak pasal-pasal je. Nasib baik ustazah tak panggil siti tapi panggil fairuz. Kalau tak tahulah. Tapi bila naik darjah 2, dah tukar nama balik. Jadi, fairuz . FAIRUZ BT MAHAMOD. Tiada lagi ~~siti~~. haha.

Kalau sekolah agama, sebab kan macam malas, jadi nombor pun tak sebaik sekolah pagi. A-Ha! Sekolah agama, sama kelas dengan Aqilah dan Azlina LAGI. hehe. Kami rehat bersama-sama. Azlina ni rajin sangat bawa air oren yang manis. Kadang-kadang masam. Tapi kitorang peduli apa kan. Sebabnya, nanti mesti saya dan Aqilah akan menghabiskan air tu. Azlina macam terpaksa terima je walaupun tak tahulah dia rela ke tak sebenarnya. :D Saya dengan Qila memang tak tahu malu pun. :D

Masa darjah 2. Best juga. Sekolah pagi tak ada pegang apa - apa jawatan rasanya tapi sekolah agama, jadi penolong ketua kelas(PKK). Pakai kain lain dari yang lain. Warna purple kain tu. Tapi kan, masa kena lantik tu, tak datang sekolah pun. Tahu-tahun je esoknya, ada kawan bagi kain ela warna purple suruh buat kain sekolah sebab saya ni jadi PKK. Rasanya masa itu, ada orang yang tidak puas hati, tapi nak buat macam mana kan. Ustazah dah lantik. heehehee. Rindulah Ustazah masa darjah 2. Masa darjah 2 juga, di sekolah agama, ada buat amali solat. Nak tahu tak apa yang saya dan geng masa tu buat? Kitorang boleh pula main-main waktu solat. Masa tu, bukan solat betul-betul tapi kan tengah amali, nak belajar solat berjemaah. Ustazah pun tak perasan sebab ustzh di depan. Kitorang boleh pulak tukar-tukar tempat. Masa tengah rukuk, tukar tempat. SENGAL betul! Tak sangka saya begitu nakal. Haha.

Darjah 3. Ada satu masa tu, cikgu sementara mengajar kelas kami. Cikgu tu SANGAT CANTIK dan kami pun memang rapat. Cikgu tu ajar BM. Kalau tak silaplah. Kemudian, bila cikgu tu dah nak keluar dari sekolah, saya minta nombor telefon. Dulu memang rapat. Selalu telefon telefon. Tapi saya la yang telefon. Takkan cikgu pula kan. Tapi sekarang dah tak contact pun. Rindulah dengan cikgu tu. Sebenarnya muka dia pun dah tak dapat nak bayangkan.

Masa darjah 3 juga, ada pertandingan Merdekaton. Tak berapa pasti lah, Merdekaton ke Bacaton ke Jogaton. Tapi yang pastinya, kena kumpul duit. Siapa yang paling banyak, dapatlah hadiah. Disebalik kad pengutipan duit tu, ada juga ruang untuk isi tajuk buku yang kita baca. Kalau orang tu baca paling banyak pun dapat hadiah. Kemudian, saya ni, tak dapat jadi pengumpul duit paling banyak tapi jadi pembaca terbanyak. Hhaha. Tapi kan, kebenarannya, saya telah menipu. HAAAA!! Ya, saya tulis je tajuk - tajuk buku. Tapi bukan semua yang saya tidak baca. Adalah 3 ke 4 yang baca dari lebih kurang 30 buku. Hahaaa. Yang lain, tulis je. heheehe.. OPS, ni rahsia antara saya dan Anda. Tak tahulah kalau tiba-tiba cikgu sekolah rendah ada baca blog ni kan. Apa-apa pun. "Sorry cikgu, sebab menipu". (nak dapat hadiah punya pasal)

Darjah 4. Yang paling diingati, kena marah dengan Ustaz sebab selalu tak datang sekolah agama. Ustaz tahu yang saya ponteng. Paling tak boleh blah, masa tu episod terakhir cerita ROSALINDA. Anda ingat lagi cerita tu? Di Tv3, pukul 3.30 petang. Sanggup saya ni tak datang sekolah agama sebab cerita tu. Lagi, saya telefon lah kawan saya suruh bagitahu Ustaz sebab tidak kehadiran ke sekolah. ''Nanti cakap kat ustaz, kita tak datang sebab nak tengok cerita Rosalinda" Tengok, betapa jujurnya saya. Esoknya, kena marah dengan Ustaz. Lawak je bila ingat balik. :D

Darjah 5 dengan darjah 6 nak sambung nanti. Byee~~

Growing is A Part of Life

2011-01-05T08:23:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Sekarang ni rasa macam nak imbas kembali masa kecil-kecil dahulu sampai sekarang. Tiba-tiba teringat topik ni malam tadi masa tengah sibuk berangan, tiba-tiba benda ni terkeluar dari kepala otak saya.

Rasanya masa kecil-kecil dulu, saya ni kuat merajuk. Perajuk nombor satu dalam keluarga. Kalau nak diikutkan, yang adik-adik bawah saya pun kuat merajuk juga. Tapi tak boleh kalahkan saya. Haha. Lepas tu, bila merajuk nanti ayah pun pujuk. ''kenapa ni..'' lebih kurang macam tu ayat yang ayah selalu gunakan. Kadang-kadang tu, ayah bagi duit. You know, MONEY! Lepas tu terus baik. Terus OK. Terus GEMBIRA. :D Kan masa ayah bagi duit kan, nanti lepas tu ayah cakap ''jangan bagitahu sesiapa tau, nanti yang lain pun nak''.

By the way, kenapa saya merajuk eh? Sebab selalunya tak dapat benda yang dihajati. Benda yang saya nak tu macam anak patung ke jajan ke apa-apa yang releven la. Tapi kadang-kadang, tak tahu lah macam mana boleh merajuk. Mungkin sebab perempuan sulung kot. Hehe. Dia macam lain sikit.

Kalau dari segi akademik atau bab-bab belajar pula, mula sekolah masa 5 tahun. Sekolah di Takkis, dekat dengan masjid Sultan Sulaiman. Masa nak masuk sekolah ni, hari pertama persekolahan. Kak Ngah yang hantar. Macam biasalah, bila kak Ngah dah tiada dalam pandangan, mulalah keluar mencari. Terus je keluar cari kak Ngah. Tapi cikgu tak kisah pun. Cikgu baik sebab bagi saya keluar sesuka hati. Tapi baik masa minggu pertama je. Minggu kedua dah tak boleh macam tu dah. Tapi masa minggu kedua, saya dah OK! Dah gelak ketawa dah. Dah jumpa kawan dah. Haha. Kawan masa itu, Zuraidah, Aqilah, Azlina. Hahaha, saya ingat dua nama ini sahaja. Yang lain minta maaf, nanti bila ingat saya masukkan lagi. Satu tahun tu kami sekelas. Akhir tahun masa 5 tahun tu, saya dapat nombor 3 dalam kelas.

Masa hari nak ambil hadiah tu, saya ada buat persembahan beramai-ramai atas pentas. Nyanyi lagu 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star', comel kan? Kemudian, saya ni yang paling depan. Kemudian, ada satu masa tu, kain tiba-tiba terlondeh. Nasib baik baru jatuh sikit je. Tak pasal-pasal sepanjang persembahan itu saya kena pegang kain. Dari jauh nampak macam ada orang yang gelakkan. Tapi buat tak tahu je. Haha.

Masuk lah pula tahun berikutnya. Saya berusia 6 tahun. Masa tahun ni, saya cakap dekat ayah. ''Ayah, tak nak sekolah sebab belajar benda yang sama je..bosan la..'' Bila cakap macam tu, terus tak pergi sekolah sampai dah nak dekat exam. Lepas tu, tak tahu apa yang jadi pada result sebab dah cuti akhir tahun terus. Kan saya tak pergi sekolah, jadi saya buat apa? Saya ikut ayah pergi sekolah dia. Duduk dalam bilik ayah. Tidur di sana. Main-main di sana. Yang paling tak boleh lupa, ikut join dalam mesyuarat. Selamba je duduk atas pangku ayah. Kalau ayah tengah mengajar, saya duduk di luar. Main dengan pokok-pokok di luar. Saya memang terkenal dalam sekolah tu sebab selalu ikut ayah. Lagi satu, sebab saya ni kan comel. haha.

Walaupun saya begitu, tapi ada geng. Haha. Anak Mama Nik. Kak Huda namanya. Dia ni tinggi sangat. Sekarang pun tinggi lagi. Hhaha. Kami memang sentiasa bersama masa dalam sekolah tu. Kak Huda ni tua 3 tahun dari saya. Bila dia dah habis sesi persekolahan, dia datang la sini. Jadi, kami pun jadi teman sepermainan.

Nak cerita zaman sekolah rendah dalam post yang akan datang. Byee~~ Salam.

Hari Kedua

2011-01-04T08:28:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yes, today is the second day of schooling. The atmosphere is almost the same everyday. Did you realize that I didn't post anything about BORING, right? I guess Im not getting into boring since I do a lot of things. I can't stop myself from doing that. Well, it gives me pleasure by the way.

Want to know what am I doing at home? I sweep, I mop, I cook, I wash clothes, I fold them nicely, I online, I read books, I sleep, I hang around, I jog, I play, I laugh, Watch tv. I dream. Can you see that. So many things to do. Right now, blogging. So, those things made my life full. Made my life colourful too.

I really really have to be lucky 'cause I have my BIG family. I have brothers and little sister. I want kakak too. Its okay, later on I can have 4 kakak because I have 4 brothers. I want my family to become bigger and bigger. Missing moidz and hasib. The good things of having that many of brothers is that they can send and pick me up everywhere, anywhere, everytime and anytime. They are my drivers.

Can you see the picture above. That was when we went to PD. I already told you the story. Wait, who is not in the picture? Abdul Mudzil. My eldest brother. He is the one who snapped the picture. He's very talented in photography. He even has his income from that field. I think, he loves to take photos too. He has a dslr. Whenever he's not using the camera, it will become our turn to play with.

Sometimes, I do think about my future. Like which course I gonna take, which university I want, what can I be with that course, why I choose that, why like that and more. But one thing for sure, i'll definitely not going to take engineering course. Why? Because all my brothers took that course. I don't want to be like them to be exact. Haha. I should be a little different from them.Not little but huge different. I think, everything is depends on my result. If I think of extraordinary choices but my result seems to be not suit with. Then, nothing is going to happen, right?

Oklah, seems like I don't have any idea to write more. With that, bye bye~ Salam...

2nd January 2011

2011-01-03T04:02:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yesterday, we (inash, mama and me) went to my former beloved school, SMK Batu Unjur. Well, its not like Im going there for study purposes. Haha. Not anymore. No more title as school's student, ok? Straight to the point. We went there because I have to help my mother to clean up her room. Title as PK 1 after Principle really make her as an iron woman. Teachers even students come to her room to discuss this and that and whatever could it be.

Know what? My school has altered a lot. The buildings are more colourful and it was pretty cool. There are also a small garden in the parking area of principle's car. I love the path heading to the councellor room. Well, it was like walking in the canopy because so many info were there. The way they decorated it really interesting. I couldn't take the picture after all because we were already late. Somehow, my former school has became more colourful and pretty in its way. Hahha.

Well, I took pictures of us. We did a little work, then snapped a picture. We means only me and shafinaz. Mama is excluded because she didn't stop doing her work from the beginning until the ends. I can see that she's exhausted when it already two and half hours. I am lazy to insert the photos here. Just check out in my fb IF you want to see them. We started around 3.00pm and end up at 5.45 pm.

At last, mama would feel at ease when her room is tidy already. Ok. got to go. Bye~~

Note : Selamat bersekolah buat adik-adik yang tercinta ; Abdul Azim, Shafinaz dan Abdul Basith.

New Year, New Resolutions, Welcome 2011.

2011-01-01T22:22:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,

2010 telah pergi meninggalkan kita. Banyak perkara yang terjadi sepanjang tahun ini. Terutamanya tentang SPM. Bagi yang bersekolah seperti saya, pasti banyak sekali program-program yang dilakukan untuk kita mencapai kejayaan dan kecemerlangan. Seawal bulan Januari, jadual kita sudah mulai padat. Masuk saja semester kedua selepas peperiksaan pertengahan tahun, jadual bertambah lagi padat, dengan kelas tambahan pagi, petang dan malam. Semuanya demi SPM.

Kalau boleh lepas ni, saya ingin solat di awal waktu. Iyalah, terlalu banyak dugaan yang ada di sekeliling saya. Semoga segala perkara yang bakal terjadi akan di permudahkan Allah. Semoga saya dapat menghadapi segala dugaan dan cabaran yang mendatang dengan penuh kebijaksanaan.Semoga juga saya dapat jadi seorang Hamba Allah, anak, kawan, adik dan kakak yang baik dan bertanggungjawab dalam segala perkara yang dilakukan.

Dalam banyak-banyak perkara yang terjadi, perkara yang paling best ialah semakin rapat dengan mama. Atas alasan apa ya? Sebab tiap-tiap minggu call. Kemudian, masa hari jadi mama dengan Hari Ibu, saya buatkan kad. Haha. Saya ni dah lah pemalas. Tapi sebab timbul kesedaran, jadi saya pun buatlah benda tu.

Masa form 5 juga, saya pindah dorm. Dari Razi 3 kepada Razi 2. Jiran tidur di sebelah ialah Faridah Hanim aka Paed. Tiap-tiap malam, borak-borak sampai tertidur. Tapi tak adalah berborak sepanjang masa. Kami belajar atas katil bersumberkan cahaya di luar dorm. Menarik kan? Pada satu masa tu, minggu peperiksaan. Paed ni hebat Pendidikan Agama Islam (PAI). Satu malam tu, kebetulan kitorang baca bab yang sama. Jadi, Paed ni jadi cikgu saya. Menceritakan tentang bab kahwin. Lagi sikit je bab tu nak habis, saya dah 'shahid' dulu. ;)

Masa birthday saya pula, mereka (paed, tka, auffa, chepa, mashi, aina, teha dan fiqa inani) bajet bajet tak nak tegur hari tu. Dan masa hari tu, diorang ni ANNOYING gila. Pandang-pandang apa yang saya buat. Macam tak pernah tengok je. Dan masa birthday tu, minggu trial SBP. Hahaha. Nak lebih specific? Hari jadi saya sama dengan hari nak jawab PHYSICS. Memang tak keruan tau. Penghujung semua ni, waktu malam selepas prep. Mereka ni, sanggup tapau cupcake dari DM dan bawa balik dorm untuk makan bersama-sama. Dia macam gantikan kek la. Sweetkan mereka ni? Tapi, buat susah-susah je. Lepas tu tangkap gambar. Lepas tu, tidur. ;)

Malam barbeque pada malam terakhir di sekolah, sembelihan lembu waktu hari Raya Korban, Majlis Restu Ilmu, perkampungan ilmu dan macam-macam lagi. Itulah antara kenangan saya dengan 7th SAVIOURS. Rindu pula kat mereka-mereka ni. Ops, tatabahasa salah la. ;D

by the way. HAPPY NEW YEAR. Have a blast ya. ;D

bye~~ Salam.

Note : post ni mengambil masa selama 2 hari untuk di tulis, tak tahu kenapa ambil masa yang sangat lama. sepatutnya post kan semalam. tapi tak apa lah. :)

Damping Malam

2010-12-31T12:02:00.000+08:00

Salam.

Yesterday,we went to KLCC just to watch movie that took place in our school for some scenes. Basically the movie wasn't so frightened and scary as I thought. I don't even heard anyone screamed yet we were laughing and talking because some of us presents in the movie. My bed, my locker, my picture, paed, fiqa inani, syue, ain bz, iylia, faten and auffa's locker too.

I don't like the ending part of the story. I think the main point of this story is that, a wife who is lonely take a guardian as her husband is not always with her. She doesn't know that taking a guardian would give bad consequences to her family when the guardian starts to demand its right. The worst thing could happen when the guardian is taking away one life from one of the family members.

However, just watch this movie to support our local film. Haha. I am a good supporter, right? ;)

Byee~~

Abdul Azim

2010-12-23T14:47:00.002+08:00

Salam.

As we know that today is PMR day. My brother that I told you earlier whose taking his result today got 5A 3B. It's okay. I know you can do better in SPM, right? I am happy for him. Congratulations to Firdaus Hadzir too because having straight A's. :)

I heard that my school had a best result overall. If I'm not mistaken they achieved 90.4%. They did a great job. Congrats to my little dorm mate. Fatin, Hanim, Kar Yan, Alia and Mira Shahmina.

Suddenly remembered when I was taking my result. I was not hoping to get straight A's. My target is only 5A. Anyhow, that doesn't matter anymore. For SPM, I have no idea about it. Who doesn't want straight A's right or maybe straight A+? I know that I did my very best but still I am afraid of PHYSICS. That subject really get my nerves on and off.

InsyaAllah, I already ready for everything. For any good or bad things. ;)

Love Bruno Mars's songs! :)

Bye~~ Salam.

Melaka Bandar Bersejarah

2010-12-23T11:21:00.002+08:00

Salam..

The title above is the place where my village is. Im going back to my village today and stay there for 3 days. Currently watching Lovers in Prague. Im looking forward to clean up the house before we left the house right after this.Bye~ :) Sarangheyo. hahahaa. :)

Rabu

2010-12-22T22:02:00.004+08:00

Salam.

Today is just a wonderful day. I had no idea why i say this but clearly it was awesome. Maybe because i had a great time with friends. I hang out with laily, hazim, ridwan and mus. I was not so talkative but I was just laughing and smiling and laughing and smiling and ...... Met laily after such a long time really hit me,you know. I just miss her big voice and her big mouth. She's really happy right now. with someone she likes. ******* haha. Opps. It seems like I shouldn't say it here. By the way, who cares, right?

Well, we did go to JJ Bukit Tinggi and watched Tron Legacy. The movie was cool. I mean the technology that they use were superb man. The player was pretty cute. haha. Reached there around 1 and the movie only start at 3.50 pm. So we had about 2 and a half hours. We ate, we pray, we were looking around and talk talk talk. Obviously I was not the one who is talking but Laily was. She had so many stories and Bla bla bla.. :)

Know what, when we were walking around, and the moment we laughed, there were anonymous whose trying to laugh like Laily. Hek hek hek. You should see how Laily react with that. ^^and before that, there were strangers who told us to come back home and be prepared for school. Buy school things and whatsoever it is. What the fish man. How can they say that to us. Well, we know that our age doesn't seems like our physical look. But hey, don't they know that we just finish SPM? We are having our fun okay.

Though there are only 5 of us, but still I hope that others would join us too. It will be our pleasure. ATiqa Sahak, Maryam, Munirah, and anyone. Know what, I also want to hang out with GOH QUN YUAN. Miss her damn much.

We plan to hang out another day. I really hope that I can make it if they are planning to do so.

Tomorrow is the PMR day. Results is coming out tomorrow. My brother, azim is going to take his result. Well, good luck bro. I know you did your best during the exam.

Note : I hate smokers and their smokes too. Like, seriously.

Note : I hate to wait but I dislike people wait for me.

Note : I hate that I can control my anger. huh! but its kind of good and profitable right? :)

Note : Life must go on.

Percutian yang Menyeronokkan

2010-12-20T09:03:00.001+08:00

Salam. ;D

17 dan 18 haribulan yang lalu, saya sekeluarga pergi bercuti di Port Dickson. SEKELUARGA, maknanya semua orang ada, memang riuh sekampung sebab 10 orang pergi bercuti. Mula-mula ada yang kata tak nak pergi. Tapi akhirnya pergi juga mungkin sebab memikirkan bila lagi nak bersama keluargakan? hehehe. :D Itu untuk abang sulung saya. Abdul Mudzil.

Kemudian, bermula perjalanan dari pukul 2.30 petang. Cadangnya nak pergi pukul 11.00 pagi tapi bila memikirkan yang hari itu hari Jumaat dan nanti terkocoh-kocoh pula nak solat di sana. Lagipun 'check in' pukul 3.00 petang. Lelaki-lelaki boleh pergi solat Jumaat tapi yang perempuannya? Nak campak dekat mana kan? Jadi, kami pun bertolak tepat jam 2.45 petang.

Dalam perjalanan tu seperti biasa saya ketiduran. Tidur dalam kereta memang sudah jadi tabii' saya. Konklusinya saya bukan peneman yang boleh berbicara semasa dalam kereta. hahah. Lepas 2 jam perjalanan, kami pun tiba di Bayu Beach Resort. Kami memang sudah biasa dengan hotel ini. Boleh kata setiap kali pergi Port Dickson, mesti akan tempah bilik dekat hotel ini. Hotel ini menjadi pilihan hati kami sekeluarga sebab pantainya yang lebih 'best' berbanding hotel-hotel lain. (sebenarnya tak tahu pun, entah-entah hotel lain punya pantai lagi best.)

Masa datang nak tempah tu, semua orang bukan main girang lalu beramai-ramai pergi ke entrance untuk menemani mama check in. Masa nak check in tu, mama katalah "tinggal berapa bilik lagi dik?".

Kakak tu jawab, "42 bilik sahaja yang kosong kak." Cuba bayangkan sebanyak-banyak bilik yang hotel tu ada, tapi tinggal 42 bilik sahaja. Gila lah kan? Lepas tu, yang tinggal tu yang mahal-mahal pula. Nasiblah mama memang sudah menyediakan duit yang mencukupi. Jadi, tak perlu kita orang risau. Kesudahannya, kami sewa bilik yang dalamnya ada dua bilik dan luas. Dulu-dulukan dalam bilik tu ada satu bilik je. Tapi sekarang dah ada dua bilik. Mana tak kata luas.

Yang bestnya lagi, bilik tu dekat ground floor. Tak payah kita orang bersusah payah mendaki tangga. Sebelah je pantai. Apalagi, sesampai je di bilik, bila semua barang sudah habis di keluarkan dari kereta, saya orang pertama yang tukar baju. (excited gila!) Lepas tu basith, inash, dan tak ingat dah. Masa tu pukul 5.30 petang. Jadi kita orang pun bermandi-manda di pantai.

Aktiviti kita orang semua ada kaitan dengan bola. Kalau keluarga dimonopoli lelaki ni mesti bola lah jawabnya. Bola pun bola lah, janji ada game. Kami 3 orang perempuan ni pun main. Mesti la main, mana boleh terlepas peluang. Petang tu main bola jaring. Nak kata betul-betul bola jaring tak juga tapi macam pass pass kan bola itu dan yang jadi goal kena tangkap itu bola bila bola tu sampai dekat dia. Mulanya saya main, tapi baru beberapa minit dah penat, terduduk. Jadi saya pun bertukar dengan Hasib jadi tiang gol.

Saya satu geng dengan hasib, raqib, basith dan azim. Lagi satu geng, mama, ayah, inash, mudzil dan moidz. Dalam game tu, geng saya kalah, tapi beza 1 mata je. 14-15. Memang best gila lah. Petang tu ada tangkap-tangkap gambar juga. Gambar lompat-lompat paling tak boleh blah. Kelakar bila tengok gambar-gambar tu. Ada yang masa orang tengah lompat tak lompat. Ada yang lompat tapi tak nampak sebab dilindungi orang di depan. haha.

Main main dan main sampai dah nak maghrib. Pukul 7.05 malam agaknya. Hari itu, kita orang makan banyak sangat. Mula dengan sarapan pagi di rumah. Nasi lemak, beli dekat mana entah, tapi rasanya sedap. Masak untuk tengahari pula, nasi goreng dan ayam goreng berempah dan sayur kacang panjang goreng dan salad juga keropok goreng. Mulanya nak makan tengahari dekat PD, tapi lepas solat, semua orang lapar, jadi kita orang pun makan di rumah. Semua orang makan sekadar mengisi perut sebab takut dekat sana nasi-nasi ni semua habis. Maklumlah, lelaki kan kalau makan memang banyak. Nasib baik dekat rumah saya dah makan, sebab memang dah tahu bila sampai sana, nasi tu mesti habis.

Dalam perjalanan tu juga ada beli bekalan roti. 2 bungkus roti Coklat Kismis Gardenia dan 1 bungkus roti biasa Gardenia. Mama pun ada masak sardin untuk dijadikan sandwich masa tengahari tu. Jadi, boleh kata memang banyak sangat makanan hari tu dan memang banyak sangat makan. Malam tu, makan lagi. Makan dekat restoran tepi jalan. Makan nasi tomyam, ada ikan kukus, puyuh goreng, sayur kailan ikan masin, telur dadar dan air masing-masing. Saya stick dengan fresh orange. ^^. Makan makan makan sambil tu tangkap gambar lagi. Sebenanrnya banyak gambar yang nak di tunjukkan, tapi malas nak upload dekat sini. Kalau nak tengok, tengok la dekat facebook ya.

Keesokkan paginya, mula balik aktiviti berenang. Pagi tu ada game juga. Tapi pagi tu, mudzil balik awal sebab dia ada hal. Jadi dia tak join kami main dan mandi. Game nya game bola sepak. Kami gali lubang yang saiznya agak-agak muat untuk bola tu. Dan seperti biasa saya dan inash jadi goaly. Kita orang ni macam kalau bola tu sampai dekat kita orang, kita orang lah yang bertanggungjawab untuk memasukkan bola tu ke dalam goal. Tapi kalau dia orang boleh masukkan sendiri, masukkan je lah. ;D

Pagi tu juga baru nak belajar berenang. Kalau berlatih tiap-tiap hari sudah pasti saya boleh berenang. Berenang dekat pantai ni memang best tapi kalau dah terminum air dia, memang 'sedap' habis. Garamnya 'sangat' secukup rasa. Terapung. Main bola dekat air. Pagi tu makan mamee sahaja. Tapi kan ada dapat tiket untuk makan free di coffee house nya, jadi saya, inash, mama dengan ayah makan di situ. Yang lain makan mamee tomyam.

Akhirnya, pukul 12.00 tengahari kita orang 'check out'. Dan mula perjalanan balik ke rumah. ;D

Ok. bye~~

KOREA?

2010-12-13T03:58:00.000+08:00

Salam. :)

Mm..tengok tajuk mesti rasa cam pelik kan? hehehe..sebenarnya baru je habis tengok cerita BOYS OVER FLOWER. <---perlu ke dihighlight kan? hehehe. Best SANGAT cerita tu. dah 3 hari tengok cerita tu. gila la kan. Sekarang dah pukul 3.34 pagi. Nak tidur tapi nak tulis dulu dalam blog. Nak tulis dalam keadaan informal, ok?

Tetiba rasa ridu lah pulak kan dekat kawan2 SEMASHUR. paed, tka, auffa, chepah, fiqA inani, ain zak, mashi dengan semua orang yang lain la.. :) tak sangka masa last week persekolahan sy bawak phone. jadi, dalam phone ni adalah juga gambar diorang. dapat la jugak tengok muka diorang. Kata orang, walau jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati. hahahhaa...

nanti tak lama lagi nak ambil lesen memandu. i think all of u will do that right? tak sabar rasanya. :) going to travel with mama and inash. seriously cannot wait for the moment to become true and real. :) nak tahu tak, sy ada sepupu ni. dia muda setahun tapi kan dia dah bole bawa kereta. dah macam tak payah ambil lesen dah sebab kalau dia ambil pun da confirm2 dia lulus. :) tapi macam tu lagi best sebab nanti bila ambil test memandu, dia dah ada keyakinan yang cukup tinggi untuk mengemudi kereta tu. It's okay, sooner or later the time will surely come to me. :)

markah koku sy rendah. I got B. How bout you? A or B? Benda tu macam tak penting tapi sebenarnya penting. Like my mom said, its hard to get the scholarship if our koku mark is B band. kalau dapat A senang nak dapat tawaran. Jadi sy pun balas kat mama, tak pe la ma kalau ada rezeki tak ke mane. (mcm pasrah je kan?) :):):)

Damping Malam. a-ha. Korang semua mesti tengok cerita damping malam ni sebab kan katil sy masuk dlm cerita ni. (erk?? hehe) Katil dorm kat sekolah. Bahagian dia kena rasuk tu. atas katil tu. nanti bila korang tengok, usha usha la katil tu yek. hehehe.. :) bila pengambaran tu berlangsung kat sekolah, secara tidak langsung (ecececehhh) memberi kami peluang berjumpa dengan actresses and actors filem tu. Ada Amy Mastura, Ahmad Idham dan Elfira Loy dan etc. Adik Ahmad Idham bolehla tahan handsome walaupun dia agak skinny. hehe. :)

tahu tak, sy rasa macam nak jadi doktor. What do you think? I am a doctor. :) But then I also want to be a pilot. 2 benda yang tidak berkaitan langsung kan. What about an Accountant? Ha.....

Later when I decide already i will tell you the result. the DECISION. :)

Dah tak tahan la pula rasanya. menguap dah beratus-ratus kali. mata ni dah berair-air. I got to go. Bye~ Salam. :)

Finally ;)

2010-12-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

SPM is OVER! Alhamdulillah! I have a long holiday till the result come out. After 2 years studying, finally it ends. But, I know, there are much more waiting for me in the future. For all the 10 subjects i took, I think Physics is the hardest. Maybe because I know that I am not that GOOD in Physics. I just pray for the best. In the blink of an eye, I am going to step one step forward to the next stage in life. UNIVERSITY. hmm..we've grown up! my friends keep saying to me that how im going to face new life in university with my physical size like this. hahahaa...well, i replied to them , ''kecil-kecil cili padi''. :)

I just came back from school. So many bitter sweet memories in this school. I still remember how i Can't cope well with them. i prefer to keep quiet and listening to their conversation for most of the time. hahahaa..well i am a quiet person but i can be very loud when ................... (fill in the blank yourself)

i became an ignorant person lately. since it was for SPM. being far away from them make me feel easy but when they are close to me i felt unpleasant. is it wrong for me to feel that towards them? i think they realised my changes. but they never say anything to me. for the sake of SPM, sorry GUYS! i think i have problem that i myself have no idea how to solve it.

okayh!!got to go. i miss blogging. :) my blog will be up date later as soon as possible. i hv photos to be shared! :) bye2!

raya?

2010-09-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

Salam..

hmm...i kinda have mood to write. its been awhile i didn't write here. in English some more. reading other blog make me feel to write something. but i wonder what could it be. plus, i think the time is not really suit right now 'cause i should be doing something else. im not gonna tell what it is but...okay, enough with that.

i wonder whether there is another trial right after this raya. i wonder whether i can do better in SPM. I HAVE to. i have no other choice. im not going to PLKN. ok, so, there's no need to think about it. but then, my friends has to think about it because they are going.

next topic.

homeworks. should i think about it for now, guess what, im thinking of struggling doing all those homeworks by next week. i should list them out. BM - karangan, ENGLISH - no, PAI - no, CHEMISTRY - hndout, PHYSICS - the small notes for some topics. bernoulli's, pressure, lift, and 5 more topics, i should look into it after this. then, BIO - kuih raya from 6 states. ok. TASAWWUR - past years questions. what else? hmm..SEJARAH - im done with it. :) MATHS MODE - no, ADDMATHS - no. ok! where to start? I think of PHYSICS. hmmm....lets see after this. :)

balik kampung. yeah. can't wait for that. :)

SPM tinggal berapa hari lagi?

i think that's it for now.bye~

WhOA!!!

2010-09-03T14:15:00.001+08:00

Salam..

hari ni da mula cuti untuk RAYA. sedar tak sedar bulan puasa da nak habis. tinggal lagi seminggu je nak raya. harap sangat nanti dekat kampung ada ramai orang. baru meriah. baru terasa nak beraya. nanti malam bising-bising dengan bunyi mercun dengan bunga api. tak sabar la pulak rasanya.

Rasanya belum terlambat nak wish birthday mama. Mamanya punya birthday pon baru lepas beberapa hari. Semoga mama akan mempunyai kehidupan yang lebih baik lepas ni. :) Sayang mama. :)

Result trial da keluar. Alhamdulillah. boleh la..
Semoga saya akan mendapat Straight A+ dalam SPM 2010. Amin. :)

Akhir sekali, SELAMAT HARI RAYA. :)

After 2 weeks. :)

2010-08-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

Salam..

Selamat Berpuasa. :)

Semoga Ramadhan tahun ni lebih baik dari Ramadhan tahun lepas. :)

Sekarang, tengah trial.

Trial SBP.

Doakan saya. Terima Kasih. :)

SPM Straight A+! :)

Bye~~

Trial SPM

2010-07-16T18:40:00.001+08:00

Salam...

First of all,

DOAKAN SAYA BERJAYA DENGAN CEMERLANGNYA DALAM TRIAL SPM, OK? :)

Secondly,

SEMOGA KAWAN-KAWAN SAYA JUGA AKAN BERJAYA DENGAN CEMERLANG DALAM TRIAL INI. Insyaallah. ;)

Thirdly,

bbyee!! :)

Maths Olympiad + Folio Add Maths

2010-06-27T05:33:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Yeay..I just finished my folio add maths. A big big big Congratulation to me. hahaha...feel free a bit. I can sense the freedom. Hahaha..but not for SPM just for Add Maths as it will contribute 10% marks for trial. :):) Alhamdulillah.

Yesterday, I was participating in Maths Olympiad in UKM. Asma, Jidot, Dyana and I were in the same group. The questions really tough and it is seriously not my level. But I don't know for my friends.

Im home this weekend due to rugby international tournament in school. I hope my school's rugby team will success and win this tournament. Insya Allah. :)

Bye2. See you later. ;)

Insha Allah

2010-06-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Salam.. ;)

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
And that you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah, Insha Allah,
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah, Insha Allah,
Insha Allah you'll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way

Insha Allah, Insha Allah
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Khamis

2010-06-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Salam..

2 HARI LAGI

Sigh...

2010-06-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

Salam...

I can't stop writing here. Well, as many of my friends are trying to avoid their blog for the sake of SPM, but I just can't do the same. I still want to write something in it. Though some of my post are not supposed to be posted. Hahahaha...just let it be. I know that I have to limit myself from bothering when and how I am gonna write in this blog when I know that SPM is getting closer and nearer to me. Pretty scared, uh? Whatever it is, SPM straight A+, okayh? Amin!! :)

Oh ya, once I posted about my SPM, which subject I sit for and bla bla bla..In that post, I wrote that I will take Geografi as the 10th subject but I changed my mind this year and decided to take Tasawwur Islam instead of Geog. :) Everything is going on smoothly and I really hope I can do well in SPM like what I did in PMR. Insyaallah.

Can you see You Tube of Maher Zein at the upper part of my blog? Hahaha..I am falling in love with his song. Seriously. :)
I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take.
The early part of the song. :)

I may not be the person that eligible or suit to talk about what I am going to write but as a person who has heart and mind, I just want to say that I feel hurt when I see Gaza. Why? As I told you, I have heart like you, every each of us have it. Don't THEY have any feeling of guilt towards their violences? Don't THEY feel any shame when people around the world accused them for so many things that happened in Gaza? Don't THEY feel to redeem it by stopping their action? Don't they? Long Sigh...................

Bye2 .. :)

A good Day

2010-06-10T00:33:00.001+08:00

Salam..

Hari saya sangatlah gembira.
Sebab?
Biarlah saya seorang saja yang tahu.
Mungkin sebab dapat berborak dengan kawan sekolah rendah yang dah lama lost contact.
It was great and best chatting with them.
hahahaha..:)

holidays Started :)

2010-06-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

salam..

Waa.....cuti...

Cuti, cuti juga, tapi SPM jangan dilupakan. :):)

Homeworks :-
Folio Add Maths (priority)
HandOut Bio (2nd place)

Attention :-
PERKAMPUNGAN ILMU (17 June - 20 June)

I think thats all.
i am sick thinking bout my face.
with pimple here and there.
anyone out there willingly to give any petua or
suggest any kind of product that is suit with my face condition.
OILY and SENSITIVE.
seriously, I am getting tired and exhausted trying this product and other product, but nothing suit me...
when is it going to end???
tell me.
I can't believed that I tell this stuff in blog. haha
such a [L]!!!!
by the way, thnks mama 'cause never give up with me.
telling me to try this and that though the result is still the same.

Okay..bye2..I want to have fun this holidays.

Lega :)

2010-05-29T11:02:00.000+08:00

Salam..

Finally, I reached home. I went back home by train. Once I saw my home, I ran towards it. Hahaha...Well, I miss my home's smell. Now, I can look at every inch of my house before going back to school on sunday. By the way, left only a week before holidays. But then followed by perkampungan ilmu in the second week of holidays. Which we, the form 5 students have to be in school 4 days earlier. For the sake of SPM, I will do that. Although it kind of ruin my mood from being happy and fun during holidays.

Go FAIRUZ, go!

Guess what, only now I noticed that I left about 6 more month before I left my school. And about 5 months to go for me to sit for SPM. Oh Man! What have I been doing for the first 5 month this year. I think like I have done nothing. I still have papers next week, which Chemistry, tasawwur and all paper 3 subject elective. I think for the past week, I answered the paper badly. I really hoping for striking straight A+ in SPM. Insyaallah. Pray for my success kay?

I have been through so many events and problems. I share some of it with my friends. Some more I keep it just for myself. Let me myself feel it. Lots more to write but rather than wasting time thinking of what to write, better for me to be away from here and continue soon. [if I got mood la..] I havent finish study Chemistry and tasawwur.

Somehow I feel that its better for me to stay in school rather than going home because I know that when I'm home, I will have no strengh to study hard and will wasting my time just like that. Watching television, sleep, eat and internet. This is my routine when I was home. Okay, with that, bye2.

Nak Balik Sangat sangat sangat..

2010-05-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

Salam..

dah lama duk sekolah..
rindu nak balik..
next week exm..
doakan saya ye..
sejarah tak habis revise lagi..
form 4 and form 5..
bile nak cover ye agak2..
Oklah..
thanx for spending your time reading mine.

Ya Allah, sekiranya aku layak diberi kejayaan, Kau berikanlah kejayaan tersebut kepada ku. Amin. :)

Esok BIRTHDAY ayah..
Happy Birthday to YOU Happy Birthday to YOU, happy BiRTHDAY to AYAH.. happy birthday to YOU.. :):) Semoga ayah akan sihat sampai bila2. :)

and not to forget..

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY.. to all my great super duper teachers..:):)

Senyap

2010-05-09T02:36:00.001+08:00

Salam..

Doakan kejayaan saya dalam SPM tahun ini ye.

Saya tengah rindukan rumah.
RUMAH...RUMAH....RUMAH...

Hari ni hari IBU...
SELAMAT HARI IBU untuk mama.

Mid Year Exam minggu depan.
Terima Kasih kerana mendoakan saya.

Not in the mood for blogging.
bye2 :)
salam :)

Note 1 : Ya Allah, berikan aku kesungguhan dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian. Amin. :)

Note 2 : 2 bulan 3 minggu tak balik rumah...sabar ye fairuz. :)

Hmm...

2010-04-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

Salam..

it has been ages i didnt update my blog. hahaha..busy with SPM thingy. :) Im not regretting it by the way. Lets start my story with easy maths. Its about add maths actually. it was held last week for 2 days. Others school were coming to my school and about 300 students or SPM candidates around Hulu Selangor attended that camp. Well, it was awesome and I think easy maths had made us felt that add maths is easy. However, we only managed to cover form 4 syllabus and next session will be on july where we will recover form 5 syllabus. :) Can't wait for that.

Next, my UPS 1 result. Hmm..I am not satisfied with my result. But I am grateful and thankful that the result was not bad as i thought. Yeah, I didnt study to the fullest during holidays and when school re-open, we have to sit for test. Then, on the first day, in the morning around 7.00 am, I called mama and cried. Hahahah..pity me. Crying for no reasons. My hormone was not stable that morning. I also have no idea why i cry but I think it was because I didnt study and I think Im not ready to take the test. hahaha...

So, right now I have my result which is 7A 2B 1C, I got C for BM..lalalalalala...dont say a word of it. Its just because the teachers were so strict about the way we answered the papers. I mean, like constructing sentences, we have to underline the words we construct but I didnt do that, so, teacher put no mark on that. I got B for BI and Chemistry. I will stand on my teachers saying which is STILL NOT TO LATE FOR SPM :) I will put more effort after this. :):)

Lastly, I think this week will be the last week where I can go back home because after this there will be no more pulang bermalam until holidays in JUne. I hope that I can do the best in SPM. Insyaallah. Please pray for me. Thanx. :)

Note 1 : Lo! As for those who believe and do good works, for them is a reward that will never fail. (Fussilat 41 : 8)

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2010-03-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

Saya PENAT!

*no matter what*

It's Wednesday, People

Tahun 2012

Regarding Those Things

Suddenly Came Across My Mind

pleaseee, hopefully.

Another Story

Being In UM at 9.7.2011

Kalau Boleh Nak Buat Selalu

Be Ready, Fairuz.

MHS PASUM 2011/2012

title-less

Friends Forever

It Should Be The Best

this is the truth

Bila Bersama Laily. Ayah Yg Kelakar. Goh Qun Yuan.

*2nd. Info Baru

*1st. BLOG PALING COOL

Mei , May , Lima

The Royal Wedding & Contengan Jalanan

Inner Itu Saya Punya, :)

Terlaksana Sudah

Rancangan TV (part 2)

Fikiran

Pokes :)

Panggung Sabtu TV3

It's Indeed A Journey

My Dream, What I Want to Be

Makanan & Kurus

Reunion

Rancangan TV

Lately...

Make Me Strong

A Not So Adventure Journey

Lawaklah!

Result SPM!

It is Beyond the Imagination

NuffNang

The Rainbow Colours in The Bubbles

Baru Sekarang Terasa Penatnya

Together With Happiness

Sometimes Alone is Much Better

Hari-hari Berlalu Seperti Biasa..Let's Cheer Up Man!

ta-DA!!

Dunia Baru

Obstruction

Berubah-ubah

Bilakah Tarikh Pengumuman Keputusan SPM 2010?

Ikan oh Ikan

Tiba-tiba

Fixed It

Fun

Abdul Basith

Jalan-jalan

I Love

In The Middle of Doing Something

Let's Have a Better Life

Nostalgia

Feeling(S)

Ketawa Awet Muda

Sharing is Caring

Tik Tok Tik Tok

Growing is A Part of Life (iii)

Growing is A Part of Life (ii)

Growing is A Part of Life

Hari Kedua

2nd January 2011

New Year, New Resolutions, Welcome 2011.

Damping Malam

Abdul Azim

Melaka Bandar Bersejarah

Rabu

Percutian yang Menyeronokkan

KOREA?

Finally ;)

raya?

WhOA!!!

After 2 weeks. :)

Trial SPM

Maths Olympiad + Folio Add Maths

no matter what